[Hmmm.......]
Hearing me, Yoo Cheongil lifted one corner of his mouth.
The rigid look unwound back to his usual face.
Even so, I had to keep my own face stiff.
[Renown, you say?]
He asked.
As if he didnât know what I meant. I let out a hollow laugh at that.
âThe situation in the archive. You knew all of it.â
We had headed to the Poison Sovereignâs archive.
Along with the accidents we suffered there. Could Yoo Cheongil really have not known that process? No, I didnât think so.
âYou knew everything and didnât tell me.â
He knew.
That they would come to the archive.
He knew and still didnât tell me.
âRight?â
[......Hmmm.]
Yoo Cheongilâs eyes narrowed even more.
Neither denial nor affirmation. That stance annoyed me to no end.
I was about to twist my face and add something to him whenâ
[Why do you think so?]
Yoo Cheongil posed the question to me.
Why did I think so?
Well.
âBecause the way you tried to stop me said so.â
At each moment right before something blew up, there was Yoo Cheongil, stopping my actions with words.
Thatâs not possible unless he knew.
Yoo Cheongil knew things were going to happen.
Which means, he knew and still held me back.
Why would he?
I didnât focus on the fact that he took such actions.
The important thing was always the reason.
âSo why did Yoo Cheongil do it?â
Even knowing the reason, why go out of his way to act like this?
I tried to get a handle on it. And it didnât take long to realize it.
Because Yoo Cheongil had already said the reason to me in the past.
âHe.â
He told me to become the Zenith Under the Heavens.
Then, does âbecome the Zenith Under the Heavensâ simply mean he wants me to get strong?
âNo.â
It wouldnât be that.
If heâd wanted something that simple, nothing about the process so far would make sense.
âIf that were it, he would have just made me train.â
Why make a mess of things?
It looked like there was something he wanted to do through me.
This, too, would be tied to that.
If soâ
âAmong the related reasons, whatâs the one closest to the right answer?â
He purposely let the raid happen though he knew.
He stayed still all the way until we were fighting.
Then at the end he possessed me to face the enemy.
Did there need to be such rigmarole?
âNo.â
If I had, in any way, tipped off the Poison King.
Or if he had known in advance, even if we couldnât have stopped it, we could have reduced the damage.
Yoo Cheongil didnât say a word.
Why?
I ran a few branches of possibilities about that reason, but in the end reached one conclusion.
âYou tried to shove renown into my hands, didnât you?â
[.......]
Renown.
Or name value.
That was likely Yoo Cheongilâs intent.
âYou must become the Blue Moon Sectâs Young Lord of Rumors.â
Before becoming the Zenith Under the Heavens, that was what Yoo Cheongil had demanded of me.
To become the Blue Moon Sectâs Young Lord of Rumors.
If thatâs the objective for now, itâs an objectiveâbut what matters here isâ
âI donât have what it takes to be Young Lord of Rumors.â
I had too many deficits to just decide to take that seat.
Opening of the Moon Eyes?
Successor to the Sword Saint?
I had the qualifications, but that alone didnât make it possible.
The most important thing here wasâ
âA lacking presence.â
A presence and renown too thin to be called the Sword Saintâs successor.
Compared with the current candidates for Young Lord of Rumors, I was a late arrival, yes, but more than that I had the shallowest renown.
Beating the Little Azure Sword?
At best thatâs a late-bloomer among the Post-Seven Stars.
Itâs only roughly comparable to the Seven Stars; unless itâs the Seven Stars proper, itâs meaningless.
Beyond thatâ
âIâm being publicized as the Sword Saintâs successor.â
I know the rumors are spreading on the back of Yoo Cheongilâs renown.
Even so, itâs still slow.
And even if it spreads to everyone, if I havenât shown anything, that too is meaningless.
Thereforeâ
âSo you pulled this kind of stunt?â
Wasnât that why Yoo Cheongil did what he did?
âTo get renown faster.â
Pal Duyeok, was it? One glance and he was no ordinary master.
If I take down a guy like that and the rumor spreads, of course the speed of gaining renown skyrockets.
If he really did it with that in mindâ
â......What are you, exactly?â
I had to reconsider what the existence called Yoo Cheongil was.
âWhat exactly is your objective.â
Iâll grant that you did this for renown.
I donât like it, but I can accept it.
Butâ
âThose people were tied to your death.â
Heaven-Breaking Palace directly mentioned Yoo Cheongilâs death.
He must have heard it plain as day.
âWhy are you just sitting still.â
Why is Yoo Cheongil reacting like that?
As if it doesnât concern him, calm and unhesitating.
It felt like the only thing that mattered to him was me.
How could he be like that?
âYou clearly asked me to look into the truth of your death.â
The truth of his own death.
For those words to be made meaninglessâ
âThen why donât you care?â
When it came to this point he was close to completely indifferent.
Even now.
Eyes like he was listening to someone elseâs story.
Only looking at me, only interested in my words.
I hated that to the core.
âWhat exactly is your objective. You never cared about your own death in the first place. Isnât that right?â
He doesnât care about his own death.
Thinking of that, I asked.
[Heh-heh-heh.]
Yoo Cheongil suddenly let out a laugh.
At that, my eyes narrowed without my knowing.
