"Ariel, what are you doing?"
"I'm getting stronger!"
That year in Belrand, everything was blanketed in snow, and winter was exceptionally cold.
Somewhere in the Lower District, in a secluded, desolate little courtyard, a little girlâonly about as tall as a windowsillâwas working hard, repeating her swings with the wooden sword in her hands.
The wooden sword was rough and crude. It obviously wasnât something bought from a shopâmore like someone had just found a suitable strip of wood, shaved off the bark, and sanded it a little.
But to the little girl, this was an incredible toy, or rather, a weapon. It was her ninth birthday present.
"Hey... ha!"
The thin little girl kept waving the wooden sword, training again and again with moves sheâd secretly learned from a martial arts school two blocks away. After long practice, she even looked somewhat proper.
"Why do you want to get stronger, Ariel?"
A frail woman leaning against the windowsill watched her, asking gently.
"Because I want to protect Mom!"
Ariel raised the wooden sword and shouted, "As long as I get strong enough, no bad people will dare bully Mom again!"
"Pff... Ariel is so cute."
The woman laughed happily. The little girlâs words were warmer than any stove in the world, enough to light up the empty pallor inside her heart.
Unfortunately, warmth of the heart couldnât extend to the body.
The woman coughed weakly, then reached out her bony, clearly-jointed hand and caught a few snowflakes drifting down from the sky.
It was snowing again.
Back when she lived in the countâs estate, people there always liked days like thisâbecause there was hot tea, fireplaces, beautiful scenery, and play in the snow. Noble ladies would hold tea gatherings in the white, snow-covered garden, sharing little poems about snow. Polite men would talk grandly in warm rooms, then invite the ladies back from tea to dance.
But in the Lower District, every snowfall was the Goddessâs trial upon the weakest, the most helpless people in this world.
The trial was cold, ruthlessâand not fair at all.
The woman knew her own body well. She had a premonition she might not survive this trial.
Still, she forced herself to perk up, smiling as she scolded and âȘ NĐŸvĐ”lŃgÒ»t âȘ (Official version) waved outside.
"Alright, itâs snowing. Come inside. If you keep running around like that, youâll get hungry again so fast..."
"Iâm not hungry!"
The little girl bounced in place. "Mom, lookâI still have half a piece of black bread the neighbor uncle gave me yesterday!"
"You little thing, always so stubborn. I donât even know who you take after. Come inâget under the blankets and warm up."
"Okay, Iâm coming."
The "heyâha" outside turned into laughter and playful noise inside. That time was so brief, and so beautiful.
...
But at the end of that winter, the woman still didnât make it to spring.
The little girl, now ten, was still dressed just as thinly. She stood on a street where patches of snow still remained, silently staring at that courtyardâsmall and secluded, yet the last place that had belonged to her and her motherânow taken by the neighbor uncle in the name of guardianship.
In her mind, she replayed the last words the woman had spoken as she died.
"Ariel... even though your father... that man is a complete piece of trash, I donât actually hate him. I knew there would never be a good ending between him and me. I knew it... and I still chose to rush into the flames like a moth. Even now, I still love him. Iâm stupid, right?"
"Iâm worried, Ariel. Youâre stubborn like meâonce you set your mind on something, youâll never turn back... Someone like you will suffer so, so much in the future. But by then, I wonât even be able to hug you."
"Iâm sorry... leaving you alone. Mom is a useless mother. I canât leave you much, so... get stronger the way you want to. Get strongerâstronger than Mom, stronger than that man, stronger than everyone. And then... even if youâre as stubborn as you are, youâll still be able to live happily."
"You must find your own happiness, Ariel."
...
"So stupid."
The girl pressed her forearm hard over her eyes, refusing to let weak tears fall.
"Mom is so stupid."
Someone who had never gotten much happiness, forcing someone else to be happyâwas there anything more foolish, more unreasonable than that?
Still, there was one thing she hadnât been wrong about.
Even if you get deceived, even if you get abandoned, even if you end up with nothing... only power and strength earned step by step would never betray you.
"Donât worry, Mom."
Ariel lowered her head and looked at the bloodstained wooden sword in her hands. It was about to breakâjust like her childhood, cut off abruptly.
"Iâll get stronger, and then Iâll find my own happiness."
The first ray of spring sunlight spilled across the street, like the thin gauze decorations at a festival, holding a ceremony for this girl who had nothingâone that, for her, came far too early.
