If I were to sum up a life, Iâd call it a life that wasnât all that special.
Sureâsomeone might call it special. And if you looked at it from the outside, you might click your tongue and ask how I could possibly say that.
But Cheon Eujin had always described his own life that way.
A life that wanted to be special, but couldnât be.
That was his life.
âLive.â
When his gentle mother said it to him at the end of her death.
âSo live with your head held higher.â
When she said it while stroking his cheek with a hand drenched in blood.
Cheon Eujin thoughtâ
I have to live with my head held high.
With eyes forced wide open, he swore it.
He wiped at the tears that kept spilling, forced down the breath that kept rising, and stared somewhere.
His motherâs body, gone cold.
And beyond that body, he saw a gaze fixed on him.
A gaze that didnât even bother to hide the blood-soaked handâ
a gaze colder than anything as it looked down on him.
That wasâ
His older sister.
The sister who had driven a blade into their motherâs belly.
FLASH.
â...Hrk.â
Cheon Eujin jerked upright. His body was soaked through with sweat. He rubbed at his forehead with his hand.
Cold sweatâeverywhere. As he shook off the dampness clinging to him, he bit down on â NĐŸvĐ”lŃgÒ»t â (Only on NĐŸvĐ”lŃgÒ»t) his lip.
âDamn it.â
A dream he didnât want to have.
A memory he couldnât forget, and still didnât want to recall.
Dragging it back up, Cheon Eujin forced himself fully upright.
His body ached.
Maybe because of the nightmare, but he felt like absolute trash.
Thenâ
BANG! BANG!
HRAAAAAH!
The sound came from the wall. He frowned at the noise. The room next door had felt like this since yesterday.
âThe room next door, if I remember right...â
Heâd heard it was the room where Little Azure Swordâthe man from the Namgung Clanâwas staying.
Why heâd been like this since yesterday, Cheon Eujin had no idea.
âWas it really that bad?â
Losing to his senior brotherâmaybe it had shocked him that much.
â...â
Is he going to fall into a heart demon at this rate?
The thought flickered through him, but he didnât bother worrying.
It wasnât someone worth worrying about.
â...â
He watched for a moment, then started moving.
Click. He closed the door, and just as he was about to head downstairsâ
â...â
Cheon Eujin stopped in front of one door.
It was the room where his older sister should be staying, and he couldnât even hear proper movement inside.
Feeling that, Cheon Eujin lifted his hand slightly.
Should I knock?
âNo... forget it.â
He lowered his hand again. Ignored it. Went down the stairs.
âThis is the place.â
At a table, he saw Poison Dragon and Do Hyeong sitting there. Cheon Eujin smiled when he saw them.
Only now did it feel like the tightness in his chest was easing.
I can breathe.
Thinking that, Cheon Eujin sat down at the table.
And he rolled his gaze around, as if searching for someone.
âYour junior hasnât come yet.â
âAh.â
Do Hyeong answered for him.
Cheon Eujin nodded awkwardly.
Looks like he knew exactly who I was looking for.
And the moment he heard thatâ
âAgh.â
A groan came from somewhere.
Everyone at the table turned their eyes.
From the stairs, a young man was coming down, pounding at his lower back.
â...Iâm dying.â
It was Bang Sungyeon.
The moment Cheon Eujin saw him, the last of his lingering discomfort seemed to vanish.
A handsome face, and an expression heavy with exhaustion.
He didnât look strong at all.
And yetâCheon Eujin thought he was stronger than anyone.
Maybe without even realizing it, Bang Sungyeon had become Cheon Eujinâs goal.
His idol.
â...Have you all eaten?â
Bang Sungyeon asked as he approached the table.
He looked like he might yawn any second.
With strength like his, even staying up for days shouldnât leave him tired.
So that had to meanâ
âHeâs training like a madman.â
Training day and night, without pause, where no one could see.
And the reason was probablyâ
âTodayâs match.â
The match with Thunder Dragon.
Cheon Eujin assumed that was why he looked like that.
