Ssshhhâ
Leaves scattered on the wind. Still green, still full of life for the season.
A soft breeze tangled the leaves and brushed my cheek.
The sensation then was ice-cold.
Because the weather was cold? No way. It wasnât cold at all right now.
Give it a little and the heat would roll inâthere was no way it was cold.
What felt cold now wasnât skin or flesh. It was my soul that felt the chill.
A coldness.
One that came from the soul.
Feeling the cool tightening over my whole body, I hardened my face.
One wrong move and Iâd give myself away.
I had to hold it in somehow.
âWhat is this?â
I thought at the same time.
âHow did he figure it out?â
The Poison Sovereign stared at me from ahead with a chilling gaze.
If I hadnât misheard, he had definitely spoken to me.
âThat he knows I can see?â
How did he know?
I hadnât shown anythingâhad I?
I controlled my face with everything I had.
I didnât even swallow dry, and I did my best to keep the corners of my eyes from twitching.
âNo way.â
Donât shake.
âI didnât slip.â
I didnât slip. Since coming to Sichuan and meeting the Poison Sovereignâs soul, I ran through my steps fast.
âNothing.â
Even thinking it over again, there was no slip.
Meaning I hadnât done anything that would tip him off that I could see ghosts.
Thenâ
âIs he testing me?â
Is he trying to probe me? Likely, but that was its own problem.
âWhy probe?â
Where did he find something odd? If I didnât slip, it means he shouldnât have found it odd in the first place.
The very fact the Poison Sovereign had noticed something and was trying to test me was the problem.
Because it meant Iâd let even the slightest tell slip.
âWhere in the world...?â
I hadnât faced the Poison Sovereign that many times.
First time was in the Poison Kingâs office.
After that, at most three.
Three, including where Tang Yeran had been.
Within those, what did I do that would make the Poison Sovereign suspicious?
No matter how I thought, there was nothing.
So if heâs probing me, what the hell is that about?
âSssââ
I pushed down the flood of questions and took my steps again.
Donât show it.
Whether itâs a probe or some baseless certainty.
In the end, I had only one move I could take.
âPlay dumb.â
Even if I know, I play dumb.
There was nothing else but to feign ignorance.
Just walk past. I put my toes down with that intent whenâ
âTrying to play dumb, are you?â
The Poison Sovereign smiled faintly at me.
âFitting that youâre that idiotâs heirâyouâre good at hiding.â
My ears pricked at the mention of Yoo Cheongil.
âBut, boy.â
Slick.
â...!â
The Poison Sovereign appeared right before my nose. If I hadnât been focused, I wouldâve jumped out of my skin.
âI donât have the leisure right now to humor your situation.â
With his words, the cold I felt surged harder.
My fingertips felt like they would tremble on their own.
Endure. I forced it down.
âWhat kind of aura is this?â
The sensation creeping into the body was absurd enough to make me lose words.
That old man Yoo Cheongil, and this old man Poison Sovereign.
For dead ghosts to exert this much aftershockâ
How in the world did they live in life to end up like this? It was astounding.
âDamn it.â
I cursed over and over inside.
âAnswer me. You can see.â
â......â
I ignored him again. I didnât stop walking either.
I had to escape somehow.
âOne ghost clinging to me is already too much. I canât add another here.â
My head was packed with the thought of running right now, and on top of that, the Poison Sovereign?
Not a chance.
âIf that happens, my lifeâs truly ruined.â
That was a line I could never yield. So, the moment I tried to walk againâ
âLooks like you donât intend to answer. Fine.â
The Poison Sovereign spoke and reached a hand toward me.
The fingertips were blackened, charred. The particular pitch-black was nothing if not ominous.
âHe wonât touch me.â
Even knowing he could never touch meâ
â...He wonât, right?â
A wave of unease swept me.
The tips of his fingers came all the way to my eyes.
Should I dodge? I was still hesitating to the last of the last whenâ
[Leave it.]
Clackâ!
A big hand shot out and seized the Poison Sovereignâs skinny wrist.
[I went to the trouble of marking him, and youâre going to cut in line?]
[...Ha.]
The Poison Sovereign grimaced as he looked at the owner of the voice.
