What was the first thing I thought?
The feel of a sword in my hand.
A grip heavy and a little rough, and a weight nothing like a wooden practice blade.
And the faint breath of iron.
That was the impression before I truly swung a sword.
I closed my eyes as I was.
Beyond the darkened view, something peeked through.
A backâsomeoneâs back.
Somewhat small and thin, obviously mine at a glance.
One.
âIt feels big.â
A back that must have been narrow as a sparrowâs somehow looked broad. Was it because the presence moving my body was enormous?
One step, one cut toward Little Azure Sword.
I called up the air Iâd felt then.
Squeeze.
I tightened on the hilt and stepped once.
I summoned only sensation.
How had my body been, then?
How much air had I drunk.
How much force had I fed into the motion to make it work.
And what had the energy moving inside done.
I remembered each piece and poured it into my body.
Ssshhhâ
The blade moved. I felt the drag of air.
This time I set strength in my toes more than my waist. I minded the angle of my elbow.
âLighter. And far deeper.â
I put strength into muscles I normally didnât use.
Is this much fussy work really necessary for a single thrust? The doubt flickered, but didnât stay.
âHe did it like this.â
So I would do only that.
Thudâ!
My sole stamped the ground.
âThere is no part of the body you donât use. There are only places you give less strength.â
I folded in what the old man had said as he watched me.
That figure from then, powering the whole body from the soles up.
Donât ask why it has to be so.
âJust copy it.â
I remembered it and meant to embody it, so I enacted it the same.
Ssssshhhhâ!!!
I didnât look to see what the moving blade was like.
That was what the closed eyes were for.
So I wouldnât doubt myself. So I wouldnât carry even a grain of hesitation.
Zzzrkâ!!!
A spark jumped in my dantian (inner energy center).
The Blue Moon Heart Art had begun to turn; fragile enough to snap this instant, yet even so it gave off light.
Where should the current of energy go?
I was calculating and copying every action, yet should I leave the energy itself as it was? There was no time to ponder. Iâd already let go of it from my hand.
Whoomâ!!
Energy left my hand and flowed through my body.
It flowed and flowed, coiled my hand, and what coiled finally linked to the sword.
A flash reached the tip.
What was this martial formâs name again?
I didnât recall. I didnât need to.
Energy sheathed the described motion.
Was it that you made a moon with the sword?
That alone was what I had to remember.
Shaaahâ!!!
The blade split the air.
Fwooshâ!
The instant the motion ended, the energy in my body guttered and heat spread out.
âHff... huff...â
I steadied my ragged breath and slowly opened my eyes.
As I lifted my lids, gazes poured from all sides, same as before.
If there was a differenceâ
âThey look shocked, donât they?â
There was astonishment steeped in their eyes.
So thatâs how it is.
âLooks like I did pretty well.â
The imitation went better than Iâd expected.
It was such a pain in the ass to use that Iâd wondered if I could pull it off.
âEasier than I thought.â
Much easier than Iâd expected.
[Hahahahahahahahaâ!!!]
Damn it.
At the sudden burst of laughter, my brow creased.
The old man was looking at me and laughing rough.
âWhatâs with him?â
Why was that vile spirit throwing a fit again? I didnât know, but I didnât want to get tangled with him right now.
I turned my eyes to the Moonlit Sword.
The handsome middle-aged man was staring at me, eyes wide as saucers.
âI did my best, in my way. Were you satisfied?â
â......â
No answer came. Silence moved between us. After I waited a beatâ
âYoung Master Bang.â
The Moonlit Sword looked at me and asked,
âWhat is it you intend to do in this sect.â
âThat doesnât quite match what I asked, does it?â
Iâd asked if he was satisfied, and he asked what I wanted to do. An incomprehensible question.
Butâ
âWell, since you asked, Iâll answer...â
Because it was the Moonlit Swordâs question, I smiled as brightly as I could and answered.
âFirst, I plan to become the Young Lord. My master told me to become Sect Master of the Blue Moon Sect.â
â......â
âI came here for that.â
At my answer, the air around us went cold.
Like deep winter.
****
After Bang Sungyeon left and the mood settled into a heavy stillness, a man looked to Cheon Seonghwa and spoke.
âHeâs dangerous.â
At the words, Cheon Seonghwa glanced at the man.
There was a teacup on his desk, but the tea had long since gone cold.
Heâd poured it and hadnât touched a sip for a long time.
