âWhat are you laughing at.â
The atmosphere flipped on its head at my words. The Plum Blossom Commander wiped the smile off his face.
â...What did you just say?â
âDid you go deaf too? Iâm talking, so what the hell are you grinning at.â
â...You littleâ!â
Maybe he thought I was running my mouth. He ground his teeth.
Even watching that, I didnât change my expression.
Was I scared? Normally, I wouldâve been.
Right now, I wasnât.
It was just funny.
âSo what, you wanted me to show you manners?â
In the middle of all this, what did he think I was supposed to do for him?
âSorry, but.â
I lowered my gaze slowly. I bent down to his level, since he was collapsed.
âI only show manners to people.â
â...What?â
âBut youâre not a person.â
The kind of person I meant was someone who could restrain his emotions.
If you live like youâre being carried by your desires and you move like youâre getting swallowed by your feelings, how is that a person?
âThatâs an animal. Isnât it?â
âHa...â
At my words, the Plum Blossom Commander let out a hollow sigh.
âNow I see it.â
KRRRK.
He yanked on the chains binding him and forced himself closer.
âI thought something felt... off.â
His gaze drilled into me, like he wanted to confirm something.
âYou seemed weak for all the rumors. And on top of that, you were vague, tooâso I thought maybe you were lacking something. But.â
The Plum Blossom Commanderâs eyes narrowed.
âYou werenât lacking. You were twisted.â
I didnât answer. Twisted?
Itâd been a while since Iâd heard that one.
You know...
That was what Chief Baek used to say to me in my last life.
Are you kind of messed up?
...What does it mean to tell someone heâs messed up?
Messed up. Broken somewhere. Stuff like that.
Iâd heard it all my life.
âThey said you were the Sword Saintâs successor. And yet the one who should never have inherited his will... did.â
âWhat are you even saying. Youâre telling me the Sword Saint was normal?â
âHave you ever seen the Sword Saint.â
I have. A lot.
Up until yesterday, even.
âThe Sword Saint is vast. A hero with a vessel so huge and wide, it feels like he could hold anyone.â
â...â
What the hell is he talking about?
âAre you sure youâre not mixing him up with someone else?â
He doesnât sound like the old man I know.
âI never thought the one who inherited his will would turn out like this.â
âWhatâs wrong with me?â
Iâm impressive as hell, actually. And if weâre comparing me to that old man, Iâm way better in the âbeing a human beingâ category.
âHow dare someone who deceives people and stabs them in the back compare himself to him.â
âWhat, you spitting in your own face right now? If thatâs what youâre doing, youâve got a talent for it.â
â...â
The Plum Blossom Commander shut his mouth. Looks like even he knew he had nothing to say.
âIâll ask out of courtesy. Whyâd you do it?â
âHeh heh...â
The Plum Blossom Commander laughed under his breath.
âYou donât look curious.â
âCaught me.â
Yeah. Iâm not that curious.
And it wouldnât change anything even if I found out.
âBecause itâs obviously going to be a stupid reason.â
Some pointless reason. Of course it would be.
âDonât judge so casually.â
Maybe that stung himâhis face hardened. Even that was funny.
âYouâre really doing this, huh. Whatâdoes a traitor get some stylish epic backstory too?â
âYou wonât understand.â
âI donât want to understand.â
What am I going to do with understanding it?
âIf I had to guess, it was jealousy.â
â...â
âYou wanted to be Sect Master, didnât you?â
âIt isnât that simpleââ
âSimple or not doesnât matter, old man. Donât kid yourself.â
Looks like he still doesnât get it, no matter how many years heâs lived.
âNo matter what justification you slap on what you did, nothing changes. Youâre trash. If thereâs a âstoryâ behind it, does that make you clean?â
Like hell it would.
âIf somethingâs already turned into muddy water, what changes just because you pour in a little clear water?â
How does he not know that?
No.
He knows.
He knows everything and pretends not to. Most of these people were like that.
âJust live as trash. That suits you perfectly.â
â...â
âNow Iâm going to ask about HEAVEN-BREAKING PALACE. How did you make contact?â
âYou think Iâll answer?â
âNo. You wonât. Doesnât matter.â
â...Then Iâll ask you this.â
The Plum Blossom Commander looked at me.
âHow did you know.â
âKnow what? That you were a spy?â
âYes. Did that âgreat double spyâ tell you too?â
âYeah. Something like that.â
âI canât understand it. A spy shouldnât even be able to existâso how was that possible?â
A spy couldnât exist?
I forced myself to act calm.
âThereâs always a way. â đđšđŻđđ„đąđ đĄđ â Nothing in this world is perfect.â
âThat canât be. The restriction they placed there wouldnât break that easily.â
A restriction.
A restriction, huh.
Which meantâ
The ones tied to HEAVEN-BREAKING PALACE have a restriction on them. Even if they want to betray, they canât.
Thatâs what he was saying.
âJust because you donât know the method doesnât mean there isnât one. Why do you see the world so narrowly?â
â...Youâre making a joke...â
âIf youâre not going to tell me, fine.â
I straightened up. I never expected heâd tell me anyway.
And.
I already got what I came for.
I looked past the Plum Blossom Commander, with my eyes.
At his energy.
A wavering, wicked energy.
I stared right at it and moved my hand.
FSSSS
Something seeped into that wavering energy.
A move Iâd planted.
Feeling it take hold, I spoke to him.
âDonât you feel sorry for the disciples?â
âWhat?â
âThe ones who followed you.â
Some of them fell with him, sure.
But others didnât.
âArenât you sorry for them?â
â...â
The Plum Blossom Commanderâs eyes trembled for a moment.
But only for a moment.
âFor an ideal world, sacrifice is necessary.â
Hearing that, something inside me sank.
Good.
