Heavenly Killing Star.
It was a term Iâd heard a few times, living in the Central Plain.
Stars born to kill someone.
People born with murderous intent and killing auraâpeople who couldnât live their lives without spilling blood by killing someone.
Especially in this land of swords and blood, the existence called the Heavenly Killing Star tended to shine with a particularly vicious glare.
A Heavenly Killing Star is usually born a genius.
Not in the scholarly senseâas a martial artist.
Maybe that was only natural. If someone was born to kill, then to achieve that purpose, the body would have to be exceptional.
There were also martial artists who rose to high positions after being born with the Heavenly Killing Starâcalled things like a killing demon or a killing star.
And among them, the most famous existence wasâ
âThe Heavenly Demon.â
The war monster who stood at the pinnacle of the DEMON CULT, a being people called the sky itself.
The Heavenly Demon.
â...The Heavenly Demon is a Heavenly Killing Star.â
Whether it was true or not, the records of the Central Plain said so, and that was enough to force belief.
And if I took Yoo Cheongilâs words and laid them over thatâ
â...Youâre saying Yuyeon is a Heavenly Killing Star too?â
Saying Yuyeon was a Heavenly Killing Star was the same as saying Yuyeon was born with a fate not so different from the Heavenly Demonâs.
So there was no way I could accept it easily.
I looked at Yoo Cheongil, silently demanding an explanation.
[Why? Whatâs the problem.]
Yoo Cheongil reacted like none of this was a problem. Noâthen what, thereâs no problem?
Heavenly Killing Star, and youâre acting like itâs nothing?
[Ha.]
Maybe he read my expression, because Yoo Cheongil laughed.
[Sounds like you think the Heavenly Killing Star is something special. Itâs not worth looking at like that.]
â...Itâs not?â
[Yeah.]
The tone was: why are you making a fuss over something so trivial? Yoo Cheongil continued, tossing out his words with maddening indifference.
[What, itâs just someone who wants to kill people, and snaps and goes around slicing things up now and then. Thatâs all.]
â......â
And how is that not special...?
My head started throbbing like it was splitting.
[If youâre a martial artist, youâre supposed to have some freakish temperament like that. Keh-heh-heh-heh.]
Ah....
Only then did it hit me again.
Heavenly Killing Star or whateverâthe weirdest one here was that old bastard.
Looks like I picked the wrong person to ask.
âGod, my head.â
Whenever I talked to that old man, my head always hurt.
But then why was he so sure Yuyeon was a Heavenly Killing Star?
âIs there some trait you can be sure of?â
Killing demon, killing star, Heavenly Demon.
Even Yuyeonâsomething that let you label Yuyeon a Heavenly Killing Star. There had to be some trait you could point to.
As soon as the question surfacedâ
[Itâs not hard to spot. If anything, itâs the easy kind.]
Yoo Cheongil said it to me.
[Holding murderous intent inside numbness.]
[Thatâs what a Heavenly Killing Star isâsomeone who can do that.]
âMurderous intent inside numbness?â
No emotion, yet murderous intent. It sounded like a contradiction.
[A Heavenly Killing Star lives exactly the way you thinkâlife focused on killing other people.]
People who have to kill to live.
The kind born with that sort of fate.
âI know.â
I knew those kinds of people well.
Because thatâs what fate was.
Even when I lived as Kim Mincheol, there were a few.
Mad bastards who thought âȘ NĐŸvĐ”lŃgÒ»t âȘ (Official version) they could only live if they killed someone.
My grandmother used to call people like that Heavenly Killing Stars.
And she told me:
âNever get involved with people like that.â
A life of a star you couldnât twist away from.
If you didnât want to be stained by it, donât keep it close.
That was what my grandmother drilled into me, over and over.
Butâ
âYouâre telling me thatâs Yuyeon?â
It didnât sit right. The reason I couldnât accept Yuyeon being a Heavenly Killing Star was simple.
âThen how did I not see it?â
Youâre telling me I failed to notice someone born with that trait?
That was what I couldnât believe.
â...No matter what.â
Yeah, even if Iâd sealed myself offâ
Missing something like that didnât make sense.
âAnd that âmurderous intent inside numbnessâ thing is vague.â
Murderous intent is an emotion too. How do you hold it inside emotionlessness? How is that even possible?
[Thatâs why itâs a Heavenly Killing Star. Every action holds murderous intent. And the person doesnât even think of it as an emotion.]
â......Ah.â
That clicked.
They donât consider murderous intent an emotion. Itâs so natural that it doesnât even register as strange.
So thenâ
âYuyeon was like that?â
I didnât know. Yuyeon, a Heavenly Killing Star?
âBut if thatâs trueââ
I saw with my own eyes how she shook and fumbled because she couldnât kill people.
So how could she be a Heavenly Killing Star?
It was bullshit.
