A birthday. To Yuder, that was an endlessly unfamiliar word.
Among the commoners of the Orr Empire, once they grew up and aged, few bothered to mention their birth date or celebrate it with anyone other than family. Even among the Cavalry membersâmost of whom came from commoner backgroundsâalmost no one made a point of observing their own birthday.
Where Yuder had grown up, in a mountainous region in the central provinces, that tendency was even stronger. His grandfather, for instance, had never once properly revealed the exact date of his own birthday before he died.
Whenever young Yuder's birthday approached, his grandfather would sometimes prepare a slightly better meal than usual or handcraft a small item for him. But that was all. After his grandfather passed, Yuder lived on barely registering the concept of that word.
That hadnât changed even in his previous life, during the time when he was regarded as standing at the pinnacle of power. Gifts sent arbitrarily by those trying to curry favor with him were merely a nuisance, and he couldnât understand why anyone made such a fuss over what was, after all, just another day. Even when he was mocked by those who disliked him for failing to hide the âpoor manâs stinkâ characteristic of a commoner, Yuder had only clung more stubbornly to his beliefs.
âWhy should I listen to people whose only claim to fame is being born? Just because I was granted a title and became a noble doesnât mean I have to live like one of them.â
Being lumped in with people like that only made him all the more averse to things like birthdays. To him, his birthdayâand anyone elseâsâwas nothing more than a worthless piece of information not worth remembering.
There was only one exception. Only once had Emperor Kachien deliberately pinpointed someoneâs birthday and issued a âspecial missionâ because of it.
A vague echo of Kachienâs smiling voice surfaced in Yuderâs mind.
ââWinter will be over soon. This capital, thanks to its blessing, is never invaded by severe heat or cold, but in the north, I hear the wind still slices like a blade, and beasts freeze to death. That desolate, barren time, with nothing worth seeing, happens to be none other than the Duke of Peletaâs birthday. Did you know that?â
âNo.â
âDidnât he tell you? Well, that doesnât matter. Whatâs important is the recurring intelligence that whenever that time approaches, that secretive traitor tends to isolate himself. For some unknown reason, as his birthday nears, he sends most people away and keeps only a minimal presence around. Just yesterday, there were already reports that the knights guarding the castle and estate had begun to withdraw. Who knows what filthy deeds heâs up to, acting so suspiciously.â
â......â
âIf we miss this timing, weâll have to wait another year for the next chance to visit the Duke of Peletaâs castle as quietly as possible. Thatâs not something I desire. Do you understand what Iâm saying, Commander of the Cavalry?......â
â......â
âVery well. Iâll assign you a special mission. Show me your worthâgive me a reason to keep the Cavalry.â
That was how Yuder received his first special mission.
Just as the Emperor had said, Peleta at that time was bitterly cold and desolate. Oddly enough, there was almost no one guarding it.
Even the Dukeâs castle, perched atop cliffs battered by crashing waves, was no different. Yuder had expected at least Nathan Zuckerman, the Swordmaster and the Dukeâs aide, to remainâbut even he was nowhere to be found, and the place was simply quiet.
It was so dark, so cold, and so lonely that one would never guess it was the time leading up to the birthday of the last surviving noble-born member of the old royal line.
Yuder remembered up to the moment he donned a ragged black cloak and slipped into a secret passage through the aqueducts beneath the cliffâready to risk death.
He shook his head to clear away the thoughts.
The cold that had enveloped him moments ago melted away in an instant. His vision brightened, his ears cleared, and the present came sharply back into focus.
He wasnât standing in the dark halls of Peleta Castle.
He was in the heart of the Imperial Palace, where beautiful sparks from warm mana stone stoves danced in every direction.
â...Right. Well, in any case... thanks to that, I ended up finding out when Kishiarâs birthday is.â
Had it not been for Emperor Kachienâs command, Yuder might never have known when, or in what season, he took that manâs life. Thatâs because in his previous life, during the one year Kishiar had spent with the Cavalry, he had never properly revealed any personal information. Yuder didnât even know when Kishiarâs birthday was, or whether he had pushed people away on that occasion before heading to Peleta.
