I opened my eyes.
Iâd shut them reflexively at the suddenness of it, and only now did I manage to open them again.
âWhat is this?â
I furrowed my brow as I took in the situation.
âIs it... open?â
Are my eyes even open right now? Iâm putting strength into my eyelids, but I canât see anything.
My senses dulled.
Ahâ. Ahâ.
â...Ha.â
I tried to speak, but it didnât feel like anything came out.
Exactly like Do Hyeong said.
âLike my five senses are broken.â
Sight, hearing, smellâeverything felt wrong, like it had malfunctioned.
It was disgusting. So this is what it feels like when your senses break.
â...Iâm going to lose it.â
I didnât think heâd shove a secret art into me right off the bat.
I figured heâd fight for a while before using it.
âSo heâs serious.â
Donât let your guard down.
Just like his warningâBlack-Grand Saber Peng Dojin looked like he really meant to fight.
âThis is bad.â
That monster charging in for real.
What could be more terrifying?
âSSSS.â
What do I do? I rolled my eyes, tense to the limitâ
[Kid.]
â......!â
I heard Yoo Cheongilâs voice. Ah. So I can still hear this old bastard, at least.
Iâd barely had time to feel relieved whenâ
[Duck.]
Yoo Cheongil spoke.
And I lowered my head.
SWISH.
A short sound cut through.
[Half-step back. Twist your upper body to â NĐŸvĐ”lđght â (Exclusive on NĐŸvĐ”lđght) the left.]
I moved as told.
SWISHâ.
The sound came again.
[Rotate to the right with your ankle.]
[Stop. Jump backâjust like that.]
[From where you land, dip your head about a handspan, and drive in.]
I moved exactly as instructed.
I still couldnât see, and I still couldnât feel anything, but I followed his words.
[Clench your left fist, and swing it up diagonally.]
I clenchedâ
KRAKâ!
And threw the punch.
In that instantâ
BOOMâ!!
A shallow sensation brushed the end of my fist.
Iâd felt nothing until now, but this time it was faintâyet clear.
âKgh.
A stifled sound.
And thenâ
WHOOOâ.
The darkness spread around me thinned, just a little.
Only then could I see.
âCough.â
Black-Grand Saber Peng Dojin was collapsed in front of me.
He was clutching his abdomen, choking as he wheezed.
â.......â
Watching him, I understood what had happened.
I followed the instructions, and the hit had landed.
â...So he can see.â
Is it because heâs a ghost?
Or is it something else?
Even inside this barrier, Yoo Cheongil seemed to see perfectly.
And if I followed his words, it didnât matter whether my five senses were paralyzed or not.
Which meantâ
âI can win.â
It meant I could beat Black-Grand Saber Peng Dojin.
If I followed Yoo Cheongil.
â.......â
Beating Black-Grand Saber Peng Dojin.
If I just followed Yoo Cheongil, it felt like it would definitely happen.
Butâ
âWhat is this?â
It felt off.
[Kid.]
Yoo Cheongil spoke again.
[It doesnât sit right with you, does it?]
â.......â
He nailed it.
Yoo Cheongil looked at my face like heâd read everything, then let out a small chuckle.
[Do you know what that feeling is?]
Like he already knew the answer, Yoo Cheongil whispered in my ear.
[Itâs not fun.]
âWhat?â
Not fun?
[If you win like that. It wonât be fun for you. Even if you win this fight because youâre being guided by my handâyou already know it means nothing.]
â.......â
I thought it was nonsense.
Not fun? What the hell is that?
âSince when did I ever chase fun?â
What I wanted in life in the Central Plains wasnât fun.
Iâd never lived a life that chased something like that.
And nowâ
âYouâre saying I find brawling fun?â
I couldnât accept that.
Butâ
â...Is it true?â
I couldnât deny the situation with certainty.
Because I really did feel that discomfort.
[Heh heh heh.]
Yoo Cheongil laughed like he liked this.
And that laughâespeciallyâmade me furious.
That âI knew itâ attitude got under my skin.
And what pissed me off even more wasâ
âMe.â
That I couldnât say, with absolute confidence, that he was wrong.
That I couldnât say, No, I donât like this.
That made me even angrier.
[Donât worry.]
Yoo Cheongil added.