Ssshhhhâ
The cold, already strong, roared higher.
Gooseflesh rippled under the clothes against my skin.
âSo, you were here after all.â
The Poison Sovereign bit his lip like heâd expected it.
And the other ghost who saw thatâ
[Yoo Cheongil] bared a savage grin at the Poison Sovereign.
[Long time, Tang Gyeon.]
At onceâ
Kaaaaaaaâ!!!
The cold hit its limit like it was screaming.
âKhâ...â
I spat a groan and clenched my fist.
[You already died and crossed over. What scheme keeps you crawling around this world?]
When the Poison Sovereign growled, [Yoo Cheongil] snorted a laugh and answered.
[Look whoâs talking. Look at yourself. Crawling around loaded with regretsâdonât you feel too ashamed to hold your head up? Learn what shame is.]
[...You littleâ?]
The Poison Sovereign glared at [Yoo Cheongil]. At that posture, [Yoo Cheongil] wrinkled his face like he wouldnât back down either.
âWow.â
Watching it, I couldnât help letting out a low admiration.
The old men looked downright murderous.
The Poison Sovereign was sly-scary.
[Yoo Cheongil] was just absurdly scary.
[Why? Mad? Want me to fold you up clean for the first time in a while?]
[You never fix that ignorant mouth no matter how many years you pile on. It was because you were like that that the Martial Alliance got dragged through the mud.]
[Dragged my ass. Jin did all that on his ownâwhy would I get blamed? Do you know how much money came in as sponsorships while I was Alliance Leader?]
[Donât care.]
[Oh? You son of aâ]
â......â
The most low-class banter flew between them. Were those really the words of heroes whoâd saved the world?
A knot of something I couldnât name skimmed my head.
[Anyway.]
Midway through the squabble, [Yoo Cheongil] turned and put a broad back before me.
[Iâve already claimed this kid. Get lost, Tang Gyeon.]
The low voice carried a chilling resonance.
[If itâs you, you know.]
Something seethed. The moment I heard [Yoo Cheongil]âs voice, the words spilled up from inside.
Be tense. Whatâs in front of you isnât a normal existence.
[Tang Gyeon, the thing I hate most in this world is anyone laying a finger on whatâs mine.]
A chill.
Just from one sentence, my back drenched.
Sweat ran uncontrollably.
Tok, tok.
[Yoo Cheongil]âs hand tapped my crown. Of course, I couldnât feel it.
[...You.]
The Poison Sovereignâs brow wrinkled like never before watching that.
Thenâ
[Donât tell me.]
As if heâd caught something, his eyes widened.
[I see. So thatâs it.]
[What is?]
[I was wondering why you were hanging around this worldâ]
The Poison Sovereign spoke like it had finally dawned on him.
[No wonder you looked alike. Is that boy your hidden bastard orâ!]
âAre you insaneâhow could a face this fine come out of that old manââ
Ah.
I shut my mouth right after the words left.
It was such a godawful line I reacted before I knew it.
[...]
[...]
Both ghostsâ gazes stuck to me.
Feeling those gazes, I scratched the back of my head sheepishly.
â...Whoops... I, uh, slipped there...?â
I tried to smooth it over with words.
Of course, there was no way that would fly.
****
I returned to my quarters.
Coming back, I could already feel the sun was going down.
First thing I did on arrival was light a lamp.
In the slightly brightened room, I sat on the edge to hide the shadow over my face.
And before meâ
[...You witless bastard.]
[Yoo Cheongil] stared at me like I was pathetic, and beside him the Poison Sovereign sat giving me a strange look.
âAhem...â
I coughed awkwardly, but that didnât cut off [Yoo Cheongil]âs scolding.
[You held out so well, and you ruined it all because you couldnât bear that one thing?]
â...No, I couldnât help it.â
[Couldnât help it? How is that something you couldnât help?]
He talked like he absolutely couldnât understand.
âCome on, you know why.â
I could only feel wronged.
âHow does a kid like me come out of your face? That at least needed correcting.â
In a house with nothing, the one thing we could have was a face.
Taking after a father who lived by his looks, I was born good-lookingâand then to be told I resembled that fiercely carved old man? How could I stand that?
