"How is your body feeling?"
"Strangely... the pain has subsided remarkably. I've never had painkillers work on internal pain before. It's curious."
Kishiar, with an emotionless expression, calmly reported his condition.
"May I ask what kind of herbs you used?"
"It's a mix of things I can and can't talk about, so Iâd rather not say."
"I figured as much. I suspected something when I realized the medicine you gave me was different."
At those words, Inon's handsâwhich had been moving nonstop during their conversationâpaused for a moment.
"...All the pills came from the same case. How could you tell?"
"Even if they look identical and are stored together, you can't completely hide the scent if the ingredients differ. Especially when there's a trace of mana mixed in."
The last part was spoken quietly, low enough that only Inon could hear. Kishiar tilted his head slightly, continuing without pause.
"It's true that the best way to conceal a special card is to hide it among similar ones. But even so, thatâs quite a particular method for differentiating. Honestly, it was so precise that it caught me off guard."
Inonâs golden eyes narrowedâpartly in disbelief, partly in irritation, and partly in admiration.
"Heh... The brat who handles that medicine with me every day didnât even notice, yet you figure it out after one dose? If youâd been born five hundred years earlier, you couldâve ruled the world as an archmage."
"Iâve heard that a few times."
Kishiar nodded slightly, without a smile.
"But someone wise like you knows that just being sensitive to mana doesnât automatically make one a good mage, right? Magic is difficult. Itâs harsh on the body. Even if Iâd been born then, I wouldnât have become a mage."
"......."
"Donât worry. The truth is, unless you noticed the difference between my dose and Yuderâs despite them coming from the same bottle, you wouldn't have realized there was mana in them. If I could barely catch it, no one else ever will."
Yuder had spoken often enough about how Kishiar wasnât ordinary. But seeing that ability firsthand like thisâeven someone as experienced â NĐŸvĐ”lŃĐłht â (Donât copy, read here) as Inon couldnât help but feel slightly taken aback.
Even in the days when Awakeners were more common, Inon had never seen someone with so many abilities, who could use them all so organicallyâand stay sane. Not since the day he came into being and began to observe the world alone.
With only a small clue, Kishiar had not only deduced the medicineâs hidden natureâsomething invisible to the eyeâbut also uncovered Inon's intent behind it, and then responded with a perfect answer. From the other side of the conversation, he was the worst kind of person to deal withâsharp, thorough, and endlessly aggravating.
âSo basically... heâs saying, âYeah, I know you mixed something in, but I trust you and took it anywayâso itâs fine. I get it.ââ
If someone else had heard this, it might not have sounded unusual coming from a high-ranking officer speaking to a mere Cavalry pharmacist. But if you listened carefully, there was something subtleâintended only for Inonâthat came through in his tone and word choice.
It sounded like condescension, but it wasnât truly that. His eyes, his attitudeâsomething was slightly off from how youâd treat a subordinate. Kishiar clearly understood that Inon wasnât an ordinary person. He respected that line, and didnât cross it.
âHis bodyâs half-ruined, and he still has the clarity to do this? Heâs completely nuts.â
Of course, if weâre measuring ânuts,â no one could outdo the guy passed out under Inonâs hands right now. But Kishiar certainly gave him a run for his money.
They say people are drawn to those who resemble them. That old saying had never rung truer. Whether it was Yuder, lying there shattered after sacrificing himself in battle, or Kishiar, who might not look as beaten but was clearly hiding just as much internal wreckageâthey were both just... exhausting.
Inon stared quietly at a man who, if he were anyone else, wouldâve been long dead or screaming on the floor in madness. And yet, even now, as they talked, Kishiarâs gaze never strayed from Yuder. His words and thoughts might have been focused elsewhere, but his eyes spoke only one truth.
That eased Inonâs fury just a little. Very little.
âDamn it. Iâm a fool for getting emotionally attached.â
Inon turned his head abruptly and spoke.
"You probably already figured this out, but the pill you just took is nothing more than a temporary painkiller. We canât do anything more in this state, so donât use your energy. Donât moveânot even a finger, unless you absolutely must. Iâll give you two more. Take them if the pain gets worse."
Kishiar accepted the pills, looked at them, and nodded.
"Understood. Just having the pain ease this much already feels like a miracle. I wonât ask for more. However..."
For the first time, Kishiar trailed off mid-sentence. Inon asked gruffly:
"Howeverâwhat?"
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"...That thing. The one thatâs spread through Yuderâs body. Do you think it can be cured?"
"......."
Inon turned his gaze toward Yuder, still lying still, heat radiating from his body. Without needing to say it outright, they both knew what âthat thingâ meantâthe power absorbed from the Red Stone, which had spread through his bloodstream as dark red, almost black veins.
Even Inon rarely dared to speculate on it.
It was the raw, undiluted energy of the Red Stone. And yet, Yuder had absorbed it into his body... survived it... and even learned to wield it.
"It flares up whenever Yuder uses his Awakener powers. Usually, it stays in the same areas, then fades over time. But if he goes beyond his normal limitsâhits some kind of wallâit spreads farther than usual."
"......."
"I've watched it many times. I came to believe it was Yuderâs own kind of... âchoice.â He knows it will hurt him. He knows the price. But he breaks through anyway, every timeâchoosing the pain, letting âthat thingâ spread. And in doing so, he taps into power that would otherwise be impossible."
Inonâs eyes twitched slightly at those words.
"Tell me more."
"Earlier, when he had to finish off Hosanra... Yuder had nothing left. No energy for offense, not even enough to defend himself. And yetâ"
A sudden burst of flame erupted from his sword, and Yuder pierced through Hosanra with that power. At the same time, the black veins surged through his body more widely than ever beforeâcovering him almost entirely.
Kishiar had been the closest witness. No one else could have understood it as deeply as he hadânot like Yuder himself, perhaps, but close enough.
There shouldâve been nothing left in him. No power. And yet, he broke through. So where did that strength come from? The answer lay in the black veins that now covered him.
Kishiar, having finished explaining, looked at Inon.
"When everything was over, I asked him: did you choose that?"
Inon crossed his arms and looked down at Yuder before replying.
"So, what did the bastard say?"
"...He said yes."
"......."
A cold silence passed between them.
"...Hah."
Inon ran a hand through his hair and exhaled sharply. The sigh, heavy with irritation and rage, also carried an undeniable trace of anguish.
"This idiot... What the hell... What were the rest of you even doing while heâ"
"I was one of the reasons he made that choice. I have nothing to say in my defense."
"...Ugh!"
Inon clenched his fist, trembling in frustration at Kishiarâs blunt admission of guilt.
"This isnât the time to be pointing fingers, so letâs just skip that. Okay?"
"......."
"Haa... If that bastard were awake, Iâd smack his head ten times already. But since I canât, Iâll let it go. Anywayâlook. I canât say for certain whether this thing spreading through him will get better."
At those definitive words, the red light in Kishiarâs lone eye dimmed.
"In that case..."
"But that doesnât mean heâs going to die. Youâve seen himâthis isnât the first time heâs come back from the brink. And you, of all people, should know that best."