[Boy.]
He laughed, but only the corners of his mouth rose; his eyes didnât smile.
It was chilling.
A thought I often had when looking at him.
[For a martial man, death is something thatâs always close.]
A cold smell.
The scent of death.
Unlike what you feel from a ghost whoâs already deadâ
When you look at Yoo Cheongil, that sensation comes on its own.
He was always close to death.
Just like me.
[You die because youâre weak. My death is no different. If I died, itâs because I was weak.]
â......Ha.......â
He died because he was weak.
A hollow laugh slipped out at that simple, clear awareness.
âSo then itâs true you never cared in the first place?â
[Why would I not care.]
Clicking his tongue shortly, Yoo Cheongil added:
[Itâs just that its importance is pushed a little to the back.]
â......â
Whatâs more important than the truth of his own death.
âWhat on earth is that.â
What could it be that it makes him act like this.
Grinding my teeth, I asked.
[Boy.]
Yoo Cheongil looked at me and said,
[Havenât I told you. You must become the moon.]
â......The moon?â
[Yes, the moon. As my sword, you must bring the moon into bloom.]
Words I couldnât understand.
The Blue Moon Sword Dance, which is modeled on the moon of the night sky.
Is he telling me to master it and get strong?
I couldnât tell.
Thenâ
[It doesnât matter if you donât understand.]
As if he already knew my mind, Yoo Cheongil kept talking.
[You know anyway, donât you.]
Yoo Cheongilâs gaze was hot. Hot enough to burn.
[I have things to do using you. And you, taking comfort in the pretext that I hold your life, know you have things you want to obtain.]
â......â
Words that stab deep into a sore spot.
It was something we both recognized without saying.
[So, get what you can through me. Iâll do the same.]
â......Even if the same sort of thing happens again in the process?â
Cases where, as in the archive, against my will Iâm put in direct danger.
When I asked if there would be more situations like thatâ
[Ha-ha.]
Yoo Cheongil laughed with all his heart. A real laugh, different from before.
[Are you afraid?]
Ferocity was in his voice.
As I was about to answerâ
[You already knew, too. All of it.]
â......â
[Itâs laughable youâre pretending to realize it only now.]
I had to shut my mouth at his words.
Because he was right.
I was already aware regarding this.
Even if I didnât know someone that strong would storm the archiveâ
I knew Yoo Cheongil was scheming something there.
âEven when he made a move on the Poison King.â
I knew something bigger was going to blow.
Even knowing, I purposely didnât dig deep.
The reason?
To be honestâ
âBecause it would help me somehow.â
Whatever he did, in the end it helped me.
The matter of the Supreme Great Rejuvenation Pill right away, and countless other things besides that.
This time was the same.
âIf heâs scheming somethingââ
I thought it would help me.
With that thought I largely chose to watch for a while.
In shortâ
âIâm the same kind of bastard.â
No different from Yoo Cheongil. I knew that well.
So rather than ask why he pulled such stunts......
âI asked what the objective was.â
Yoo Cheongil, who shows no interest in his own death.
I asked because that was strange.
[Boy.]
He called me.
[Donât waste strength in useless places. You get what you want, and I will too. Thatâs all.]
â......So youâre saying donât bother asking. Is that it?â
[Heh-heh-heh....... No. Thatâs not it.]
Yoo Cheongil came closer. Right up to my nose.
[It means not yet.]
It meant: Iâll tell you someday, so shut your mouth for now.
âBecause you let me get what I could, youâre telling me to accept it?â
[Maybe itâs because youâve got a clever headâat times like this I like how quickly you understand.]
TAP TAP!
Yoo Cheongilâs big hand patted my shoulder.
He was a ghost, so he didnât actually touch me. He only mimed it.
[Even if you want to know, hold back. Anywayâ]
â......â
[Youâll know before long.]
Saying that, Yoo Cheongil walked past me.
I just stood there saying nothing.
Thenâ
[Ah.]
Yoo Cheongil paused and spoke to me.
[Congratulations. For a first time, it wasnât half bad.]
â......?â
At the sudden congratulations I looked his way with a strange expression.
But by then Yoo Cheongil had been gone from the spot for a good while.
âYoung Master Bang?â
The only one there was Tang Yeran, looking at me with worry.
â......Are you all right?â
â......Ah.â
At her question I had to force my expression into shape to speak.
Of courseâ
âIâm fine.â
Even if I said I would manage it, I couldnât fully straighten my face.
âLetâs go. The walk...... seems to be over, anyway.â
Hiding the foul taste in my mouth, I spoke to Tang Yeran.
She nodded, still looking worried for me.
âWhat was he congratulating me for.â
What on earth did Yoo Cheongil say he ~NĐŸvĐ”lđght~ was congratulating me for.
I wondered about it as we walked.
I learned what he meant in less than a day.
****
By the time the sun set and evening cameâ
â......What?â
I spoke to Cheon Eujin, stopping mid-meal.
âWhat did you say I am?â
When I asked, dumbfounded, Cheon Eujinâthrilled for some reasonâtold me:
âLittle Sword Saint. Thatâs what people are calling Young Master Bang right now.â
â......â
It wasnât late at night.
Suddenly, I had an epithet.