I couldnât.
[...Are you deranged?]
At my sincerity, [Yoo Cheongil] recoiled in disgust.
[For that? And what about me, anyway.]
âWhat about you? You really donât know...?â
[Of course I donât! With this Iâm handsome enough with a generous face! Do you know how many women I charmed by face alone when I was young?]
âDid you bury your conscience with you when you died? Otherwise this makes no sense.â
[You littleâ?]
A cross-shaped vein rose on [Yoo Cheongil]âs brow.
He was about to snarl and kick off another shouting match whenâ
[...How about you stop there?]
The Poison Sovereign slid in.
[Thatâs not the issue right now, is it...?]
So a dead ghost can make that tired a face.
Looking at the Poison Sovereign, I felt like Iâd learned one more thing.
[So, whatever the case... boy. You are saying you can see me.]
The Poison Sovereign looked at me and asked. I nodded with a sour face.
â...Yes.â
âAs I thought.â
He reacted like heâd already known. Seeing that, this time I asked.
â...How did you know?â
How did he possibly know?
By my reckoning, there was no way to get caught.
It was weird how heâd come at me almost certain, so since I was caught anyway, I decided to ask outright.
Thenâ
âI can see it.â
He gave an unexpected answer.
âYou can see it?â
What did that mean? That he could see I could see ghosts?
âBoy. I mean I can see that you are looking at me.â
â...What does that mean?â
I asked for more detail.
Thankfully, the Poison Sovereign explained.
Onlyâ
âRefusing to look at me on purpose, hiding that you can see, forcing yourself to turn away from other thingsâthose tiny, tiny differences carry a trace I can feel.â
Even after hearing it, I needed time for it to settle.
âSo...â
Which meantâ
âHe realized it because I tried not to look?â
The dissonance born of deliberate behavior.
The Poison Sovereign had read that.
â...Is that even possible?â
How does that work? It sounded insane, so I asked back.
âIt is.â
The answer didnât come from him but from [Yoo Cheongil].
[Even the slightest difference is still a change, and you donât have the control to manage all those behaviors. From the viewpoint of a martial artist whoâs reached a certain realm, there are parts you canât help but feel.]
â...So if a spirit is a master, he can tell I can see ghosts.â
[Hmm...]
[Yoo Cheongil] looked at me a moment and added,
[Well... to catch differences on this levelâthere probably arenât many in the Central Plains right now...]
âFewer than ten, at best.â
The Poison Sovereign nodded like he agreed.
[Would the Plum Blossom guy see it?]
[He would, but heâs going to die soon anyway.]
[True. His threadâs about run out. Whyâs his lifespan so needlessly long?]
[I thought heâd be the first to croak, but the bastard hung on a while.]
â...â
If they were saying âPlum Blossom guy,â thenâ
âPlum-Blossom Single-Sword...?â
The current Mount Hua Sect Leader, one of the Ten Great Sects, and unlike these two, a living âbeyond-the-heavens.â
If that was trueâ
âIt takes a ridiculous level to notice.â
Theyâd just said fewer than ten, so if that was a relief, it was a relief.
â...Put another way.â
There could still be ghosts who could notice.
âSss.â
Even if the odds were low, the possibility existed, so I needed a method.
I started grinding my head on what to do whenâ
âBoy.â
The Poison Sovereignâs voice came.
âI have a favor to ask of someone who can see me.â
As expected.
â...Knew it.â
The reason a ghost spoke to me was obvious: to use me to resolve their lingering regrets.
The Poison Sovereign would be no different. Soâshould I accept it?
âNo.â
I shook my head inside.
Right now, even one [Yoo Cheongil] was overwhelming.
I couldnât take on anything more. Whatever the favor was, I had to refuse.
With that in mind, I opened my mouth to the Poison Sovereignâ
âIâm sorry, but given my circumstances I canâtââ
âThereâs something I want you to secretly bring from my secret archive. If you bring just that, Iâll give you Shaolinâs Supreme Great Rejuvenation Pill.â
ââdo it, but... fine, letâs at least hear you out...?â
As â NĐŸvĐ”lÎčght â (Read the full story) alwaysâ
Desire beats reason.
...Goddamn it.