Flames blazed behind her, burying her past along with itâalong with that weak, pitiful mother.
...
"Ariel, what are you doing?"
Under the sunset, a cute little girl peeked out from behind a big tree, only half her head showing.
"Itâs Liya. Canât you see? Iâm getting stronger!"
"But youâve been training for hours. Arenât you going to rest?"
"Just a little more. Just a little more training and Iâll be done. Iâm not like you, Liyaâfavored by the Goddess, with such high Holy Light affinity, even qualified to go study in the Holy City."
Ariel was drenched in sweat. Sheâd practiced this one slashing motion tens of thousands of times. And thanks to that, she was the best fighter among all the children in the whole conventâalso, of course, the most hated by the nun matrons.
"Mm... I actually wanted Ariel to go with me." Liya puffed her cheeks.
"Iâm not going. If I go to the Holy City, the conventâs nun matrons will probably glare me to death."
More importantly, a normal person like her with zero Holy Light affinity would only become the most ordinary of nuns in the Holy City anyway. Not only would there be no room to get strongerâsheâd be bound up by tedious church rules. Ariel couldnât stand that.
"If Liya would feel lonely alone..." Ariel stopped, her dark eyes spinning. "Then why donât you marry me early? If you marry me, even if I get glared to death, Iâll go with you."
"Are we playing house? Okay, okay! Iâll be the mom!" Liya blinked and clapped excitedly.
"Tch... looks like the frog still needs to boil in warm water for a while." Ariel clicked her tongue.
"Frog? Warm water?"
"Nothing. Letâs go back together. By the wayâdid your bust get bigger again lately? You big milk cow. Youâre only twelve!"
"I didnât! Itâs just that youâre too small... heehee. Iâm sorry, I wonât say it. Donât tickle, donât tickleâah, itâs so itchy, I give up..."
...
...
"Ariel, what are you doing?"
"Iâm getting strongerâwah! What the hell are you, a ghost?"
"Iâm the soul of someone who died hundreds of years ago. Now Iâm residing in the ring on your finger. Itâs because I was nourished by your battle qi that I was able to awaken."
The shadowy figure drifting out of the ring had a graceful outline and a lovely body. She looked like the pretty big sister next door, but the matureâeven weatheredâair she unintentionally gave off was something not even the weird old man Ariel had met on the street could compare to.
That old man had even given her some martial-arts manual, claiming that as long as she trained seriously, with her once-in-ten-thousand genius talent, she would definitely become a top-tier powerhouse who dominated a region someday.
"A ring... nourishment? Ahâdonât tell me itâs because of you that my training progress lately..."
"Ahem. That kind of thing isnât important."
"No, itâs obviously important! Itâs because my training hasnât been making progress that black-eating-black has gotten harder and harder lately. Iâm about to not even afford black bread anymore. How are you going to compensate me?!"
"I said itâs a small matter."
The beautiful phantom suddenly leaned in, staring into Arielâs eyes. "I ask you, Ariel Bugaard. Iâve taken a liking to your temperament and talent, and Iâm convinced youâll become someone remarkable. Are you willing to become my disciple?"
"You can make me stronger?"
"Of course."
"How strong?"
"Very strong?"
"Dominate a region?"
"Pff. Whatâs that? Think bigger. After all, people in this world who still know ancient magic like I do... you probably canât even count them on one hand anymore." The phantom looked very proud. She even glanced casually at the manual Ariel had just gotten, then tossed it aside in disdain.
"Iâll make you one of the top strongest in this world. But the road youâre about to walk will be countless times harder than swinging a sword ten thousand times a dayâand you may even pay with your life. So think carefully."
"The... top strongest."
In that instant, Ariel did the fastest thinking of her entire lifeâand gave the fastest answer of her entire life.
"No. No need to think. Please help me get stronger, Teacher."
...
"Ariel, what are you doing?"
"Iâm getting stronger."
"Saint Maria Academy is one of the top institutions in Belrand. Youâll get a better education there. Do you want to go?"
"Yes."
...
"Ariel, what are you doing?"
"Iâm getting stronger."
"The Bugaard family can make you stronger. Do you want to come?"
"Yes."
...
"Ariel, what are you doing?"
"Iâm getting stronger."
"Ariel, what are you doing?"
