Yuder opened his eyes again at the sensation of something dropping gently onto his shoulder. A thick, large coatâbig enough to cover him down to his toesâhad been draped over him. The man whoâd done so smiled as soon as their eyes met.
âItâs still too cold to be dressed like that. Arenât your feet freezing?â
âIâm fine.â
âYeah, but Iâm not.â
The man whoâd come up behind Yuder and wrapped around him held out both hands. As Yuder instinctively placed his own in them, the man naturally took them and, in one swift motion, pulled him close. Before he could register what had happened, Yuder found both his feet resting on top of Kishiarâs, his back pressed against the manâs chest, fully enveloped in his arms.
âWhat... is this?â
âMuch warmer, isnât it?â
Being swallowed up by the man behind him, not even a breeze could reach himâit was indeed warm. But... this posture was just ridiculous.
âArenât I heavy?â
âNot at all. I could dance like this.â
Yuder sighed toward the man who was swaying side to side, as if proudly demonstrating that even with a grown man standing on his feet, he felt no weight at all. The simplest and fastest solutionâjust fetching his shoesâwas being ignored simply because Kishiar wanted to do this. Then again, no one was around to witness them anyway, so all Yuder had to do was pretend he didnât know what was going on.
âDo as you like.â
âMm.â
Only then did Kishiar respond like a child satisfied with the answer he wanted, settling still. The two of them gazed out at the sea like that for a while. The ship Yuder had first spotted was gone, likely having arrived at Peleta, but another was approaching from the distance, trailing a swarm of black and white birds behind it.
As he blankly watched the scene, a low voice murmured from behind.
âI brought food and thought there was an angel beyond the window. You looked so dazzling, I didnât have the courage to approach.â
âThatâs strange. I was the only one hereâwho did you see?â
Yuder responded with flat disbelief. Kishiar burst into laughter.
âOh no. I was just describing what I saw, and now Iâve been accused.â
His breath brushed softly against Yuderâs neck, tickling him. Yuder leaned his head more deeply onto the manâs shoulder. As if waiting for that, Kishiar pulled him tighter into his embrace.
A profound sense of security bloomed within Yuderâs chest. As if nothing could shake him, everything was peaceful and still.
In a moment like this, it felt like he could say anything. Even if there wasnât something he had to say, he wouldâve opened his mouth just to share somethingâanythingâwith Kishiar. The feeling heâd had standing there, looking out at the seaâthe memories it evokedâhe wanted to share them.
Savoring the warmth and drowsy comfort, Yuder slowly spoke.
âDo you remember... when you first invited me to Peleta?â
âWas it when we spoke in the Sarain Great Forest?â
âYes. That time, I remembered something I didnât even know I had forgotten.â
It must have been an unexpected confession, yet Kishiar didnât show surprise or adjust his posture to look at Yuderâs face. His low and gentle voice asked a question.
âWhat did you remember?â
âI had received a similar invitation from you âbefore.â Of course, the situation and the atmosphere were entirely different, but...â
That invitation had been no more than a passing remark, and in the end, it had never come to fruition. Yudrain Aile had indeed gone to Peleta afterwardâbut it was to assassinate its lord.
As the man who likely knew that truth remained silent, Yuder continued slowly.
âBack then, I didnât really think Iâd ever come here. But... when I opened the curtains and saw the sea, I suddenly felt the reality of it. That I really had been invited to Peleta. The words you said in the Great Forest... I was finally able to understand them, standing here.â
â......â
âWhen I came to Peleta in my previous life, I never truly saw the sea. I guess it was always this beautiful. Of course, the sea hasnât changed. Only I have.â
Just as Kishiar had once said.
âBut... Iâm glad I realized it now.â
Because of that, he was able to recall more of that forgotten memory. An awkward, childish memory from his youth, long ago.
âIf I hadnât come here, I probably never wouldâve known how I felt when I received that earlier invitation.â
Yuder went on to share the memory heâd just recalled. Various emotions came and went as he spoke, but it didnât feel overwhelming. It was a little embarrassing to reveal such an immature and clumsy part of his past, but he still wanted to share it with Kishiar.
The story of a naĂŻve country boy who, upon hearing an unexpected invitation from the Commander, found himself too restless to sleep.
After finishing the tale, Yuder lowered his gaze again.
âI suppose I wouldâve thought it was a meaningless memory even if I had recalled it before... But I do wish I had remembered it a little sooner.â
Kishiar didnât reply. Instead, he raised one hand that had been wrapped around Yuder and gently caressed his face. Only then did Yuder realize heâd been smiling.
âSince we met, Iâve never felt so many emotions coming from you.â
Kishiar murmured, fingertips brushing the corners of Yuderâs lips curved into a smile.
âJoy, pain... and something like relief.â
Was that so? Only after hearing Kishiarâs words could Yuder finally name the feelings hidden beneath his smile.
âAnd I feel the same. Can you feel it?â
With those words, a rush of emotions surged from the man, as if a dam had broken. Yuder swallowed hard as he saw countless golden threads surrounding them both.
There wasnât a single doubt in his heart that Kishiarâs words were true.
âThank you for telling me. Iâm truly glad we came here.â
Unable to hold back any longer, Yuder turned his head. The man, already knowing what he wanted, lowered his lips.
The dark, beautiful sea, the sound of the wavesâall of it melted into that searing warmth.
***
The days spent in Peleta were the very definition of what anyone might call a âvacation.â
There was nothing he had to do. Every day repeated with leisurely meals and rest. That might sound terribly boring, but Kishiar was unmatched in his ability to ensure that the person with him was never bored for even a moment.
Yuder had completely memorized the winding streets of Peleta and exchanged more greetings with people than he ever had in his hometown of Irik. No one in the Peleta estate ever seemed bothered by whether he stayed inside all day or went out and didnât return for hours.
Enk the butler, for instance, even seemed pleased that the elusive Duke became easier to locate thanks to the presence of their precious guest.
But of all the things Yuder had done in Peleta, what brought him the most joy was, without question, watching the sea.
âSir Yuder. Are you heading to see the sea again?â
On the fifth day since arriving in Peleta, Yuder crossed paths with Shuseiner on his way out beyond the inner walls, taking advantage of a moment when Kishiar was speaking with his retainers. Shuseiner was gathering herbs he had trimmed and dried in the garden between the inner and outer walls. Judging by the look, they were cooking herbsâbut with the sheer quantity, it seemed like the task would take ages if done alone.
âI was planning to... but shall I help you?â
âOh, no, thatâs quite all right. Even if one of my legs is fake, I can still manage this much.â
âI wasnât offering because you looked tired. I just thought if we finish quicker, it might help you move on to the next task more easily.â
âHmm? Is there some way to finish faster?â
Instead of answering, Yuder used his power.
Peletaâs harsh winter wind instantly responded to his strength, shifting direction and sweeping through the tangled clumps of herbs in an instant. By the time Shuseiner blinked, all the herbs were gathered neatly into the basket.
âOh! Thatâs like a miracle!â
Shuseiner clapped in delight.
âYouâve saved me time, so in return, would you like me to show you my favorite spot to watch the sea?â