âUnit Commander. What is it thatâs dangerous?â
âThat boy named Bang Sungyeon is far too dangerous to appear now.â
âWhy?â
At Cheon Seonghwaâs question the Unit Commanderâs brow knit for a moment. It wasnât that the Sect Master didnât know; that was why.
âThe competition for the Young Lordâs seat has already begun...â
By his count alone, four. That was the number of candidates who had stepped into the fight for the Blue Moon Sectâs Young Lord.
âIn that situation, heâs a storm that appeared far too late.â
âTrue.â
Cheon Seonghwa agreed.
A late storm. The words fit exactly.
âAnd such a one has spoken of the Young Lordâs seat, which surely means...â
âAnd why is that a problem?â
â...Sect Master?â
At the Sect Masterâs words, the Unit Commander showed a look of discomfiture.
âA qualified man has shown his intent. How is that a problem?â
The conditions to ascend as the Blue Moon Sectâs Young Lord:
One must be a bearer of the Moon Eyes, and be able to embody the Blue Moon Sword Dance.
Bang Sungyeon fit those terms.
âYou saw it yourself. That single cutâdid it not please your eye?â
â......â
At the Moonlit Swordâs words, the Unit Commander couldnât say anything.
He couldnât, becauseâ
âTo my eye, that swordâthough a hint of instability remainedâwas admirable enough to draw praise.â
Not to acknowledge it would be dishonest.
Anyone who had learned the Blue Moon Sword Danceâno, any swordsmanâcould not deny it.
Indeedâ
âIn that youth, I saw the former Sect Master.â
â...Such a thing...!â
âCan you say it isnât so? ~NĐŸvĐ”lđght~ I cannot.â
â......â
âThe face of that youth asking me, why is learning from a secret text impossible? The way he looked at me then, and even the faint sense that came off himâit was unmistakably like the elder.â
â...Sect Master, are you saying Young Master Bang is certainly the Sword Saintâs successor?â
âNo.â
Cheon Seonghwaâs answer was firm.
âThere are still too many oddities to be sure. But neither can I say he is not.â
It was an application of energy and swordplay that only the Sword Saint had ever managed within the Blue Moon Sect.
If the one who embodied it perfectly were not the Sword Saintâs successor, what else could you call him?
It wasnât certainty that was lacking; it was only that while the case was more than sufficientâoverflowing, evenâhe lacked conviction.
Because it wasnât conviction, there was less he could do.
âIn that case, do you intend perhaps to lend power to Bang Sungyeonâto Young Master Bang?â
âHah.â
At the Unit Commanderâs words, Cheon Seonghwa burst into a laugh.
âAs if.â
His tone said it was absurd.
âAs Iâve said before, I have no intention of lending power to anyone.â
âThen, how will you...â
âOnlyâbecause I donât understand.â
Cheon Seonghwa stroked the teacup before him and added,
âYoung Master Bang has ample qualification. Whether he arrived late or crashed in suddenlyâthat isnât important. The seat hasnât been decided anyway.â
âHowever...â
âUnit Commander. I know how much you expect of my daughter.â
â...!â
At that, the Unit Commander closed his mouth.
âAnd for that reason Iâm letting your words pass this time.â
Creeeeeak.
Rattle, rattle.
The tea in the cup shivered, and the window frame trembled.
âI wonât allow you to cross the line further.â
â......â
At the chilling warning, the Unit Commander dropped to one knee at once.
â...Forgive me. I overstepped.â
Watching him bow his head, Cheon Seonghwa turned his gaze aside.
With that, the pressure vanished as if cut away.
âThere wonât be a second time.â
â...Iâll keep it in mind.â
âAnd if youâre worried for that child, all the more reason to keep Young Master Bang at her side.â
â...What do you mean...?â
âPut similar beings together and the fire will catch more, donât you think?â
â...!â
At the words, the Unit Commander swallowed his voice.
It was because the gaze with which Cheon Seonghwa spoke was so very cold.
Right after he said it, for some reason, Cheon Seonghwaâs eyes turned pensive.
What was he thinking? The Unit Commander couldnât bring himself to ask.
A little time passed.
âYes. That will do.â
All at once, as if something had come to him, Cheon Seonghwa nodded.
âUnit Commander.â
â...Yes, Sect Master.â
âSend a letter to the Tang Clan.â
âThe Tang Clan, sir?â
âYes.â
The Tang Clan, suddenly? He was about to ask what that meantâ
â...Surely not...?â
Perhaps heâd realized something; the Unit Commander went still. Watching him, Cheon Seonghwa spoke.