"Iâm getting stronger."
"Ariel, what are you doing?"
"I..."
...
For ten years, ever since her mother died, Ariel had heard that question countless timesâand given the same answer countless times.
Some of the people who asked were those sheâd formed bonds with over the yearsâher closest ones.
Some were just passersby in her life, or people who had given her this kind of help or that kind of help, or people who had set this kind of obstacle or that kind of obstacle in her way.
Of course, whether it was help or obstacles, they all became nourishment for her advance.
But among all those people, there was one personâonly oneâshe hated to the extreme.
"Ariel Bugaard, what are you doing?"
"Iâm getting stronger."
"With you? That flat chest? That ironing board? Hahahaha. By the way, whatâs the point of you getting stronger? Youâd be better off making your chest bigger to please this young master."
It was that yellow-haired bastard. Relying on his family background, he strutted around the academy all day. One day, after he saw the training sheâd long since made a habit, he started mocking her.
Of course, someone like her whoâd crawled and fought her way up in the Lower District didnât care about mockery at all.
Only...
This yellow-haired bastard had dared to defile her determination to become strongerâdefile the persistence sheâd carried all this wayâso she didnât hesitate to send her fist into his annoying face.
Even if that meant provoking the dukeâs householdâan extremely troublesome enemy for her at the time.
So what? She believed she could solve it completely, just like sheâd solved countless troublesome things before.
A strong enemy would also become nourishment for her growthâ
"Ariel, what are you doing?"
"Again? Are you done yet, you bastardâhavenât you been hit enoughâ"
Ariel spun around furiously, wanting to give this clingy guy another punch, but before her fist could fly... she froze.
Because the one standing there was indeed that yellow-haired bastardâ
and yet, he was different from the yellow-haired bastard from before.
No arrogance of looking down his nose at people. No stupid contempt in his eyes. No gang of weird-looking lackeys following behind him at all times.
He just stood thereâelegant, easygoing, quiet, and... strong.
"I..."
Ariel looked at the greatsword that had somehow ended up clenched in her hand, and blurted out instinctively, "Iâm getting stronger."
"Getting stronger... why?"
"Of course itâs..."
Ariel went hazy.
How strange. It seemed like this was the first time sheâd ever been asked a question like that.
As if someone were asking herâyet also as if she were asking herself.
Why get stronger?
Of course, it was to do what her mother had said in her final words...
"To obtain happiness."
Whether it was never-relenting hard training, or crawling and fighting in harsh environments, or even starting ten years ago to slowly boil the frog in warm water, building the crystal palace she dreamed ofâeverything had been for that goal.
For happiness. To satisfy that stubborn, gluttonous, brave, strong Ariel Bugaardâwho hated men, who would do anything to get stronger, who would swallow every hardship and obstacle and turn it into nourishment for her growthâand also to fill the blank inside that little girl who lost everything at ten.
"For happiness... what a beautiful wish. But is there really a need to suffer this much?"
"Hah?"
A bad premonition immediately rose in Arielâs heart. "What do you mean?"
"I meanâthereâs a simpler way, isnât there?"
Suddenly, a bell rang.
White doves flew. Petals scattered. Beneath a sacred church, guests clapped and celebrated.
A solemn priest stood at the front, reciting a set of vows Ariel found strangely familiar.
"Ariel Bugaardâwhether in wealth or in poverty, whether in health or in sickness, whether... are you willing to become Muen Campbellâs wife?"
As if he thought heâd recited the vows with great emotion, the priest even nodded in satisfaction.
And on the other side, the yellow-haired bastard flamboyantly undid the buttons on his chest, baring his firmâ
"Go to hell! A dream with a sequel, huhâget lost!!!"
The scene shattered instantly.
Ariel opened her eyes. The anger in them still hadnât fadedâshe wanted to dive back into the dream and beat those bastards up again.
So gross.
Disgusting once wasnât enoughâso you had to do it a second time, huh?!
Sheâd finally... finally had a long-overdue dream about those things.
And that damn Muen Campbell had dirtied her determination again!
"Ow, ow, owâdamn it, where is this now?"
Ariel struggled to sit up. An unfamiliar ceiling, an unfamiliar illusion-realm, plus that dream just nowâhard to even describe, utterly fucking ridiculousâleft her head still dizzy.
Then, as Arielâs gaze shifted, she saw a familiar scene again.