[I only helped because I didnât want to watch you stand there like an idiot and get beaten up by that Blade God bastardâs grandson. If my successor loses in a single blow, itâs embarrassing for me.]
â.......â
[From here on, Iâll keep my mouth shut. Enjoy it. The rest is for you to figure out.]
From here on, he wouldnât help.
At that, I frowned.
Somehowâ
âHe told me to punch, not swing my sword.â
If Iâd struck with my sword in the situation heâd created, I mightâve ended the bout right there.
He had to know that.
And yet he told me to punch.
Which meant Yoo Cheongil didnât want it to end either.
âKh. Ptoo.â
Black-Grand Saber Peng Dojin spat and pushed himself up.
Maybe the impact still lingered in his abdomenâhe kept rubbing it, shock filling his face.
â...Damn. Thatâs a hell of a surprise. How did you do that? You couldnât see anything.â
â.......â
I couldnât see.
Someone else did.
âYeah. It wasnât my imagination. Little Sword Saint. You really are the real thing.â
His eyes were thick with belief.
That gaze felt heavyâstifling.
I wasnât someone who deserved expectations like that.
â...I like it. Iâm glad I chose to fight you. You have no idea how long Iâve waited for this moment.â
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Black-Grand Saber Peng Dojin laughed.
Even though his secret art hadnât worked, even though heâd taken a hit, he laughed like that.
âIf that was you showing youâre not letting your guard down, Iâll take that lesson to heart. Iâm going again.â
WHOOOOSHâ!!
Energy burst out and covered my vision again.
The darkness that had thinned for only a moment filled instantly.
My five senses scattered again.
As numbness returned, anxiety rose all over again.
[Kid.]
Yoo Cheongil spoke.
[Before I shut my mouth, Iâll give you one piece of advice.]
His voice sounded... a little farther away.
Was that my imagination?
[Think of the moon.]
Noâit wasnât imagination.
Yoo Cheongilâs voice really was receding.
[Think of the moon. It will show you a path.]
His voice drifted farther and farther, until I couldnât hear it anymoreâ
WHACKâ!!
â......!â
A jolt of agony tore through me.
My upper body had been cut.
âKghâ!â
I clutched my chest.
And I learned one thing about Black Cloud.
Black Cloud didnât numb every sense.
Just one.
â...It leaves pain alone?â
It let me feel pain exactly as it was.
*****
If you had to sum up Peng Dojunâs life in a single word, you could call it arrogance.
He was different from the moment he was born.
At the age of five, he picked up a blade and knocked down his own brothers who were over ten.
And once he began learning the Peng Clanâs martial arts in earnest, he was enough to captivate not only his father, but the entire council of elders.
The body the Peng Clan had longed for.
He could copy any movement after seeing it once.
His senses were so highly developed that they surpassed even those who had already mastered martial arts.
And heightened senses also meant he could read the flow of inner power more clearlyâ
He could control inner power completely, and that inner power distributed more efficiently through his developed body.
In other wordsâ
âA body born to become a martial artist.
The Heaven-Martial Body that everyone in the Central Plains dreamed of and treated like a fantasy.
That was what people called Peng Dojunâs natural body.
And it was enough to make him the Peng Clanâs miracle.
He had no rival among his peers.
He was enough to satisfy the Clan Headâs hopes and the eldersâ expectations.
The day it became clear that the position of heir apparent would be Peng Dojunâs, over all his brothersâ
âBoring.â
Peng Dojun lived with that word on his tongue.
âItâs not fun.â
Life was dull and meaningless.
It was the opposite of all the expectations piled on him.
âIs there anything fun?â
He said it while picking his nose.
Even then, his older brother was lying in front of him, beaten into a lump of blood.
There was no rival among his peers anymore.
Learning martial arts was too easy, so it wasnât fun.
Fighting was meaningless because he won too easily.
Boring.
Boring again.
Peng Dojunâs eyes always carried that look.
Arrogance born from a Heaven-Martial Body.
Laziness that came from knowing he could beat anyone.
Those things swallowed up everything Peng Dojun was.
And thenâ
âMy name is Murong Yeongsun.â
That day, Peng Dojun saw her.
A Murong Clan blood relative whoâd come for an agreement with the Peng Clan.
A woman his own age, appearing as the Silk Kingâs representative.