[Thatâs right.]
Yoo Cheongil nodded.
[Thatâs why itâs strange. The killing aura she showed when you collapsed last time was absolutely that of a Heavenly Killing Star.]
â...Huh?â
Killing aura when I collapsed?
I didnât remember anything like that.
Yoo Cheongil kept staring toward where Yuyeon had been, looking genuinely interested.
[What the hell did that Mal-ko bastard do to block that kind of fate? Thatâs what I find fascinating.]
â......â
Mal-ko.
The Plum Blossom Single Sword blocked Yuyeonâs fate.
At those words, my brow tightened.
The one saving grace wasâ
âThereâs someone I can ask.â
There was someone I could question about this.
*****
I went back to my quarters. After finishing training and returning, it was close to dawn.
I washed up quickly and stepped into the room.
[Youâre back.]
A living spirit that had been waiting for me. Seongheon.
âSince when have you been here?â
[Heh-heh-heh.... When you get old, you fall asleep early.]
So he came not long after I left to train.
âThen you shouldâve just come out.â
Seongheon couldnât leave the county. That bound-ghost trait of his and all.
And the mountain Iâd climbed to train was within the range he could move.
He couldâve come to me, but he chose to sit here and wait.
[You said you were training. Itâd be rude to bother you.]
He said it like it was consideration, butâ
[What a load of crap. You just didnât come because it was a hassle.]
Yoo Cheongil immediately scoffed and mocked him.
[Cheongil. You donât understand the consideration of old age.]
[Like Iâve never been old. Youâre dressing up nonsense in fancy words.]
[Of course you wouldnât know. Even in old age, you never grew up.]
[......You little shit?]
âWhy are you suddenly fighting....... Iâm tired.â
I tried to stop the old men from starting their little scuffle. I didnât know why they always did this.
Not that I could actually stop them. In the end, Yoo Cheongil clicked his tongue and snapped at Seongheon.
[So you finally got mature and accepted a Heavenly Killing Star as your disciple?]
[.......]
âOh, damn.â
He really just threw that out there.
It was shockingâand, at the same time, it felt weirdly satisfying.
Because it was exactly what I wanted to ask.
[If youâve got a mouth, use it. You, of all people, who clung to the righteous sectâs principlesâbreaking the very pact you kept pushing and pushing for with your own hands.]
âA pact?â
My ears perked up at Yoo Cheongilâs words. A pact?
[Didnât you set it? The moment a Heavenly Killing Star is found, it gets eradicated immediately.]
â......!â
[Even when the Blade God and I opposed it, you shoved it through, saying it was the choice for peace. And now your newest disciple is a Heavenly Killing Star.]
[Cheongil....]
[Donât tell me you didnât know. My eyes arenât knotholes. That killing aura was absolutely that of a Heavenly Killing Star. So if you didnât know until now, that just means you did something. Right, Seongheon?]
Under Yoo Cheongilâs barrage, Seongheon stayed silent. Meaning: there was nothing he could say back.
And in the middle of itâ
âEradicate a Heavenly Killing Star.â
So there really was a pact like that.
Was it a pact of the righteous sect itself, orâ
âSomething they decided among themselves?â
From the phrasing, it sounded like a righteous-sect matter. And even though Yoo Cheongil and the Blade God opposed it, Seongheon had forced it through.
Yet even with that pact in placeâ
âSeongheon took Yuyeon as a disciple.â
He didnât kill Yuyeonâsomeone who looked like a Heavenly Killing Star. He accepted her.
It was impossible not to call that strange.
[Mal-ko. Did you really fall that far? You acted so lofty, and now look at you.]
[......Fall, huh.]
At the word âfall,â Seongheon gave a bitter smile.
[I wasnât standing in the sky to begin with, so it isnât a fall. Itâs more accurate to call it the harm of ignorance.]
[There you go again, spitting lofty nonsense. If youâre going to make excuses, do it properly. Why did you do it?]
[It was spring.]
[What?]
[In a winter that had frozen solid, that child was spring to me. So how could I cast her out. That, too, must have been fate.]
[Ah. This crazy bastard.]
Yoo Cheongilâs tone changed. Irritation bled through it.
GRRNNNKâ!!
In that instant, the things inside the house shook.
Ah, please.
âOld man....... Control yourself. Youâll wake people up.â
[You think Iâd get crushed just because a Heavenly Killing Star presses down? Whatever that child means to you, you made the wrong choice. Youâre not really thinking a leash will change the nature of a beast thatâll someday devour people.]
Even after I said that, Yoo Cheongil didnât stop.
[And it looks like it already got a taste of blood, too.]
[.......]
[Did you crush it with a vessel? Or did you bind it with a golden seal? Either way, youâre no different from someone whoâs lost faith. The plum blossoms of Mount Hua you chased so hardâfallen to the dirt, dragged down by your own lifespan.]