âStill, this time is different...â
He was surprised to realize, only after hearing Emperor Keillusaâs words, that the thought hadnât crossed his mind despite all the recent chaos.
He wondered if Kishiar himself truly didnât remember. But looking at Kishiarâs back as he conversed with the Emperor made it impossible to discern what he was thinking.
â......â
In the end, Yuder found himself heading to a meal with the Emperor, the Empress, Kishiarâand even Nathan Zuckerman.
The other Cavalry members, having not heard the conversation between the Emperor and Kishiar from the podium, seemed unbothered by the instruction to return on their own. Of course, Kanna and Kachien were exceptions. As Yuder was briefly speaking with the deputy commanders to ask them to lead the return, Kanna lowered her voice and asked:
âAre you okay, Yuder? I heard youâre going to eat with the Commander, but your eyes look a bit... different than usual. Did His Majesty say something to you...?â
He had, indeed. It just hadnât been about Yuder himself.
Yuder looked down at Kanna, who had quickly picked up on a subtle change that others hadnât noticed, then shifted his gaze. Kachien, standing nearby, looked over with eyes like a large dog whose tail had droopedâclearly worried in his own way.
Sensing the genuine concern from both of them brought swift clarity to the confusion swirling in his mind over this absurd and extraordinary situation. He shook his head toward them, indicating he was fine.
âItâs nothing. Iâll tell you later after I get back.â
He decided it wasnât right for him to be the one to bring up the information, not before Kishiar himself did. Fortunately, both Kanna and Kachien accepted his words without pushing further.
âHm... Alright. You have to tell me later, okay?â
The Cavalry departed. Yuder walked alongside Nathan Zuckerman, following the three members of the royal family, quietly observing his face.
âJudging by his expression alone, I canât tell if Nathan Zuckerman didnât know about Kishiarâs birthday... or if he did, and just kept silent.â
Knowing him, either was equally possible, which made it all the harder to guess.
âThis way. The meal has been prepared here. Please, come in.â
The Emperorâs steward, still as robust as ever, greeted them with polite decorum. The Empress whispered that this would be a special meal, and instead of the dining hall where they had previously eaten, they were guided to a far grander and more beautifully decorated room.
A room painted in soft yellow, its walls covered with portraits of modest gardens and children. It had such a gentle atmosphere that it was hard to believe it existed within the Imperial Palace at all.
âWas there a place like this in the First Palace?... As far as I recall, this side of the palace was used for storing unused furniture.â
It was a place Yuder had never visited, even in his previous life. But judging from the slightly different atmosphere among the royals, it clearly held special significance for them.
âYour Majesty. This place is...â
âI ordered the dust cleared because I thought it most fitting for dining with my younger brother after so long. What? You dislike it?â
âYou know thatâs not what I meant.â
Looking around the room, Kishiar relaxed his brows and smiled.
âIt has been a while. Everything looks exactly the same. It almost feels like Iâve jumped through time. Nathan, do you remember coming here before?â
âYes.â
Even Nathan Zuckerman seemed familiar with the place.
Fortunately, the roomâs identity was soon revealed. After they sat down, Kishiar leaned toward Yuder and whispered the answer.
âThis place is called the âLittle Dandelion Room.â Have you ever been here âbeforeâ?â
â...No.â
Kishiar didnât look the least surprised, as if he had âȘ NĐŸvĐ”lŃgÒ»t âȘ (Official version) expected that answer.
âThe former Empress was particularly fond of this place. The late Emperor often chose it when he wanted to create a cozy setting just for the family. Itâs been closed off for the past several years, though.â
Yuder focused more on Kishiarâs face as he spoke those words.
He looked just a little bitterâand at the same time, content.