It was good that he was that kind of man.
Yeahâif youâre going to rot, thatâs how you rot.
âSomeday.â
I looked at him and said,
âA day will come when you regret it. For sure.â
It would come.
Probably the moment you see me again.
And that would probably be the day you die.
âHeh heh heh... regret?â
The Plum Blossom Commander laughed again, like he didnât even know what that was.
âIf I was going to do something like that, I wouldâve just stayed in my seat, weak and pathetic.â
âRight. You shouldâve just stayed weak and pathetic.â
Whyâd he do something so pointless?
I couldnât understand it.
â...You should be the one thinking clearly.â
âAbout what?â
âThe world has already begun to change violently. Since you inherited the Sword Saintâs name, your end wonât be smooth either.â
â...â
âThe Sword Saint. That name will become a curse. Heh heh heh... cough.â
The Plum Blossom Commander laughed, then coughed up blood.
I saw it and turned away.
The Sword Saintâs name would be a curse?
What a joke.
It was a meaningless line.
If something like that counted as a curseâ
Then everything else is a disaster, huh.
It wouldnât even qualify as a curse.
Iâd lived inside a real curse.
I wasnât going to tremble in fear just because of the Sword Saintâs name.
*****
I walked on. I wandered around the Mount Hua Sect grounds, shaking my head this way and that.
Where did he go?
There was someone I was looking for.
Yoo Cheongil.
I was trying to find that old man.
If Iâd woken up, he shouldâve shown up too, but Yoo Cheongil was nowhere.
Iâve got a lot to ask, and it has to be now of all times.
This old man is always gone when I need him.
I need to ask about the Heavenly Demon.
That spirit-dream.
What I saw there.
Andâ
What the hell happened.
I wanted to hear from him what happened while I was out.
But.
Seongheonâs gone, and Yoo Cheongilâs gone.
Where did these two old men disappear to as a pair?
I canât understand it.
âDamn it.â
I scratched my head hard.
Did he go far?
If he went far, who knows when heâd come back.
There were times he didnât show up for days.
Itâd be a problem if it happened again.
Canât be helped?
Looks like Iâd have to wait until he appeared.
Itâs not like heâd show up just because I wanted him to.
â...Hng.â
Should I give up on finding Yoo Cheongil for now?
Yeah. Thatâs probably better.
I nodded and turned my back.
Nothing was going to come out of searching like this.
So I just turned around.
âCome to think of it.â
âYes, Teacher.â
â...Mm.â
The Small Moon Unit Leader spoke beside me.
I flinched at that.
It wasnât the title heâd hated using so much it made him want to die.
His tone had weight and respect in it.
â...Why are you doing this, seriously?â
I asked, because I couldnât understand it. Yeo Hyeok wasnât even here, but I still ended up speaking politely without thinking.
âWhy are you raising your speech. Donât.â
â...No.â
In this backwards situation, a sigh surged up in my chest.
I forced it down and said,
âDid you hit your head or something? Sir, what is wrong with you. You used to hate doing this.â
â...Hate it? I simply hadnât noticed.â
âNoticed what?â
âHow great you are, Teacher.â
âIâm going to lose it.â
What kind of dogshit is this?
I started it to mess with him, and now it turned into this, so it wasnât easy.
It was even more uncomfortable.
â...Why are you acting like this. There has to be a reason. Just hate me instead.â
âI only realizedââ
âThen what did you realize.â
I asked with irritation mixed in, because it was suffocating.
That momentâ
SHINGâ!
â...!â
The Small Moon Unit Leader drew his sword.
I flinched. Did I push too far? Am I about to get cut?
That thought had barely crossed my mind whenâ
WHOOOOOSHâ!!
Sword aura stormed around his blade.
The bluish light was strikingâBlue Moon Sect sword aura.
As far as I knew, it was the sectâs distinctive sword aura, used only by the Blue Moon Sect.
Why was he suddenly showing me that?
I tensed, but thenâ
FSSSSâ!
âHuh?â
My eyes widened when I saw the sword aura.
At the very tip of the bladeâonly thereâthe light was subtly different.
That... no way.
Radiant Moon Annihilation-Overturn?
The new sword aura Yoo Cheongil devised.
That was the light of Radiant Moon Annihilation-Overturn.
â...How did youââ
How was the Small Moon Unit Leader using that?
Yoo Cheongil said he couldnât use it.
No.
He said he could, but it would take a very long time.
That was why heâd been forcing that weird training.
Butâ
That actually helped?
Seriously?
I couldnât deny it.
That faint, different sword aura was absolutely Radiant Moon Annihilation-Overturn.
â...That...â
âThis is all thanks to your teaching, Teacher. Thank you.â
â...â
The Small Moon Unit Leader offered me proper respect.
âFrom now on, without even a shred of doubt... I will follow your teaching.â
â...Uh, ah... uh...â
So it works.
This actually works?
I swallowed the dry breath I almost let out. I really didnât think it would.
â...Train hard... No, train.â
âYes.â
I tossed out something vague. He looked like he wanted me to give him something.
So thatâs why he was doing all that weird shit to me...
So thatâs what it was.
I felt like I finally understood.
Thenâ
âAh. And.â
The Small Moon Unit Leader finished his respect and took something out, handing it to me.
âWhatâs this.â
It was a letter.
What is this now?
I narrowed my eyes at the letter he suddenly shoved at me.
âItâs a message the Sect Master sent.â
â...Huh?â
A message from the Moon Immortal Sword?
âShe entrusted it to me before we left.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âShe told me to give it to you once everything was over.â
â...?â
Once everything was over?
So this letter had been prepared in advance.
Slip.
I took it and unfolded it.
What was it that needed something like this?
I read the first line, still suspicious.
â...Huh?â
The instant I read it, I froze.