The underground chamber they had descended into was still brightly lit. But it wasnât the natural sunlight heâd seen before leavingâit was light spilling out from the lamps. Through the sliver in the research room door, glowing with a crimson hue, Yuder saw Inonâs back. He was sitting in a chair placed to directly face the treeâthe same one heâd been by before Yuder had woken up.
Maybe it was the way his back seemed strangely sunken, but the voice Yuder had intended to use to call out to him suddenly got stuck in his throat and retreated inward.
But Yuder didnât need to speak first. Inon, sensing a presence, turned his head and looked in his direction. His eyes narrowed subtly as he confirmed who it was.
âYou looked like you were asleep. Why come down instead of just sleeping more?â
âI did follow you, but I didnât come to just lounge around like a comfortable guest.â
âYou could just say you were worried, you ass. What kind of way is that to talk?â
Inon clicked his tongue. But unlike just a moment ago when his gaze had felt like that of an inanimate object, his eyes now held their usual spark again.
âIf youâre coming in, then come in.â
He waved his hand lazily. Yuder stepped into the research room. The scene inside hadnât changed much since earlier. The only new detail was the lemon bag Kishiar had given Inon now resting on his lap.
Apparently, heâd been eating up until just now. In Inonâs hand was a half-eaten lemon. Perhaps sensing Yuderâs gaze linger on it, Inon opened his mouth.
âIâve eaten them all. This is the last one. Donât expect me to share.â
âI didnât even want one.â
A snorting breath came from Inonâs side, like a scoffing breeze. Yuder pulled over a random chair nearby and sat down. The two of them stayed like that, in silence, for quite some time. Still fiddling with the lemon in his hand and staring at the hollow inside the tree, Inon suddenly began speaking without warning.
âYou know what Lumaâs name means? Itâs âlemon.ââ
âNo. First time Iâve heard that.â
âTechnically, itâs how they used to say lemon in the old dialect of Lumaâs hometown. Lemon. Luma. Kind of similar, right?â
Now that he said it, the pronunciation did sound somewhat alike.
âShe got that name because she was found as a baby under a lemon tree. Someone had abandoned her there, and kind-hearted people rescued and raised her. But that hometown was completely wiped out during the Great Destruction. Luma chose the lemon flower as her sigil to never forget that place. That flower wasnât even particularly unique-looking... people only came to recognize it because Luma used it.â
Yuder thought back to when theyâd found the Grand Mage Lumaâs brooch, and how Kishiar had immediately recognized the faint pattern engraved on it as a lemon blossom and deduced who it had belonged to.
âLike Inon said... it really didnât look that unique.â
So that was why she had chosen a lemon flower as her symbol. Yuder, still silent, opened his mouth again.
âIs that why you like lemons too? Because of Luma?â
âI guess you could say that... When I first went to the Capital and had a proper mealâremember that story I told earlier?â
Yuder nodded, and Inon gave the lemon half a little wave.
âThere was a lemon on the dish, meant to be squeezed for juice. I didnât know better and just ate the whole thingâpeel and all. Everyone freaked out, but Luma laughed like crazy. She said in her hometown, a lot of people ate them that way and that it made her feel nostalgic.â
â......â
âI think that was the first time I ever thought something actually tasted good. Ever since then, Iâve eaten lemons whole.â
He stared at the half-eaten lemon in his hand and took another bite.
âWhen I eat it like this... it brings that memory back. Makes me realize again how, even after a thousand years, some things donât change if thereâs a vessel to carry them. Through this tiny lemon, Luma and Iâand the thousand years between usâare still connected. Itâs kind of like Lumaâs magic, in a way.â
How was that similar, exactly? The question was soon answered by his next words.
âLuma knew a lot of different magic, but she once said the foundation of all her spells was âconnecting things.ââ
âI donât get what she meant by that.â
âLiterally connecting anything. Things you can see, things you canât. Like, she said the land Ghilandre Hill was on was hidden by cutting it away from the surrounding landscape and stitching it somewhere else. Or how the stairs between a buildingâs upper and lower floors felt shorter than they shouldâbecause she had connected the distance in a way that warped space. You follow?â
To Yuder, that didnât seem like something to understand or notâit felt like a different kind of logic altogether.
âI donât know... but that sounds more like an Awakenerâs â§ NĐŸvĐ”Iight â§ (Original source) ability than magic.â
âLuma said she realized she could do it naturally the moment she became a mage. More precisely, she called it her âcore magic.â Back in that era, a lot of mages were born with core magics like that from the start. So maybe youâre right.â
Yuder faintly recalled something from long agoâclaims that old magic was similar to Awakener powers. Perhaps that wasnât just baseless rumor after all.
âIf thatâs true... then Lumaâs magic might be better understood as an Awakenerâs âconnectingâ ability.â
It was an abstract idea, but not unimaginable. Even Kishiar had once limited his âpush-pullâ ability to the physical, visible world, only to later expand it into something far more versatile.
âThinking of Lumaâs magic like that is making you excited, huh? You suddenly look a bit more energetic.â
â...Not really.â
âDonât lie. Lying doesnât work on me, you know.â
Now that he thought about it, Inon had always been good at seeing through liesâeven in his previous life. Could his uncanny ability to read the link between soul and body have also come from the Grand Mage?
âThat power too... did you inherit it from Luma?â
âWhat power?â
âKnowing when someoneâs lying. Being able to see when my soul isnât fully connected to my body. You said itâs not something you see with your eyes.â
âThatâs because my soul is a spiritâs, you little shit.â
Inon replied with a sullen look.
âSpirits are a race thatâs inherently closer to the soul. Even if we have physical bodies separate from our true forms, theyâre nothing like a humanâs. Since weâre soul-based, itâs natural we can see other peopleâs souls. We communicate through our innermost selvesâno shells, no barriers. Thatâs why lies donât work.â
â......â
âItâs definitely different from seeing with your eyes. You just know. Not perfectly, of course.â
âThatâs not perfect?â
âWell, Iâm only half a spirit now.â
This was the first time Yuder had ever talked with Inon in such depth. Maybe it was just an illusion, but it felt like he was closer to him now than in any previous conversation.
As he thought that, Inon turned to him and chuckled with a slight frown.
âItâs really weird. Having a conversation like this with you.â
â......â
âBut not bad. Honestly, I was sitting here thinking about spirits and Luma all this time.â
So thatâs what heâd been doingâchewing on lemons and reminiscing. Yuder debated whether to ask more, then just decided to speak.
âWhat were you thinking about?â
Inon popped the last piece of lemon into his mouth. While he chewed, silence settled over the room, broken only by the looming presence of the tree. Inon turned his gaze toward it and finally spoke.
âHmph. That wordââstruggleââfrom Lumaâs letter today.â
Nothing can stand forever, but even knowing that, is struggling to delay it just the fate of a finite human?
The phrase from Lumaâs letter passed through Yuderâs mind.
âIt made me wonder. Dragons, fairies, spiritsâthey all perished. Are humans really so special? The spirit that became my soul... it tried to preserve itself in this way while its entire race was dying out. Isnât that a kind of struggle too?â
â......â
âI donât know. Maybe I only think this way because Iâm not a complete humanâa made thing. But the way I see it, humans arenât the only finite ones. Everything that disappeared before us probably clawed at the edges of their fate too, and only left traces behind. ...Just a thought. Damn it, Lumaâs messages are never easy to interpret.â