It was vicious. That was what it looked like when someone beat you with the truth.
[You think you can control a Heavenly Killing Star? Arrogant. Seongheon.]
[.......]
At the word âarrogant,â Seongheon flinched.
The furniture that had been rattling finally calmed down, barely.
[Arrogant.... Thatâs a fair word.]
Seongheon smiled.
[I never once thought I could control her. I only wanted to show that child a world that was a little more peaceful.]
[Covering the eyes doesnât turn it into a flower field. One step forward, and itâs a life that drops straight off a cliff.]
That was how Yoo Cheongil described the life of a Heavenly Killing Star.
[Maybe so. But...]
Seongheon erased the smile from his face.
[Maybe not.]
Maybe it wasnât impossible to change a Heavenly Killing Star. That was what he was saying.
[Ha.]
After hearing it, Yoo Cheongil let out a hollow breath.
[Youâve changed. Youâve really changed.]
[I wonât deny it.]
[Tsk.]
Yoo Cheongil clicked his tongue and went outside.
It was the posture of someone who didnât want to talk anymore.
â......â
Just like that, it was only me and Seongheon. The air was painfully awkward.
[Iâm sorry.]
Seongheon apologized to me.
[I showed you something ugly.]
âItâs fine.â
It really didnât matter. Iâd heard what I wanted to hear.
âYuyeon really is a Heavenly Killing Star.â
Seongheon knew and still accepted her.
Andâ
âThe reason she canât kill people is....â
Because Seongheon did something to suppress the instincts of a Heavenly Killing Star.
That question was answered.
The problem wasâ
âMay I ask one thing?â
[Ask.]
Now I had something else I needed to know.
âHow did that child become a disciple of Mount Hua Sect? Did she come looking for Mount Hua?â
Iâd always wondered.
I just couldnât ask Yuyeon.
One year in childhood. Yuyeon lived with me, then leftâso how did she end up stepping into Mount Hua?
âAt least back then, I didnât know she was a Heavenly Killing Star.â
Maybe it hadnât awakened yet. I didnât know. But I didnât see it.
And yet Yuyeon left the Bang Clan of Liaoning and became a disciple of Mount Huaâmore than that, the Sect Masterâs disciple.
It didnât make sense.
Seongheon answered that doubt.
[That child didnât come to Mount Hua.]
âThen?â
[I went to find that child.]
â......Pardon?â
Seongheon found Yuyeon? What was that supposed to mean?
[Kid.]
âYes, Sect Master.â
[Do you know war?]
â......If you mean the Orthodox-Demonic War, then I know some of it.â
The great blood catastrophe the DEMON CULT had unleashed.
That was what I knew it as.
[It was a brutal war. One that should never have happened.]
â......â
Why was he suddenly talking about the war? I listened anyway.
[The war ended with the righteous sectâs victory.]
A fact history taught.
[And after the war ended, there were things we had to do.]
âThings you had to do...?â
[Cheongil, that bastard, was stability for the righteous sectâone of its pillars. Jin was no different. The others were the same. Each took on work and moved. Thatâs what cleaning up after a war is.]
â......I see.â
âEachâ thereâwas he talking about those in the Heaven-Beyond-Heaven?
He didnât spell it out, so I had to turn it over myself.
But thenâ
[And what I intended to do at the time... was the removal of roots that must never appear again.]
At Seongheonâs words, my brow furrowed slightly.
â......Roots?â
Roots? WhatâDEMON CULT remnants?
Just as I was thinking thatâ
[The seed of the Heavenly Demon.]
â......Huh?â
[It was the work of erasing the bloodline of the Heavenly Demon.]
â......The Heavenly Demonâs bloodline?â
[Yes.]
Did the Heavenly Demon have children?
Ahâmaybeâ
âThat bastard?â
Baek Cheonin, the one claiming to be DEMON CULT.
Was it him?
But Seongheon continued before I could settle on it.
[I spent years, and finally found it. I should have carried out what was entrusted to me... but...]
Seongheon smiled bitterly and spoke to me.
[...I couldnât.]
âWhy?â
[Who knows. Maybe it was the whim of an incompetent old man. The whim of an old man who wanted to see spring.]
Spring again.
What the hell was with his obsession with springâ
âWait.â
âSpring,â and âthe seed of the Heavenly Demon.â
A chilling thought slid through me.
âNo. That canât be....â
It couldnât. Even if he couldnât kill her, there was no way it was that.
I forced my mind to reject it and asked anyway.
â......Sect Master.â
[Yes.]
âThe bloodline of the Heavenly Demon you couldnât kill. Donât tell me... that was Yuyeon.â
[.......]
Seongheon didnât answer.
Ah, for fuckâs sake.
That silence made my stomach turn in an instant.
That was a truth I never shouldâve learned.