The second dance unfolded with far more freedom than the first.
Yuder moved with the music, caring little for anything else. Though his dancing wasnât particularly refined, it hardly matteredâhis partner was someone who could match his every step, no matter how he moved.
Unlike during the lancha, now their legs tangled, and there were moments when their faces came so close that their breaths brushed and tickled against each other's skin. Yuder found it pleasant. He leaned back into the hand supporting his back without hesitation, tilting his head. In the moment their eyes locked, his gaze captured an unexpected warmth and depthâlike springwater glistening in sunlightâthat left him feeling strangely full, a kind of satisfaction he rarely experienced.
Yuder opened his lips, speaking quietly enough that only Kishiar could hear.
âYou may have already guessed, but you were the one who first taught me this.â
â...Yes. I thought so.â
Kishiar had noticed it long agoâhow Yuderâs smallest movements, even during their very first dance rehearsal, resembled his own. Yuder himself hadnât realized it at the time, but in hindsight, it was natural. After all, it had been Kishiar from his previous life who first taught him how to dance.
âI did learn the formal gestures and etiquette used when offering a dance... but Iâd never once used them with anyone before.â
Kishiarâs ~NĐŸvĐ”lđght~ expression changed for a moment.
Yuder gave a faint smile.
âSo this... is the first time.â
He had once danced with Kachien, yesâbut that had been for the sake of a quiet conversation, hidden from others. It hadnât felt like this. He hadnât used the formal etiquette then.
His previous life had been even bleaker than this one. There hadnât even been someone like Kachien to use dancing as a means of connection.
He had been an Omega, treated as neither man nor woman, scorned for being a lowborn commoner, feared for rumors that he couldâand didâkill people with terrifying strength when angered. Who would want to dance with a monster like that? Even if he had extended a hand, no one would have taken it.
There were times when he was required to participate in dances by Emperor Kachianâs orderâgroup lancha sessions where he was paired at randomâbut those were brief, impersonal.
When the dance ended, he would immediately leave. No one ever offered him a dance, and he never returned the gesture.
Well, he thought, I did offer plenty of solos.
At official gatherings that required a partner, he often brought the deityâs envoy or Deputy Commander Ever, neither of whom danced. In time, once Yuderâs position solidified, the Emperor stopped caring whether he brought a partner at all.
The spot most familiar to him in those days was the one where he could protect Emperor Kachian from assassinsâbeneath the podium, in the shadows.
He never once wanted to join the dancing.
He had never, until today, formally asked someone to dance.
Until now.
âYou were curious about who Iâd choose for my second dance... because you were confident Iâd dance the first with you.â
It was natural to assume the first dance would be with Kishiar, especially after he publicly declared Yuder his official partner. But the second... that was a different story.
âIn truth, for me, thereâs no difference between the first, second, or third.â
Yuder whispered, putting into words the most sincere truth he could offer.
âUnless something extraordinary happens... or even if it does... I donât think Iâll ever extend my hand to anyone else the way I just did. Thatâs what I believe.â
For a moment, the hand on his waist tightened. So much so that Yuderâs muscles twitched with surprise.
But the grip loosened just as quickly, as if it had never been there.
Kishiar wasnât the type to do anything unintentionally. The momentary loss of control was rareâand entirely genuine.
There was no longer any trace of a smile on Kishiarâs face.
âWas my question too frivolous for such a serious answer?â
â...No. Not at all.â
As Yuder tried to get a better look at him, Kishiarâs leg hooked around his ankle, pulling him in close again. Their shoulders brushed, and Kishiar leaned down, exhaling a warm, shaky breath.
â...What do I even do now.â
That breath carried an awkward tangle of emotions: surprise, embarrassment, joy, longingâan overwhelming mixture barely kept in check.
âIf I were more composed, Iâd have laughed and told you not to take my second-dance question seriouslyâit was half a joke. Iâd have said it was an honor to be your first official dance partner.â
â...â
âBut I canât. I canât say it like it means nothing. My head and my body feel completely disconnected. I used to think no one could outdo me in shameless confidence, but today Iâm not even sure I can speak.â
Because the feelings heâd tried to suppress were becoming too much.
When he finally lifted his head again, his eyes were flushed with color. And though it wasnât the right time or place, Yuder couldnât help but recall how Kishiar looked in bed that night.
Kishiar closed his eyes for a moment, breathed deeply, and opened them again. It was enough to rein in the emotions on his face and return to his usual composure. But it was only a surface calm.
In the depths of those red eyesâwhat the world could not seeâwas a heat Yuder could feel, burning in silence.
âCan I ask just one thing?â
âYes.â
âWhile we were dancing... did you enjoy it, even for a moment?â
Thatâs the question? Yuder thought.
He looked at the man who was still dancing with him and gave his reply.
âYouâre asking a question that doesnât even need an answer.â
â...â
âFor the first time in my life, I enjoyed dancing.â
And with those words, Kishiar smiledâa smile unlike any heâd shown before. Brighter, fuller, and impossible to mistake.
â
The dance between Yuder Aile and Duke of Peleta, Kishiar la Orrâso far from fiery or dramaticânonetheless stirred profound emotions in those watching.
The fact that so many more people joined the Abitan dance after their performance was proof enough.
Duke Mayraâs succession ceremony ended with a tone completely unlike those of the pastâbut in no way was it a bad thing.
However, for one person, the end of the party marked the beginning of a nightmare.
âMegdolgen Mizelskhan. Youâve got a lot of nerveâstealing an invitation and committing those disgusting acts. Who gave you that fake invitation?â
âI told you! I won it off someone at a gambling den! Whoever it was, what does it matter? If I had the invitation, I shouldâve been allowed in! I even threw away all the stuff that was in my pocket!â
After the party ended, Megdolgen was dragged into a basement beneath the manor, bound and already under interrogation. Though terrified, he tried to keep a defiant faceâespecially in front of Kachien Bollenvalt, who watched silently from a distance.
âStuff in your pocket? You make it sound like someone else put it there.â
âSeems youâre still not grasping the situation,â another voice cut in coldly. âHouse Hern kept exact records of where every invitation for this succession was sent. The one you brought doesnât existâit was never printed by House Hern. And yet... the paper, the handwriting, everything is perfectly replicated. Now, how did you get your hands on that?â
â...What?â
âIf you donât give a proper answer, you might not live to regret it.â
âW-wait. What did you say?â
Megdolgen may have been slow, but he wasnât stupid. He understood now that his life was at stake.
âI-I swear itâs the truth! I really won it in a card game! There was this fifth son from Baron Vireunâs house... or was it some guy from Aeyar? IâI donât remember! I beat him, andâ!â
â...â
âHe says he was too drunk to remember... but we've confirmed that none of the people he mentioned were even there that night,â Kanna said flatly, standing beside Kachien with a blank expression. âThereâs clearly some external force at play.â