âIs he not even nervous?â
He didnât look nervous at all.
What was that attitude?
âBecause heâs sure heâll win?â
Because he was certain he wouldnât lose to Thunder Dragon?
Maybe.
If it was Bang Sungyeon, then yeah. He would.
Watching Bang Sungyeon sit down and start eating as if nothing mattered, Cheon Eujin steadied his breathing.
Bang Sungyeon was that calm.
So why was Cheon Eujin this tense?
âCalm down.â
I can do this.
As he tightened his resolveâ
âYoung Lord Cheon.â
âYes?â
âWhatâs wrong?â
Bang Sungyeon looked at Cheon Eujinâs face and asked.
Cheon Eujin shook his head.
âItâs nothing.â
That was all he said.
*****
âBang Sungyeon wins.â
WAAAAAAAHHHHHâ!!!!
Cheers exploded.
The match was over.
Thunder Dragonâs sword lay in broken pieces across the floor, and Thunder Dragon acknowledged his defeat.
At his words, the entire stands erupted.
It was the kind of match that earned it.
âHa...â
Cheon Eujin finally let out the breath heâd been holding.
He didnât even understand what heâd just witnessed.
It was an unreal fight.
âWhat was that?â
Bang Sungyeon looked like he was getting pushed back.
And then, at some point, the fight flipped.
Thunder Dragon even used Thunder Armorâthe Namgung Clanâs secret technique.
And Bang Sungyeon still overcame it.
âWhat did he use?â
That power at the end, especiallyâ
His hair turned snow-white.
And that wasnât enough. Light poured off his entire body.
Watching him overwhelm Thunder Dragon while wrapped in that lightâ
It was mystical.
Distant.
â...What in the world.â
What was that power?
Cheon Eujin was a disciple of the Blue Moon Sect. He knew Bang Sungyeonâs strength came from the Blue Moon Heart Art.
Butâ
âWhat was it?â
He couldnât tell what it actually was.
Because it was the first time heâd ever seen power like that.
â...Young Lord Bang. Who are you, really?â
Power even a disciple of the Blue Moon Sect couldnât recognize.
And Bang Sungyeon used it.
The image of him crushing even Thunder Dragon burned into Cheon Eujinâs mind.
âAs expected.â
Youâre the one who should become the Young Lord of the Blue Moon Sect.
Not my older sister.
Driving that thought deep into his head, Cheon Eujin bit down on his lip.
âMe too.â
I want to be like that too.
Like youâthe one who became my idol.
Like you, standing tall no matter what, never backing down.
Clench.
Cheon Eujin curled his fist tightâ
Thud.
âHuh?!â
Bang Sungyeon suddenly collapsed.
Cheon Eujin moved to rush forwardâ
FWAAH!
Someone vaulted onto the tournament stage.
âHuh?â
At first Cheon Eujin thought it was Do Hyeong.
But it wasnât.
A woman.
A woman in fluttering white martial robes.
That womanâ
âSword Phoenix?â
Sword Phoenix sprang straight to Bang Sungyeon and supported him, moving him.
Behind her, Thunder Dragonâstill consciousâspat out a few words to her.
âWhatâs he saying?â
Cheon Eujin couldnât hear.
Sword Phoenix nodded, then lifted Bang Sungyeon and ranâalmost flyingâtoward the medical station.
â...â
What the hell just happened?
As he stood there blanklyâ
âNext match. Prepare.â
The announcement rang out.
It was his turn.
â...Hoo.â
I have to do this.
Cheon Eujinâs eyes sharpened.
*****
He stepped onto the tournament stage.
No matter how many times he climbed up here, it was always wide.
Always heavy.
Wind swept in.
His hair fluttered in it, and Cheon Eujin measured his breathing against the winter air.
Thenâ
âHello.â
A greeting came from in front of him.
When he opened his eyes, his opponent was standing there.
A young man who didnât look particularly large, with a face that seemed friendly.
âHello.â
Cheon Eujin returned the courtesy, and the young man smiled.
