In the dim tunnel, Muen followed behind the nimble little girl called Rabbit, quickly making his way deeper inside.
The passage was narrow againânarrow enough that Muen had to bend over to passâbut at least it no longer rose and fell vertically. It was smooth now, as if simply walking straight ahead would lead them to their destination.
After some observation, Muen roughly came to believe that this passage had indeed been dug out by the little girl before him.
The tunnel walls were full of pickaxe marksâeach mark almost identical, clearly the work of the same person and the same tool.
And judging by the degree of weathering, the deeper they went, the older the excavations became.
This entire complex maze of tunnels really did seem to have been dug out bit by bit over an immense span of time by the girl herselfâwith those thin, bamboo-stick arms and the rusted pickaxe in her hand.
Her filthy white dress fluttered ahead of him, and in Muenâs mind, a picture appeared: a stubborn little girl chipping away at the earth with her pickaxe, then struggling to carry out the dirt and stones with her slender hands.
Time passed, day after day, without end.
âHey, Miss Rabbit.â
Muen suddenly asked,
âHow long have you been digging?â
âI donât know.â
Rabbit didnât even turn her head as she replied,
âItâs probably been a very long time. I canât remember anymore.â
âNo one helped you dig?â
âNo.â
Rabbit shook her head.
âThere were people who thought I was doing something foolishâthat I was blaspheming the Goddess. They wouldnât let me dig. Hmm... that was before that round moon thing came out.â
âThe Goddess... do you remember Her sacred name?â
âThe Goddess is the Goddess. Whatâs a sacred name?â
Rabbit turned around, looking puzzled.
âOh.â
A faint, hidden light flickered in Muenâs eyes. He gave a small smile. âThen just think of it as me rambling nonsense again. Back to what you were sayingâbefore, they didnât let you dig. What about now? After that round thing appeared?â
âNow... no one can even get out of here, so they donât care about me anymore. But they still think Iâm doing something stupid.â
âWhy?â
âI donât know.â
Rabbit tilted her little head. âMaybe what Iâm doing just looks stupid to them.â
Muenâs heart tightened for no reason.
Yet Rabbitâs expression remained calm, as if she were answering a question that had nothing to do with her.
Something was in her mouth, puffing out her cheeks a little, making her words come out muffled.
It was the fruit pit from earlierâshe hadnât wanted to spit it out, holding it in her mouth as though it were candy.
But Muen knew that most fruit pits werenât sweet at allâsome were even bitter.
âThen... can I ask, why are you digging these tunnels?â
Muen looked into Rabbitâs pitch-black eyes and asked carefully.
After circling around it so many times, he still couldnât hold back the question.
âWhy dig?â
Rabbitâs small face went blank, as though sheâd never expected anyone to ask her that.
She stopped walking, scratching her head, as if searching back through very distant memories.
âThat... I have to think. It mustâve been a really long, long time ago... ah, I remember.â
After a brief silence, Rabbitâs dark eyes suddenly brightened, as if a warm light had reached their depths.
âI want to see the sun!â
âThe sun?â
Muen froze.
âWhich sun?â
The moment he spoke, he wanted to slap himself.
What other sun could there be? Of course she meant the one outside this landâthe sun that shone on all beings and brought warmth.
Because here, there was no sun.
âMy mother once told me,â Rabbit said, âthat the sun has the peel of an orange, the warmth of a hearth, and the kindness of an old grandpa. I donât know what an orange or a hearth are, but they must be wonderful things. So I want to see it.â
Her black eyes blinked rapidly, and that small faceâonce so numbânow carried a smile of hope.
Even the grime on her cheeks seemed somehow endearing.
âSo...â
Muen paused for a moment.
âYouâve been digging all this time, going through so much trouble, just to see the sun?â
âMm!â
Rabbit nodded hard. âIf I can, I also want to see the moon. Mama said that the moon isnât as warm as the sun and doesnât have an orange peel, but it holds peopleâs longing. When people reunite, they look at the moon togetherâitâs something very gentle.â
âThe moon...â
Muenâs lips moved. He wanted to tell her sheâd already seen itâthe round thing sheâd mentioned.
But the moon in Rabbitâs heart was something as /N_o_v_e_l_i_g_h_t/ beautiful as the sun. How could it possibly be that cold, indifferent false thing hanging over this land right now?
A little girl chasing a sun she had never seenâit was like something out of a fairy tale.
âCan I hug you?â Muen said suddenly.
âEh?â
Rabbit seemed unable to understand.
âI want to hold you,â Muen repeated, making his expression as gentle as he could.
Rabbit stared blankly at him. âYou smell like something I hate.â
âAh...â
âBut.â
Rabbit smiled. âI donât hate you.â
Muen smiled too, bending down to wrap the little girl in his arms.
âSo warm,â Rabbit murmured, rubbing her face against his chest.
âIs the sun this warm too?â
âNo.â
Muen held her, gently stroking her head, answering firmly,
âThe sun is even warmer than this.â
...
...
âWeâre here.â
The road after that wasnât long. Rabbit led Muen through the final stretch of tunnel until they reached an exit.
The exit was extremely simpleâjust a broken wooden plank propped up like a makeshift door.
But the last person whoâd gone through seemed to have forgotten to close it. The door was half open, and from beyond it came a cacophony of noiseâlike the wailing of damned souls from hell, scraping against the nerves.
Muen silently scanned the marks around the broken door and nodded.
âNo doubt about it. Liya was here.â
âThen my jobâs done.â
âMm. Thank you, Miss Rabbit.â Muen offered sincere gratitude.
Rabbit looked at him for a long time. Just as he was about to step forward, she couldnât help asking,
âDonât you want to ask about other things?â
âOther things?â
âMm. About us, about whatâs inside... about the natives.â
Rabbitâs gaze seemed to pierce through the half-open door, yet also stay fixed on Muen.
âI know a lot about those things. Since you gave me so many fruits, I can tell you.â
Muen blinked, then smiled and shook his head. âNo need. I think Iâve already guessedâabout you all, about the natives, about the Churchâs purpose, and... about what lies beyond this door.â
âSo...â
Muenâs hand grasped the edge of the door.
âI donât need to ask those questions. I only have one regret.â
âRegret? You regret coming here?â
âNo. I regret letting Liya come here alone.â
Holding his breath, he listened to the chaotic, maddening sounds in his mindânoises that felt like they could shred a personâs soul.
Quietly, he said,
âFor someone as kind as Liya, the scenes inside must be terrifying.â
âYou like that person named Liya?â Rabbit tilted her head.
âYeah,â Muen answered. âJust like you like the sun.â
âThen donât give up.â
Rabbit swung her pickaxe like a general brandishing a sword, baring her teeth in a fierce grin. âI donât know if the sun is waiting for me, but sheâs definitely waiting for you.â
âYou little brat, what do you know?â
Muen laughed and cursed. âDo I look like the type whoâd give up?â
Yes, of course he wouldnât give up.
Because heâd told the girl to wait for him.
So even knowing how terrifying the things inside were, he still stood here.
âI said Iâd make you a Saintess.â
Muen pushed open the door, stepping into a world of both darkness and light.
âIâm here to keep my promise, Liya.â