For a moment, Kishiarâs smile froze.
â...Make it come sooner, so it ends faster? Is that really possible?â
Yuder hesitated.
âTo be exact... Iâve never seen anyone do it intentionally.â
âThen that means you have seen someone experience it unintentionally.â
âYes.â
Over the years Yuder had spent as Commander of the Cavalry, observing countless Awakeners, he had noticed a peculiar pattern related to rut.
âRut doesnât follow a strict schedule... but some people do experience it at consistent intervals, almost like clockwork. In those cases, their cycle never changesâyet occasionally, their rut has arrived earlier than expected.â
He had first noticed this through Ever Beck.
A One-Star female, but a Two-Star Alpha AwakenerâEver had been under Yuderâs watch longer than anyone else. Her rut intervals were always exactly four months apart, and each one lasted five days. Her schedule was so precise that eventually the administration team would prepare her leave without her needing to say a word.
But even Everâwho lived a life as exact as a clock, almost like Yudrain hadâhad a few occasions when rut came early and she had to leave in a hurry.
Every time, it was after she returned from particularly difficult and exhausting missions. â NĐŸvĐ”lđght â (Exclusive on NĐŸvĐ”lđght) After a period of depletion, her rut would inevitably follow soon after recovery.
âIt only happened fewer than five times, but still...â
Even in the Cavalry, which was made up entirely of Awakeners, the number of Two-Star Manifested was far smaller than those without it. And among them, those with cycles as precise as Everâs were rarer still. Even fewer had shown an early rut following extreme circumstances. So just how many people would have had the chance to observe such rare conditions?
Aside from Ever, Yuder had only seen one or two others with similar cases. But that didnât mean the pattern was meaningless.
âEver was extremely skilled in fine-tuning her ability, and hardly ever lost composure. Her body was always maintained in a state as steady as calm water.â
She even restricted the types and amounts of food she ate. In times where crises could erupt at any moment, she had wanted to ensure her body was always in the optimal state to fight.
âShe doesnât push herself to that extreme anymore, but still...â
âThatâs why I think it was precisely because of her condition that her body reacted more sensitively to internal changes. So...â
Yuder paused, organizing his thoughts.
âThe biggest change Awakeners undergo during rut is that they lose almost all ability to use their powers, correct? The body suffers under heat, the mind dulls, and even basic needs like eating, drinking, or excretion are nearly suspended without feeling unnatural. All responses drop dramatically.â
Many Two-Star Manifested dreaded rut specifically because of that loss of power.
âBut when you think about itâthose who completely deplete their strength and go through a sudden recovery phase... doesnât that also resemble a similar state?â
â......â
âOf course, theyâre not identical. But I think the key to this phenomenon may be that the body âmistakesâ the cause of change.â
âLike how people who think theyâre sick start showing symptoms and end up actually getting sick. Youâre suggesting something like that.â
âYes. Exactly.â
Kishiar closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them again, lost in thought.
âIt makes sense. But would it work? My rut has never followed such a fixed pattern, and my inner condition is quite different from others.â
âBut youâve tried harder than anyone to maintain balance in your powers, havenât you?â
Yuderâs gaze remained on the flows within Kishiar.
Kishiar had four distinct energies inside himâand to keep them in balance, he always used a bit of power throughout the day, adjusting and maintaining equilibrium as naturally as breathing. Because of that, even now, though his body held an overwhelming volume of power, each current was nearly equal in strength.
A body filled to the brim, yet remaining still and calm like quiet water.
Yuder intended to toss a single pebble into that stillness.
âThatâs why... I think it might work.â
âWhat method do you have in mind? Should we try to force a complete depletion?â
âThat wonât be necessary. Think about it: during rut, we canât use our powersâbut that doesnât mean they disappear.â
Once rut ends, everything returns to normal. That means the power isnât goneâjust inaccessible.
âSo the key is to create a state where the body believes it canât control or use its powerâtricking it.â
Essentially, simulating the start of rut.
Yuder ran his hand across Kishiarâs skin. Immediately, the energies within Kishiar stirred, responding to Yuderâs own Red Stone-enhanced touch.
âDo you feel it?â
Kishiar narrowed his eyes and let out a short breath... then chuckled.
â...I see. So you want me to stop controlling my powerâand entrust everything to you.â
âYou wonât be doing nothing. Thereâs something I need you to do too.â
âWhat is it?â
âOnce we begin, Iâll be releasing my scent to its fullest. Alpha and Omega Awakeners are naturally responsive to each otherâs scentâbut you and I... we react very strongly.â
âTrue.â
Honestly, the best way to trigger rut might be like in the Westâmeeting someone newly manifested, or someone already in rut. But in this case, even if they happened to find someone like that, they couldnât use that method. They wouldnât.
No matter what, Yuder wasnât going to let even a grain of similarity appear between this and the past life where everything had gone wrong because of that very circumstance.
âBut managing both tasks simultaneously will be hard. So I want you to draw out my scent as much as possible.â
Kishiar fell silent. Then, after a long pause, he answered carefully, meeting Yuderâs gaze.
âIf we do that... then youâll inevitably be with me throughout my rut.â
âI already told youâIâm not letting you go to the tower alone.â
âAnd if I end up dragging you into it too... if you get swept up in my rut because of your scent, then what?â
That was exactly what had happened in the past life. Though their roles had been reversed.
Yuder smiled faintly, lifting the corners of his lips. Kishiarâs red eyes widened in surprise, and Yuder declared, with absolute clarity:
âTo be honest, thatâs exactly what I was hoping for.â
âYou were hoping for it?â
âIf that happens, then youâll stop talking about going to the tower aloneâor staying apart. You wouldnât be able to leave me behind.â
â......â
Kishiar couldnât answer for a long time. It was rare to leave him speechless in a conversation, and Yuder felt a subtle satisfaction at that.
âIn any case, this method would put the least strain on your bodyâand give us the best chance of controlling the rut and ending it quickly. In all the abnormal ruts Iâve observed that likely stemmed from this kind of mistaken trigger... theyâve all ended very quickly. Of course, it depends on the person...â
In Everâs case, every time it happened, her five-day rut ended in one or two days. Others whoâd shown similar signs recovered in about the same time. One person had even finished within a single dayâso fast theyâd returned bewildered, unsure if it had truly ended.
But that line of thought ended the moment Kishiar responded.