âIâm Baek Cheonin of the Baek Clan.â
âIâm Cheon Eujin of the Blue Moon Sect.â
âOh, the Blue Moon Sect. Ahâthen are you perhaps Young Lord Bangâs companion?â
Companion?
For some reason, Cheon Eujinâs brow creased.
â...Thatâs right.â
âAhaha. Iâm close friends with Young Lord Bang. Ah, but if your surname is Cheon, then...â
â...Thatâs right too. Iâm the younger brother of the one you knocked down.â
âAhh.â
Baek Cheonin nodded as if he understood.
Cheon Eujin already knew Baek Cheonin.
He was the one who beat his older sister, Cheon Hyein.
Of courseâ
âI donât think he won by skill.â
It wasnât skill. It was coincidence.
A moment so absurd it was practically a miracle.
That was why some people called Baek Cheonin âMiracle Sword,â as a sneer.
Remembering that, Cheon Eujin narrowed his eyes.
Not because of that, though.
Becauseâ
âBut why did Young Lord Bang...â
Before Cheon Eujin entered his matchâ
No, precisely, before Bang Sungyeon stepped onto the tournament stageâ
Bang Sungyeon had pulled Cheon Eujin aside and spoken quietly.
âBe careful of Baek Cheonin.â
âPardon?â
Cheon Eujin asked because he didnât understand, but Bang Sungyeonâs face had been serious.
âDonât let your guard down. You have to. Understood?â
The moment Bang Sungyeon heard Cheon Eujin would be facing Baek Cheonin, he came over and said that.
It threw Cheon Eujin off, but he still nodded.
âThere has to be a reason.â
If it was Bang Sungyeon, there had to be a reason he said it.
Cheon Eujin trusted that.
âEven if I couldnât see anything from him.â
Bang Sungyeonâs Moon Eyes would be different.
He wouldâve seen something Cheon Eujin couldnât.
That was why he warned him.
âWell now. Iâm not really someone who belongs up on a stage like this... ahahaha...â
â...â
Instead of answering, Cheon Eujin drew his tension up.
âDid you know? They call me Miracle Sword. Itâs a nickname that suits me perfectly, really. You think so too, donât you?â
âNot really.â
âHm?â
âI think luck is part of skill.â
It was infuriating that his older sister lost.
And yet, part of him felt satisfied.
A vile part of him made that thought.
âOho... thatâs unexpected.â
Baek Cheonin sounded genuinely impressed by Cheon Eujinâs attitude.
âThen do you believe the previous match was also just Thunder Dragon having bad luck and losing?â
Twitch.
The question jabbed right into Cheon Eujin.
âWhat are you saying?â
âNo, I meanâThunder Dragon looked like he was overwhelming Young Lord Bang. And then he won at the end, which was a little strange. That might also be luck, notââ
âWatch your mouth.â
âHm?â
âYoung Lord Bangâs victory wasnât a miracle or luck.â
âThatâs quite the faith.â
âIt is.â
Maybe because his words scraped him, Cheon Eujinâs stomach turned tight.
âEven if it looked like he was being pushed at firstââ
âThat was part of his plan.â
âA plan...?â
âYoung Lord Bang doesnât lose. No matter who the opponent is.â
âAhaha.â
Baek Cheonin laughed at Cheon Eujinâs words.
Butâ
âWhat is this?â
Cheon Eujinâs face tightened as he heard the laugh.
Because something about it felt wrong.
ââNo matter whatâ... Thatâs a really bad kind of faith.â
A chill crawled over his skin.
Goosebumps rose along Cheon Eujinâs forearms.
Baek Cheonin was laughing, and his presence still didnât feel that strong.
So why was Cheon Eujin feeling this from him?
He didnât know.
Butâ
âThatâs the one thing that can never be kept. Not âno matter what.ââ
â...â
Cheon Eujin found himself recalling Bang Sungyeonâs warning again.
âBe careful of Baek Cheonin.â
Somehowâ
This time too, it felt like Bang Sungyeon was right.