A chill wind brushed against his skin.
Yuder slowly bowed his head in formal greeting, as one should before a royal.
â...I pay my respects to Your Highness the Crown Prince.â
His voice was slow, his expression unreadably calmâbut inside Yuderâs mind, thoughts spun rapidly, breathlessly.
I thought heâd been locked up in the palace ever since Kiole dragged him back from the South. So why is he here?
Had he come out with a purpose, or was it just a reckless whim? According to Kiole, the Sageâs death hadnât broken Kachianâs brainwashing. Judging by his face now, it was hard to tell if that was still true.
But... thereâs one thing I can be sure of. Heâs lost a frightening amount of weight.
The last time Yuder had seen Kachian properlyâand for the last timeâwas at a royal banquet. Back then, Kachian had been roped into the situation by Kishiar and foolishly declared heâd take full responsibility for Diarcaâs actions, before leaving the gathering in dramatic fashion.
Even though he was under the Sageâs brainwashing at the time, outwardly heâd looked no different than usual. But now his cheeks were sunken, his frame visibly gaunt. Even his smile lacked the dazzling quality it once hadâreplaced by something eerie, something uncanny.
Yuder glanced behind Kachian. Not a trace of another soul could be felt. That alone was uncharacteristicâKachian used to drag around an army of attendants just to flaunt them.
As Yuder slowly heightened his senses, Kachianâwho had been eyeing him just as cautiouslyâfinally spoke.
âI was resting, and suddenly heard people talking. The attendants were gossiping about the Cavalryâs return ceremony to the Imperial Palace today... and the unbelievable things that happened there.â
â......â
âEven if Iâm not a direct descendant... to not invite me, the Crown Prince, to such a joyous occasion? Truly heartless, donât you think?â
â......â
âI asked you a question. Do you dare ignore the Crown Princeâs words?â
Still smiling, but now with a voice that had hardenedâan oppressive tone, asserting his royal status to crush those beneath him.
Nothing about him was different from the past. But Yuder was no longer the Cavalry Commander who once obeyed the Emperorâs every order without question.
Come to think of it... this is the first time Iâm speaking to Kachian la Orr face to face since I returned.
Even before, when heâd «N.o.v.e.l.i.g.h.t» seen that face, he hadnât felt a burning desire for revenge, nor any particular discomfortâbut now, it was as if the man before him had completely dropped out of his field of interest. He felt absolutely nothing. Looking at a rock mightâve stirred more emotion. Yuder clearly realized just how much he had changed.
He exhaled slowly, then finally opened his mouth.
âIf Your Highness truly wishes to hear my thoughts... I shall speak. When you left for the South without informing anyone, what do you suppose His Majesty the Emperor and Her Majesty the Empress thought upon learning of it after the fact?â
âWhat?â
âPerhaps... they thought the same as what Your Highness just said.â
The smile tugging at Kachianâs lips vanished in an instantâhis face crumpling so fast it was almost audible.
âDo you have any idea what youâre saying right now?â
âYou asked for my thoughts. I simply gave them.â
âHow insolent. Youâve grown arrogant, hiding behind your master.â
âI never said those words on anyoneâs behalf. And the ones I follow are never behind me. They always stand ahead.â
Could Kachian la Orr even comprehend what he meant? Judging by his expression, apparently not.
Kachian clenched his jaw and glared at Yuder without even blinking. Yuder wouldnât have been surprised if he hurled something. But unexpectedly, the young prince composed himself rather quickly.
âWhat a pity. A dog that doesnât know when to tuck its tail will inevitably be put down by its master. And yet, here you are, barking away, unaware.â
â......â
âYou donât know it, but I do. I know just how two-faced the people here areâhow they only care for themselves. You might be basking in glory now, but it wonât last.â
It sounded like a full-blown curse. Yuder was considering whether to ask if he was done throwing them when Kachian suddenly changed his tone and smiled again.
â...But Iâm different.â
â......â
âI come from the outsideâIâm not stagnant. Thatâs why Iâm more generous toward newcomers like you. Fresh water must flow along new paths. Ever since I first saw you, I believed... if I could use your power to build the era I desire, it would be truly wonderful.â
Yuder had expected nothing Kachian said would surprise him anymoreâbut this, he hadnât seen coming. He stared straight into Kachianâs eyes.
Unbelievable. Heâs serious?
He had heard something similar in his previous life. Not long after Kachian ascended the throne, before his tyranny began and people still held hope in him. The young Emperor didnât just follow Diarcaâs guidance back thenâhe often spoke of remaking the world, saying grand things. One such remark had been directed at Yudrain Aile, the former Cavalry Commander.
âThe new Commander will be the one to open a new era.â
âI will build a new Empire alongside Yudrain Aile and the reborn Cavalry.â
âHis power belongs to the Emperor and the Empire. There is no need to fear it. Accept the Awakeners and work only for the Empireâs peace and prosperity.â
At the time, Yuder had even half-believed those words werenât wrong. No one had ever told himâand the Cavalryâthose things so clearly before. For a moment, heâd been genuinely pleased. Even though he killed Kishiar under the Emperorâs orders, by then it no longer felt like anything.
If the Cavalry could find a rightful place in the Empire without being shunnedâif a bit of hardship was all it tookâYuder thought it might be worth it. He believed that when Kachian dealt with him harshly but also at times kindly in public, it was all for show.
To prove that there was no need to fear Awakeners, that they werenât dangerous. That cooperating wasnât such a bad thing.
But looking back now... not a single part of it had been true. Kachian only ever used Yuder and the Cavalry for his own selfish gain. He never once did it for the good of the Empire.
If he really meant what he just saidâthinking he could win Yuder over the moment he laid eyes on himâthen all it meant was that he wanted another strong, obedient weapon to command.
He always knew how to spot what would benefit him the most, that one.
It was laughable. And bitter.
After everything that had happened... was he really still so confident he could use Yuder again? That was absurd. And yet it was a brutal reminderâsome things never change, even when the game is reset.
The man Yuder had seen in the futureâthe one who survived by throwing out every current powerâwas no different from them. He lived selfishly, filthier and crueler in some ways. Even when he claimed to embrace Awakeners, under his rule the Cavalry was nothing more than a useful weapon. Nothing more, nothing less.
And now, here stood the Crown Princeâso certain that he would never become that man. So convinced he was different. His eyes bore into Yuder as if to say: Just give me the sword and the chance to swing it, and Iâll make something of the world.
But the Yuder reflected in those eyes was no longer a man. He was a thing. A sword. An opportunity.
Unchanged from the past. And never to change.
Still... at least now I know exactly what to say. That alone is a relief.
Yuder opened his mouth, spitting the words like venomâdirected at the former Emperor and the foolish man he once was.
âI beg Your Highnessâs pardon... but do you know how the one who called himself the âSageâ died in the South?â