She stole every sense Peng Dojun had.
â...Wow....â
With senses as sharp as his, he could tell.
Ugly things felt uglier.
Beautiful things felt more beautiful.
And those senses went numb the moment he looked at Murong Yeongsun.
A flower was standing there.
How could someone be that beautiful?
The boredom that had filled him was snuffed out in an instant.
Peng Dojun had no restraint.
Arrogance made that possible.
âHey.â
At Peng Dojunâs call, Murong Yeongsunâwho had been about to leaveâturned her head.
âLooks like I like you. Do you have someone?â
â.......â
Murong Yeongsun frowned at his words.
Even that expression was beautiful to Peng Dojun.
âNo? Then should Iââ
âI do.â
âYou do?â
âYes. I do. A very impressive fiancĂ©.â
âHahaha.â
He laughed when he heard it.
Ridiculous. Who in the world could be better than him?
That was what Peng Dojun truly believed at the time.
âIâm better than that man. Why donât you just come to me.â
He said words that wouldâve made the Peng Clan Head vomit blood if heâd heard them.
He was immature back then.
Orâ
Maybe not.
It felt like heâd say the same thing even now.
Come to me.
No one is better than me.
He said it with absolute confidence, butâ
âNot sure. I donât think so.â
Murong Yeongsunâs eyes were endlessly cold.
âYou donât think so? Why? Is he strong?â
âHeâs strong. If you fight him, youâd probably lose.â
âThen heâs weak.â
âNo.â
Murong Yeongsun cut him off firmly.
âA weak body doesnât mean someone is weak. Even if his body is weak, heâs truly strong.â
âWhat kind of bullshit is that?â
Weak is weak.
Strong but weakâwhat kind of nonsense was that?
âI donât understand. Just come to me. Iâll make you happy.â
When he pushed back because he couldnât understand, Murong Yeongsun sighed deeply and spoke.
âYou donât seem to get it, so Iâll tell you.â
Murong Yeongsun stepped closer.
It was the first time.
The first day Peng Dojun ever stepped backward in front of someone.
âEven if I didnât have someone, it still wouldnât be you. So donât think useless things.â
âWhy?â
âBecause to give me to you... you have a fatal problem.â
âWhat is it. If you want, Iâll fix it.â
He was confident.
There was no way he lacked anything, but if she wanted, heâd fix whatever it was.
At that, Murong Yeongsun let out a small laugh and saidâ
âIgnorant.â
â...What?â
âI hate stupid people more than anything. So you wonât do.â
Blunt and final.
Leaving that behind, Murong Yeongsun walked away.
â...What?â
That day, Peng Dojun couldnât say a single word.
He could only stand there.
After standing in a daze for a long timeâ
âI like her.â
Peng Dojun nodded.
It seemed like he couldnât accept anyone but that woman.
So he looked into it.
Who she was.
Who the man was that âhadâ her.
It didnât take long to find out.
âHuh?â
Murong Yeongsun didnât have anyone.
Or rather, she had, and then she didnât.
âThe Bang Clan of Liaoning?â
A few years ago, sheâd been engaged to the Bang Clan of Liaoningâbut the engagement had been broken long ago.
Then why did she say she had a fiancé?
â...Bang Sungyeon.â
Even her ex-fiancé was a nobody he barely knew.
Other than being younger than him, there was almost nothing known about him.
âWhy this bastard?â
Was this really the man Murong Yeongsun meant?
Weak but strong.
It was still something he couldnât understand.
Weak but strong didnât exist.
Then, when he finally met him face-to-face later, he thought he understood.
âSo thatâs it.â
She said he was strong because he was simply strong.
Because Bang Sungyeon was ridiculously strong.
That was why Murong Yeongsun called him strong.
Weak but strongânonsense like that didnât exist after all.
Thatâs what he wouldâve concluded.
Butâ
âCough.â
Peng Dojun looked at the young man collapsed in front of him and thoughtâ
âWhat are you doing?â
Peng Dojun spoke.
His voice was full of anger.
âI asked what youâre doing.â
Maybe he couldnât hear his voice.
The bastard just lay there on the ground, bleeding.
âAnswer me.â
Peng Dojun stared down at him.
ââLittle Sword Saint.â
Peng Dojunâs voice was packed with anger and doubt.