CLANGâ! CLANGCLANGCLANGâ!!
Kkghâ!!
The sharp sounds kept chasing each other. Impacts bursting in a chain, sweat dripping every time I moved, soaking into the ground.
âKgh!â
I swung again and again, grinding my teeth, refusing to let up. I twisted my waist and snapped my wrist fast.
I tried to whip it like a lashâ
âToo slow.â
CLANGâ!
â......!â
The sound hit and my sword line scattered. The shock burst into my trapezius.
CRACKâ!
ââ!â
Before I could even scream, my ankle got kicked out from under me. I spun through the air and slammed into the ground.
THOOMâ!
âAhângh....â
Dust billowed up and swallowed my vision. By the time it clearedâ
a wooden sword was resting right in front of my face.
Its owner was the Sword Emperor, expressionless.
He looked down at me with the same eyes as always.
âWeâre done for today.â
â......Thank you for your time.â
Todayâs lesson ended. Like always, it wasnât even a lessonâjust me getting pounded for a full shichen. Same result.
âHaaah....â
I dragged a palm up over my face.
â...What do you want me to do?â
What, exactly, was I supposed to do. I couldnât get a handle on it.
âHow am I supposed to fight without thinking?â
When youâre facing something, thoughts come up on their own. A thousand routes appearâso Iâm supposed to cut all of that off and move first?
âThat makes no sense.â
What are these people, animals? How the hell am I supposed to do that.
My head didnât understand it. My common sense said it was bullshit.
Butâ
âItâs necessary.â
I could feel how necessary this damned thing was.
Because of what happened with Yuyeon earlier.
I lost the advantage because I was thinking.
Iâd lived my whole life not believing that âfight on instinct and throw away thoughtâ lineâ
and only after getting hit with it did I start seeing it differently.
âYou think too much....â
The Sword Emperor said it. Yoo Cheongil said it.
Cutting that out was the Sword Emperorâs teachingâ
but I had no idea how.
â......Sword Emperor.â
â.......â
The Sword Emperor, whoâd been about to leave, paused at my call.
â......What do I do?â
The old man stared at me with blunt, unreadable eyes.
âNo matter how I think about it... I donât know the method.â
Not thinking was too hard.
Especially for me.
So I couldnât hold it in and asked. And thenâ
âThis is the first.â
â...What?â
The Sword Emperor spoke to me.
âYouâve asked me a question. This is the first time.â
â...Ah.â
Was it?
Now that I thought about it, yeah. Iâd never asked him a single thing during these lessons.
âBecause doing what I was told was enough.â
Do what Iâm told. I valued that, and I really did exactly that.
But this time, there was no answer no matter what I did, so I asked him.
And alsoâ
âI didnât think heâd like being asked questions.â
I didnât understand the Sword Emperor as a person, but my bias said so.
âA sword in human form.â
If Yoo Cheongil felt like a monster, the Sword Emperor was a blade.
When he was acting like a driver, I couldnât see itâbut there was something cold and sharp underneath.
It made it hard to step close.
âAsk if you donât know.â
â...What?â
The Sword Emperor said something I didnât expect.
âIf you donât ask what you donât know, you canât know. So ask.â
â......Ah. Yes, understood.â
If I donât know, askâthere was no way that wasnât a kind thing to say.
âThen... that thing about erasing thoughtâhow am I supposed to do that....â
âExactly what it sounds like. When you face the situation, the body has to move first.â
âBut in that situation, finding the optimal route and the best method is important.â
No matter what, if your body moves first, you could end up in the worst case.
Shouldnât the best move come first?
I said that, butâ
âIn a fight between martial artists, nothing is worse than hesitation.â
â.......â
I had to shut my mouth at the Sword Emperorâs firm {Nâ˘oâ˘vâ˘eâ˘lâ˘iâ˘gâ˘hâ˘t} words, because Iâd felt it today.
âA martial artist dies because a single instant slipped away. Thatâs why your body must move first. And you cannot do it.â
Thump.
The Sword Emperor flicked the wooden sword in a short swing.
âIâm forcing it into your body through repetition.â
â...Forcing it into my body?â
âI donât give you time to think. I feed you irregularity and change until your body remembers.â
âBody remembers....â
âIf you want to live, youâll dodge.â
âYes.â
âThen you engrave those dodging movements into the body. Even if it has to be forced.â
â......!â
Hearing his explanation, I understood. Iâd been fixated on the idea of âerasing thought.â
Butâ
âNow that I think about it.â
There had been something distinctly strange about sparring with the Sword Emperor.
â...He was fast.â
Fighting without inner power.
Even doing that, the Sword Emperorâs speed was fast.
âBefore I could even think.â
Whenever I tried to think, he struck at places that felt like vital points.
So my body would realize, instinctively, that if I didnât dodge, it was danger.
âAh....â
So what the Sword Emperor was doing wasâ
âYou were making it settle into my body.â
âErasing thought is something you must do yourself. But the rest requires the body to adapt.â
â.......â
I thought he was just beating me senseless for fun.
Butâ
âUnexpectedly.â
It was... systematic?
I stared at him like I was seeing something new.
âFinding it difficult to erase thought is the same as ignoring instinct. Focus on that.â
The Sword Emperor finished and walked away.
â......Ignoring instinct....â
I latched onto the words he left behind.
I almost understood. Almost didnât.
â...Hm....â
I scratched my cheek, looked up, and said,
âSomething about it.â
[He teaches better than you expected, doesnât he?]
Yoo Cheongil was smiling like he already knew what I was going to say.
I didnât like that smile.