A campfire flickered, casting a warm orange glow. And past the fire, a flawless beautiful face and long golden wavy hair even brighter than the flames filled her sight together.
"Miss Muse..."
That beautiful picture instantly washed the filth out of Arielâs mind, leaving her much more clearheaded.
"Awake?"
This time, Miss Muse wasnât personally cooking anything. She was fiddling with a silver bracelet on her wrist. When she saw Ariel sit up, she stopped, showing a calm, reassuring smile.
"I was...?"
"You fainted in the battle earlier. Luckily I woke up in timeâso for now, you can say I managed to bring you out and escape."
"Ah. I see."
Ariel smacked her forehead.
Rightâshe had been fighting earlier. But because her body was weak, and because of a small mistake or two, sheâd nearly lost her life.
"Then this place is...?"
"A fairly hidden house. After I woke up, while fighting those strange monsters, I discovered they seem to only be able to move within that fog, so I brought you here and sealed the entrance completely. For now, we can say weâve shaken off the pursuit."
"Is that so?"
Ariel swayed as she stood, looking around. This really was a cramped interior. These stone houses basically didnât even have windows, so as long as the entrance was sealed, it became nearly fully enclosed.
Her Heavenly Fire greatsword had been set to the side. When it saw Ariel stand, it immediately wobbled over, rubbing against her palm in a fawning way.
"Alright, alright. Iâm not blaming you. It was that kind of crisis, after all."
Ariel patted the hilt, soothing the living spirit inside, then gripped it in reverse and started walking around the room, dragging the greatsword behind her.
"Ariel, your wounds are still serious. Doing this..."
"Itâs fine, Miss Muse. I just want to confirm whether this place is enclosed enough."
Ariel made a full circuit of the room, tapping the walls now and then. Only after confirming it really was an extremely sealed space did she return to the campfire.
"The woundâs been bandaged again." She touched her thigh, where the earlier tear had been.
"Ah, sorryâthis was..."
"Itâs okay. I know Miss Muse did it for me. And besides, you saved me again, didnât you?"
Ariel showed a sweet smile, her gaze passing over the campfire again and landing on Miss Museâs pretty face.
So beautiful.
No matter how many times she looked, Ariel always had the same thought.
Those defined, perfect features. That pale, delicate skin. That golden wavy hair. That curvy figure... every single part of her hit Arielâs exact preferences.
She really wanted to pull Miss Muse into her arms and feed her grapes with her own hands.
But...
"Speaking of which, I just had a dream."
"Huh?"
"I dreamed of my mother. Itâs been so long since I dreamed of her. In the dream she told me, Ariel, you must find a girl you truly like."
"Wait, wait, waitâ"
Miss Muse reacted violently, waving her hands. "Why are we suddenly talking about that?"
"Hm? Whatâs wrong with it?" Ariel tilted her head in confusion.
"That... I think... between us, talking about that kind of topic isnât very good."
Miss Muse awkwardly rubbed her upper arm with her palm. There were even beads of cold sweat on her forehead.
That kind of openingâlike it was building up to a confessionâhe really couldnât handle it.
"Is that so? Then letâs change the topic."
Ariel didnât seem to insist.
That made Miss Muse let out a long breath. Anything was fine, as long as Arielâs feelings toward "Miss Muse" didnât rise to yet another levelâthank the heavens.
Otherwise, getting chopped into mince later would probably count as the âlightâ outcome.
"Then... what should we talk about?" To be safe, Miss Muse quickly tried to steer the conversation elsewhere.
"Talk about what... let me think... right. Weâll talk about this."
Ariel suddenly clapped her hands, and thenâ
With a metallic ring, she slammed Heavenly Fire down hard, stabbing it into the ground in front of her. She lifted her head and stared straight into the eyes of the breathtaking girl across the fire.
"Miss Muse, you... who are you, really?"
"Hah?"
In an instant, sweat poured from Miss Muse like a spring. Trembling, she said,
"A-Ariel... what are you saying? Iâm Muse. Who else would I be..."
"Stop lying, Miss Muse. I admit Iâm a bit of a romance-brain, but Iâm not stupid. On the contraryâmost of the time Iâm sharp as hell."
Ariel spoke each word as if she meant to rip the false mask off this "Miss Muse" right in front of her.
"Youâve disguised yourself, havenât you."