Chapter 1216: Chapter 1216: The Inner World of Lu Jianan
The two parted ways at the fork in the road, with Lu Jianan heading home. From a distance, near the courtyard wall, he saw a familiar figure and, upon closer inspection, he recognized it to be Song Zishan.
âWhy are you here?â Lu Jianan scrutinized Song Zishanâs face, and although she wore a hat and mask and was in a turtleneck sweater, he could still make out the bruises on her face.
âJianan, youâre here, thatâs great, I was looking for you!â Song Zishan excitedly grabbed Lu Jiananâs arm, âYou have to help me get revenge, help me vent. I want to kill Su Wen, I canât swallow this feeling unless sheâs dead.â
Lu Jiananâs heart skipped a beat and he violently shook off Song Zishanâs hand, âAre you crazy?â
âIâm not crazy, Iâm very calm.â Song Zishan, after being shaken off, also calmed down and stared coldly at Lu Jianan.
âWhat? You donât want to? I havenât seen anyone since I came back from the Province. I havenât even been home; I came straight to you,â Song Zishanâs voice rose. âYouâve already betrayed me once, do you want to betray me again?â
âHow did I betray you?â
âHeh!â Song Zishan scoffed, her eyes dark and chilling.
âYou know very well. You want to be friends with Su Wen, you admire her, like her. Am I wrong? Although you keep telling me that you wonât associate with her, your heart thinks otherwise.â
Lu Jianan was taken aback and fell silent for a long time.
âSo Iâm right? Anyway, Su Wen has screwed me over this time, everyoneâs talking. But so what? I am still me.â Song Zishan lifted her chin proudly, looking down at Lu Jianan with disdain.
âDo you know why Iâm angry? Because you lied to me. What you promised me and what you really think in your heart are completely different. Iâd rather you told me straight up, said that you admire Su Wen, said that I am me, and she is she. But you didnât. You were aggrieved, you accommodated, all while I thought I was making selfless sacrifices for you.â
âThatâs not true.â Lu Jiananâs voice became weaker, even she felt a lack of conviction.
âWhether it is or isnât, you know in your heart. Deep down, you must be touched by my devotion over the years, right? Think youâre noble? My willfulness and arrogance must have highlighted your cleverness and wisdom, havenât they?â
âIâŠâ Lu Jianan stumbled backward, her mind a tangled mess.
Song Zishanâs words struck her heart like a sharp knife, forcefully exposing wounds she had never realized were hidden deep inside.
Her thoughts were chaotically spinning; she didnât want to admit it, instinctively feeling it wasnât true.
Yet Song Zishanâs words were so piercing that she couldnât bear them.
âI bet everyone is saying how amazing you are now, my former reputation was your diligent work. Maybe even my Big Brother sees you in a new light, Xu Junfeng and Xu Xiyi probably think highly of you too, right? Youâre successful now, youâve gained their approval, and you can be the winner in life.â
âItâs not like that, itâs not like that.â
âThen how is it?â
âIâŠâ
âCanât say it, can you?â Song Zishan scoffed, interrupting with a look that was ominous and frightening, âOnce you left me, I became a discarded pawn, you must feel so proud, right?â
âNo, itâs not like that, I⊠Iâm really worried.â
âNo, no, no.â Song Zishan shook her head, âYouâre glad, because you feel free. From now on, you can get rid of me, the person whoâs standing in your way, the annoyance in your sight.â
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