Stillâ
âYeah.â
I could tell the Sword Emperor was different than Iâd assumed.
I thought heâd just toss me out and let me rot.
Butâ
âAsk if you donât know.â
And the way he pointed out it was my first questionâ
âHeâd been waiting for me to ask first.â
Not from his side.
From mine.
Like heâd been waiting for me to open my mouth.
âThat old man Yoo Cheongil doesnât seem to have any talent for this.â
The Sword Emperor, at least, felt like he had experience teaching.
[Whatâs with that look. Thatâs the look you make when youâre talking shit about me.]
âYour instincts are always fast.â
[......You littleâ?]
âI just thought the Sword Emperorâs teaching was... pretty decent.â
Unlike someone else.
[That bastard was always like that.]
âHe was?â
[Yeah. His temperamentâs like ice and he doesnât care about people. But when it comes to raising disciples, heâs on another level.]
â...Was he?â
[He is. Thatâs why that bastardâs discipleâ]
Hm.
Yoo Cheongil shut his mouth mid-sentence.
[Thatâs not something I should say.]
âWhat kind of cheap move is that, stopping halfway?â
[Itâs the bare minimum of courtesy.]
âWow....â
Courtesy. Coming from a man with no courtesy in his entire body?
That was a chilling thing to hear.
[Iâll gouge your eyesâ]
Maybe he sensed my contempt, because Yoo Cheongil twitched his fingers.
âA disciple.â
Did the Sword Emperor have a disciple?
âIâve never heard that.â
Everyoneâs disciples in the Heaven-Beyond-Heaven were known.
Even if you excluded Yoo Cheongil and Seongheon since theyâd been sect leadersâ
âDivine Spearâs disciple is famous.â
And other Heaven-Beyond-Heaven figures were known, too.
Butâ
âThere was nothing about the Sword Emperor.â
Iâd never once heard he had a disciple.
Not even once.
*****
â......â
On a moonlit night road, the Sword Emperor walked.
He climbed an empty mountain path, slow and steady, step after step.
Even when the moon set, Mount Hua Sectâs night carried signs of peopleâbut none of that mattered to the Sword Emperor.
If the Sword Emperor wanted, the Sword Emperor could quietly kill anyone in that crowd.
Step.
He crushed leaves and rose into the air.
The body that drifted up landed on a treeâ
and the Sword Emperor stared silently at the night sky where the moon hung.
â......â
Eyes that revealed nothing of what was inside.
As he looked at the sky, the Sword Emperor recalled someone.
â...What do I do?â
The blue-eyed kid heâd been beating with a wooden sword until just now.
He asked what to do.
The Sword Emperorâs eyes narrowed at the memory of how the boy had looked, begging for a method he truly couldnât find.
Not because he asked.
âDull bastard.â
For days, or monthsâ
every day, heâd hammered the boy with a wooden sword.
Even if it was âtraining,â by now the boy shouldâve asked something.
But the boy didnât ask a single thing until now.
Normally, someone would ask on day one.
Was the boy dull? Or just upright? Hard to tell.
Likeâ
âThat kid.â
âMaster... how do I do this...?â
Like that pathetic bastard who would learn one thing and only after a long time finally ask.
The way this boy acted was the same.
â......â
The Sword Emperor closed his eyes.
âMoon-Thread Sword.â
He recalled the Moon-Thread Sword who had entrusted this to him.
âDid he hand it to me knowing it would turn out like this?â
No. Even the Moon-Thread Sword wouldnât have seen this far.
If the Moon-Thread Sword had known, the Moon-Thread Sword never wouldâve asked him to teach his disciple.
Andâ
âIf I had known.â
If heâd known it would be like this, he wouldnât have taken it either.
Even if he needed that boyâs eyes, taking on the task of teaching was a problem.
âFor no reason.â
He shouldnât have done it.
If heâd known the boy was like this, even more so.
â...Master.â
The Sword Emperor opened the eyes heâd shut while overlapping someone in his mind.
In that instantâ
FSSSSSSSâ!!!!
Energy burst from his body and birds in the area took flight.
In the middle of those birdsâ
âDonât worry.â
The Sword Emperor murmured.
âI wonât forget you.â
The Sword Emperorâs voice was low and cold beyond belief.
*****
Only after my training with the Sword Emperor ended did night finally fall.
At a time when everyone shouldâve been asleep, I was still in my quarters.
Normally, I shouldâve gone to bed for the schedule aheadâ
but I couldnât.
[This... Iâm sorry.]
I was sitting on the bedding, facing Seongheon.
At his apology, I clicked my tongue inwardly.
â......I didnât know there was a wager.â
[Haha. We did make one. Didnât we, Cheongil?]
[ ......Ahem. ]
Seongheon, appearing as a living spirit, and Yoo Cheongil faced each other and laughed awkwardly.
Seongheon remembered everything from the daytime, but he didnât remember anything from when he was a living spirit.
Meaning he wouldnât know this conversation at all.
Maybe because my relationship with him had shifted a little, living-spirit Seongheon appeared to me first and apologized.
[He probably did it thinking he had to send you out quickly.]
âI know. I know what you meant.â
I didnât resent him.
I understood Seongheonâs position.
And it helped that I was already looking at daytime Seongheon and living-spirit Seongheon as different people.
â......First, letâs put the robe aside.â
The spar with Yuyeonâthere was no point thinking about that right now.
âWe should get going.â
I spoke while loosening a body that still ached from getting beaten by the Sword Emperor.
From now on, things were going to get busy.
Because today wasâ
â......Time to work.â
The day the first operation to kill Seongheon began.