We have to head to Mount Hua.
A full day passed after I heard about the sudden change in schedule.
I needed more time to figure out whether my body had any problems left, and even if it didnâtâ
I need time to clean things up.
It wasnât like we could just depart right away when the Martial Alliance itself was this busy.
âOver there! Be careful when you stack that!â
âMove!â
They had to deal with the Allianceâs collapsed buildings, for oneâ
âPeople coming through!â
âPrepare a room!â
And the medical station was still insanely busy treating the injured.
It really was one of those stretches where you couldnât catch your breath.
The memorial hall set up inside the Martial Alliance never stopped seeing people come and go. There were heaps of those whoâd died in the assault.
And among them were members of the junior generation too.
Todayâs first schedule item was coming to meet them.
âWeâll pay our respects.â
Led by Jegal Jin at the front, everyone bowed their heads.
In front of us, neatly stacked wooden tokens â NĐŸvĐ”lŃĐłht â (Donât copy, read here) were piled high.
So many names were written there.
And every one of those names belonged to the dead.
â......â
In a still atmosphere, everyone held a moment of silence.
Quiet. Silent, and then even more silent.
In a situation where you couldnât even breathe too loudly, I closed my eyes and lightly furrowed my brow.
Even if no one else could hear itâ
âI donât want to...
âI donât want to die...!
âSave me... please, save me!
To my eyes and ears, the things that shouldnât be seen and shouldnât be heard were pressing in anyway.
...Damn it.
This is why I hate it.
When someone dies in an accident, resentment always follows.
And that resentment eventually becomes a spiritâs obsession that stays behind.
This is the Central Plains.
A land of blades and blood.
Their deaths could only have been rougher here. Of course lingering thoughts would remain.
To me, this place was another hell.
âWhy do I have to die here!? I still have so much I have to do...!!
A scream rang out.
âI want to live... Father... Father!!
A spirit clung to the father whoâd come to see them, forcing himself not to cry.
âSomeone... someone, please...!
The cries that cut into you were desperate.
Fuck.
I swallowed the curse.
There is no death that âhad to happen.â There never is.
Thereâs no life that âshouldâve died.â
Every single one of them had circumstances.
Every grudge has a reason.
Every life has a will.
But in front of death, everything was equal.
Why did Iâthe one still aliveâhave to listen to that contradiction?
At first, it felt unfair.
Now I didnât even have the energy to think that.
It was fixed karma.
From the moment I was born with eyes like this. From the moment Grandma called it karma I couldnât escape.
And especiallyâ
From the moment I realized I still had Moon Eyes even in this life.
No matter what I did, I couldnât escape it.
So now, all I could do was accept it.
While I kept my head bowed and ignored the voicesâ
TAP. TAP.
A touch hit my shoulder.
I opened my eyes right away.
âYouâre really sinking into it. Unexpected.â
It was Jegal Jin.
â...Is it over?â
âYes.â
At his words I looked around. Plenty of people were still there, but they were only lingering because they hadnât been able to pull themselves out of their emotions yet.
âPhew.â
I let out a breath.
âLetâs go.â
I followed Jegal Jin outside.
Unlike the people and the lingering thoughts inside, the world outside was bright.
The moment I saw the light, the tension eased, and I could finally breathe.
This is exhausting.
No matter how many times I go through it, it never gets better. And I guess that doesnât change even after coming back to life.
If there was one thing I wishedâ
Donât become malicious ghosts.
I only hoped their resentment wouldnât deepen that far.
Just that.
While that thought was in my headâ
âYou came ouât...â
Someone at the entrance greeted Jegal Jin and me.
Jegal Jinâs brow creased slightly when he saw him.
âSmall Moon Unit Leader?â
â...Strategist. My respects.â
âAnd youâre here... ah.â
Like something clicked, Jegal Jin nodded.
âI see. You said you would guard the child. Youâve had a hard time.â
âItâs nothing.â
The Small Moon Unit Leader answered with a faint smile.
âIâm only doing what I must, as ordered.â
âIs that so? As expected, your resolve is impressive.â
Jegal Jin agreed with a blank face.
The atmosphere said he didnât agree at all.
Then, Jegal Jin stepped closer to me and spoke.
âDeparture is this evening. You havenât forgotten, have you?â
âIâm aware...â
Jegal Jin nodded at my answer, then disappeared, following the Unit Leaders assigned as guards.
SSSSâ.
Departure is this evening.
Which meant, plain and simple, the schedule to head to Mount Hua.
Not daytimeânight.
And on top of that, the schedule had been set in a rush.
Night...
I said Iâd do it, so I had to do it, but it was too tight.
Because it was scheduled the moment I accepted.
How much timeâs left?
Maybe one or two shichen.
If I actually measured it, it was about that.
âHm...â
Iâd already passed the word roughly to the people who needed it.
So now I needed to handle a personal errand.
Just as I was about to moveâ
âAhem...â
The middle-aged man with meâthe Small Moon Unit Leaderâsuddenly cleared his throat.
I turned my eyes toward him.
âWhat.â
I spat it out in casual speech.
For a moment his face stiffened when he heard it, butâ
âWhatâs with that look? You pissed?â
I spoke to him like it was nothing.
Normally, it wouldnât have been strange if my neck got cut on the spot.
