âIt was not long after you were granted your title, right? Back then, we were betting on whether youâd show up or not, all still giddy from just becoming members of the Cavalry.â
â......â
âI bet youâd come, but honestly, deep down I thought it wouldnât be strange if you didnât. I mean, Gakein did bring you in the end, but... it felt like if he hadnât, you really wouldnât have come. Ah. Am I overanalyzing?â
Yuder looked at Everâs smiling face and quietly shook his head.
âNo. Youâre right. If Gakein hadnât come that time, I probably wouldnât have gone.â
âKnew it.â
Ever burst into laughter and sat across from Yuder. As food and drink began to flow, many had left their original seats. Kanna and Gakein had also been drawn elsewhere, leaving the space beside Yuder vacant.
Just like back then, someone had picked up an old instrument left in the corner and was now playing an impressively decent tune. Others clapped, sang along, or danced nearby. The difference was that the atmosphere now felt much more familiar, more intimate. It looked like people were doing as they pleased, but somehow, they moved as one.
Free, yet united.
Different, yet somehow bonded like blood kin.
If one had to describe that strange feeling with a single word, it would probably beâ
âA sense of belonging...â
âYuder. Back then, when I asked you to dance, you said no. What about now? Still not in the mood?â
Ever threw out another question. After a brief moment of thought, Yuder replied.
âItâs not that I dislike dancing, or feel unwilling like I did then... But if itâs a partnered dance, Iâll have to decline.â
The reason was simple. He had promised that the first dance requiring a partner would be with Kishiarâand he had meant it. Since Kishiar wasnât here now, naturally, he couldnât agree.
Ever blinked, clearly surprised by the answer.
âDidnât expect that. Youâre turning it down because of... the Commander?â
â......â
It hadnât been long since Kanna and Gakein had realized the nature of their relationship. And now, it seemed Ever had caught on too. As Yuder was thinking this, Ever leaned forward with a serious expression and whispered behind her hand.
â...I see. You and the Commander are truly doing this for the sake of Second-Genders. Staying true to your mission wherever you go...â
That was... not what heâd expected. Ever seemed firmly convinced that Yuder and the Commander were still operating under the same ideals they had shared at the palace banquet. For the first time in a while, Yuder felt a flicker of genuine confusionâworse than when Meghna had suddenly launched a surprise attack during their spar.
âKnowing that, itâs no wonder the Commander cares so deeply for you. I get it. I know how much you push yourself for your goals, Yuder. I really do.â
No, that wasnât it. At least not at the recent succession party. At that event, Yuder Aile had indulged in his desires more than anyone. But before Yuder could say anything, Ever continued, frowning faintly.
âIâm an Alpha too, and I wanted to ask if that was okay... but Iâve realized something from the parties Iâve attendedâand from dancing with Elre this time. People only look at my status and First-Gender when I dance. They donât care about my rank or that Iâm Second-Gender. Even if they know, they donât mention it. Thatâs what you and the Commander are trying to change, right?â
â...Itâs hard to argue, since sheâs not wrong in the big picture.â
Yuder caught sight of Fruelle nearby, holding a drink and glancing curiously in their direction, clearly intrigued by Everâs intense speech.
âI only vaguely sensed it at the palace banquet, but now Iâm sure. So as Deputy Commander, and as someone who likes and respects you, I wonât act on personal feelings. But... if itâs not a partnered dance, is it okay?â
Ever smiled as she finished, gently setting down her glass.
And then, shortly afterâ
âWaaaah!â
âNo way! Did Yuder really come out to dance?!â
Yuder, led by Ever, stepped into the open area where others were dancing. The musicians spotted him with visible confusion, clearly unsure if he really meant to dance. But Ever raised her voice without hesitation.
ââThe Day Spring Comes!â Play that one!â
The Day Spring Comes was one of the most famous folk songs, known to all. It was traditionally sung to celebrate the end of winter and the arrival of spring. With its upbeat melody and cheerful lyrics, it was often used as a dance tuneâbut not for complex partner dances. Rather, it required only simple group steps, performed together to invoke joy and abundance.
Prompted by Everâs shout, the musicians with old string instruments and drums quickly switched the tune. Their fingers flew, and a bright, high-pitched sound filled the space. Cheers broke out at once.
Responding to that cheer, Ever spun with one arm on her waist and the other performing a hand gesture as she twirled in place.
âEver! Ever! Ever!â
âAha! In our region, we didnât do that with the hand! Guess itâs my turn!â
Some excited members climbed up on chairs and jumped down to dance beside Ever. One held both hips and added more footwork. Another spun wildly with arms raised. Though everyone danced differently, their synchronized turns to the right, then left, gave off an oddly joyful sense of unity.
âYuder!â
Yuder looked at Ever as she called his name with a smile, her hand beckoning gently.
He sighed, then stepped in beside her and raised a hand.
â...Well, itâs not like I donât know what this is.â
In the village Yuder had grown up in, this song had always played during small festivals at the end of winter. His grandfather had said it celebrated surviving winter and welcomed the coming spring. People would laugh and spin in circles around the biggest tree in the villageâjust like the laughter filling the air here and now.
âWow. So many amazing things to see tonight!â
Seeing Yuder spinning with the others, the members howled with laughter and chanted his name. A few quickly jumped in to join the dance by his side.
âCanât miss this chance!â
Kannaâs eyes sparkled as she joined in.
âSo thatâs how they danced in your village, huh? I used to watch others dance in secret when I was little... but in Ulan, weââ
Gakein appeared with a wide grin, arms crossed in a stylish pose, and showed off graceful movements.
âM-me too!â
Elpokin, who had been crouching in the back with his large wings tucked to avoid bumping anyone, couldnât resist the urge anymore and shuffled into the dance.
âThis reminds me of the last time I danced this with my brother. I never thought Iâd get to dance again... but Iâm sure Maiki wouldnât mind if I had a little fun today.â
Half-dizzy from spinning, Marin whispered to Yuder with a soft smile as they passed each other.
âHey, Yuder. Remember when we went into the sea? Back then, I was totally lacking in confidence, but you said something to me, remember...?â
Happily drunk, Steber skipped his usual habit of saying he needed to go home and instead reminisced about the day the waves came crashing in.
âToo bad the Commander couldnât come. Wouldâve been perfect if he had. Donât you think? Do they dance like this at the palace too? Ever seen it?â
Yergin Shiller, missing the Commanderâs presence, whispered conspiratorially to Yuder, clearly thinking he would understand.
âDeputy Commander. Priest Lusan keeps asking me to explain that card game you taught us. What should I do? Should I... really teach him? Is that okay...?!â
Gloena, her face dead serious, asked quicklyâbut then was swept away by the crowd before Yuder could respond, blinking in surprise at his nod.
Every spin brought him into light contact with someone. Shoulders bumped, toes stepped on. The [N O V E L I G H T] chaotic instrument playing was offbeat and disharmoniousâgenerously speaking, it couldnât be called skilled.
But nothing felt unpleasant.
The small exchangesâmeaningless on the surfaceâheld sincerity. Fleeting as they were, they struck with enough force to leave long-lasting memories.
As Yuder made a full circle and returned to his original place, he remembered what Kishiar had told him once: that he should spend time talking with his fellow members.
âSo this is what he meant... This is the feeling he wanted me to have.â
It was different from the time he had spent with Kishiar.
But the sense of easeâit was the same.