âSince he showed us something good, as he said he wouldâwe should give a gift in return.â
In the dim, Cheon Seonghwaâs blue eyes curved like a half-moon.
It was a shape distinctly, vividly eerie.
****
âAh, hell, thatâs cold.â
At the chill that struck me, I rubbed my forearms.
â...Feels like something shittyâs about to happen somewhere again, doesnât it?â
A sense nothing short of ominous. The crap feeling made me shiver.
âPlease, let nothing happen.â
I prayed, hard and harder again.
It had always been that way: my bad hunches usually hit. Damn it.
âDamn.â
While I was barely smoothing my mood and still rubbing my armsâ
[...What are you doing.]
Yoo Cheongil looked at me with a strange expression.
âItâs just a little cold.â
[It isnât the season to be cold.]
âSometimes when I get a crap feeling, I get cold.â
[Huh. Did a god descend on you or something.]
âWell, you know...â
I hadnât seen a god, but if one wanted to come down, wouldnât it have descended? Maybe thatâs why Iâve been knocked around to death in my past life and this one.
Utterly, infuriatingly unfair. I was about to say so, then clicked my tongue, hard.
âThis has nothing to do with you, old man.â
[Heh heh heh...]
At my tone, Yoo Cheongil let out a hollow laugh.
âDonât worry about it.â
[Are you still sulking?]
âWhoâs sulking? Iâm not.â
[Not, when your face looks like a rotten cucumber.]
âThat example is disgusting.â
A rotten cucumber? What kind of dogshitâ
As I clicked my tongue in irritation, Yoo Cheongil scratched his cheek and spoke.
[I told you there was a reason. Donât be so small, youâre a man.]
âWhat?â
Small? Small-minded? The words hit dead-on and drew a frown.
âIf you had a reason, you couldâve said so beforehand. You shoved me off a cliff and call that something to say?â
[How was I supposed to know youâd suddenly decide to show it off? Try using that thing called thinking.]
âWhere was I supposed to find time to think in that situation! We were already late even if we started at once!â
When Iâd had to prove myself to the Moonlit Swordâthat was when Yoo Cheongil said he wouldnât help me.
Because of that, I was still pissed at that vile spirit.
âWho do you think put me through this, and you screw me there?â
[It all went well, didnât it? I believed in you from the start.]
âYeah, sure you did.â
[...Your face really is a mess. How can you crumple it that grotesquely.]
âIâm not doing this.â
[Sorry.]
Maybe even he felt heâd gone too far this time; the old man apologized fast.
Naturally, that wasnât enough to settle it.
I was still grinding my teeth whenâ
[But, boy.]
âWhat.â
The old man put a question to me.
[Can I ask you one thing.]
âDo you think you can?â
[When you unfolded Moon Wave earlier, why did you leave the energy alone.]
âSo you were never planning to ask permission in the first place?â
That was what my âcan you askâ meant.
Ridiculous. I thought about ignoring him completely, but the question snagged.
â...What do you mean?â
[You copied it fine from start to finish, so why didnât you touch the energy.]
â...Ah.â
I understood.
When Iâd performed the sword dance earlier, Iâd imitated the movements while Iâd left the energy simply to flow.
Yoo Cheongil was pointing that out.
âWas that wrong? It seemed to come off well.â
[As I said, itâs pure curiosity. Given your perverse temperament, I figured you had a reason.]
â...â
The word âperverseâ stuck in my ear, but I let it pass.
Why did I do it that way? Honestly, nothing grand.
âYou said it yourself.â
[What did I say.]
âThat the moon isnât kindledâit rises on its own.â
[...]
âSo I just left it. Let it flow by itself. It felt right. Wasnât it?â
âThe moon simply rises.â
Those were the words the old man had said as heâd shown the form. Iâd remembered them and deliberately let go.
[Heh...]
The old man looked at me, at a loss for words.
Was it the wrong choice? A hint of nerves crept inâ
[Remarkable.]
He gave me a flat, simple praise.
â...Mm...â
At that, I scratched the bridge of my nose. It wasnât much, but I felt myself getting pleased.
âYeah, I hit it pretty well.â
Even to me, it wasnât bad.
Just about that much.
Thatâs what I thought then.
Later, I heard there were at most two beings in Yoo Cheongilâs life who ever made him say âremarkable.â
One was me.
And the last oneâ
The Heavenly Demon.
That was the value of the praise heâd given.