â...No.â
The Small Moon Unit Leader answered while trembling, like he couldnât bring himself to do it.
âIf youâre pissed, say so. Want to go back to how it was, Unit Leader? We can act like the whole thing never happened.â
â......!â
The Small Moon Unit Leaderâs eyes widened.
âNo. Not at all. It doesnât make me uncomfortable, Teacher.â
That last wordâTeacher.
When I heard it, I slowly nodded.
âThen weâre good.â
Yesterday, Iâd talked with the Small Moon Unit Leader in the training room.
The man whoâd begged me to teach him Moon Heaven.
And the man Yoo Cheongil said had asked to be taken as a disciple.
Back then, Yoo Cheongil told meâif I was going to teach Moon Heaven to the Small Moon Unit Leaderâ
Fix his attitude when he learns.
He said to make sure that if I asked something of him, heâd listen.
So I did.
Though Yoo Cheongil had looked like something about it bothered him.
Iâd argued back, and heâd only gotten more irritated.
Whatever. The result was good, wasnât it?
Yeah.
The result was good.
The Small Moon Unit Leader became my disciple.
Calling me âMasterâ felt a bit much, so I told him to call me âTeacher.â
And he accepted.
He also accepted that heâd listen to whatever I said.
It was his willâthrow away pride and everything else if thatâs what it took to learn Moon Heaven.
Nice.
The Small Moon Unit Leader calling me âTeacherâ and listening to me.
And in reality, outside of the Heaven-Beyond-Heaven, heâs top-tier.
An absolute master.
Out of countless martial artists, he was one of the monsters who wouldnât even reach five hundred if you counted them.
And even among them, if you said âSmall Moon Unit Leaderââ
...Heâd easily make the top hundred under heaven, wouldnât he?
A hundred, even among martial artists enough to fill Mount Tai and have plenty left over.
True martial artists who climbed there by nothing but what they pursued and achieved.
The Small Moon Unit Leader was the kind of warrior whoâd sit in the upper ranks even among them.
And that kind of person...
Just folds under my words.
Not bad.
âUm...â
âWhat.â
The Small Moon Unit Leader spoke to me carefully.
âSo... when does the instruction start...?â
âWe canât do it inside the Martial Alliance, so we start on the way to Mount Hua. Isnât that obvious?â
â......â
His fist tightened hard.
âWhatâs with that fist.â
â...Itâs just a bit stiff.â
âThat happens. Youâre at that age.â
â...You littleââ
âWhat?â
â...Nothing.â
I smirked and walked ahead.
Yoo Cheongil threw a warning at me, but I just laughed.
Honestly, itâs funny. What do you want me to do?
Right now, even dying wouldnât stop me.
That was all.
*****
I went out into the county.
Like I said earlier, I had something on my schedule to handle.
Given my current position, I couldnât really go out without a guardâ
Butâ
If the guard is the Small Moon Unit Leader, itâs a different story.
With an absolute master guarding me, itâs a different story.
If the Small Moon Unit Leader moved with me as my guard, nothing mattered.
Thanks to that, I got freedom, which was great for me.
So while I was walking around the county freelyâ
âThatâs Moon Knight...â
âMoon Knight?â
âMy god...â
Peopleâs attention snapped to me.
âHe really has white hair.â
â...They said he was handsome, and he really is.â
âThey said he looks like a pretty boy courtesan.â
âAt that point, itâs just beautiful.â
Damn it.
I clicked my tongue inside my head.
Was it because my hair turned white? It felt like people could recognize me even more easily now.
At this rate, I really might have to wear a face veil.
Holding back a sigh, I kept walking.
Walk, and walk some more, and an inn appeared.
That was the destination.
The moment I arrived at the entrance, I saw martial artists standing guard.
They tried to block me, but once they confirmed my face, they hesitated.
â...Go in.â
âExcuse me.â
I started to enter the inn naturallyâ
âStââ
But a martial artist tried to stop the Small Moon Unit Leader instead of me.
The Unit Leader moved first, and the martial artist dropped unconscious.
âAh. That was a mistake.â
The Small Moon Unit Leader spoke calmly.
âWhaâ!â
The other martial artist immediately reached for his sword, butâ
âHeâs my guard.â
â......â
At my words, he froze in place.
âUnit Leader, stop.â
â......â
Even as I said it, the Small Moon Unit Leader already had his hand at the martial artistâs jaw.
When?
I didnât even see him move.
But heâd already moved.
If I hadnât stopped him, another martial artist wouldâve gone down.
...Heâs disgustingly strong.
Iâd been acting reckless and loose, so I needed to remember: the person in front of me was a monster too.
Anyway.
â...Weâre going in, alright?â
After I stopped them, I went into the inn.
Inside, there wasnât a single person.
It was completely, perfectly empty.
Of course it was.
He rented it out.
Probably because the person I came to see had rented out the whole inn.
With that in mind, I searched for the person Iâd come to seeâ
There he is.
I found him right away.
He was a man who stood out almost as much as I did.
âClan Head.â
I called to the cold-looking middle-aged man sitting in the center.
At my voiceâ
âYouâre here.â
A clan head of the Five Great Clans, and one of the Five Kings Under Heaven.
The White King responded.