Yuder could feel the emotions flowing from Kishiar. They were too numerous and complex to read entirely, but far more comprehensible now than ever before.
He could sense the stunned disbelief that came from realizing Yuder's words were the truth. Then came the deep sorrow, a directionless angerâbut within it, Yuder also recognized the same pain and joy that he himself had felt.
Though faint and secretive, like light tucked away in the depths, Kishiarâs joy and happiness had never extinguished. And they were bornâbecause of Yuder Aile.
That realization alone was deeply satisfying.
Yuder exhaled deeply as he looked at the man who was likely feeling all of Yuderâs emotions in return. Then he opened his mouth again.
âIf I know your style... you probably intended for your chosen special piece to stay hidden until it was ready to act. You wouldâve made all the preparations, and if things had gone according to plan, perhaps everything would have unfolded just as youâd hoped.â
â......â
âBut the piece didnât move.â
Kishiar had arranged things to protect the Cavalry through Yuderâbut also to protect Yuder through the Cavalry. In other words, it was a relationship where both sides would benefit and grow togetherâand, in part, it had worked. As Commander, Yuder gained experience and unshakable honor. And the Cavalry, led by the continentâs strongest Awakener, grew powerful enough to prove to the world that Awakeners were valuable.
But... had Kishiar placed him there just to live out his life as a Commander? Yuder didnât think so. From the countless strategy games they had played, Yuder knewâKishiar wasnât the type to want his special piece to remain on a single path.
He probably thought that once I matured enough, Iâd eventually leave the Cavalry.
Would someone like Kishiar ever see some hidden potential for greatness in Emperor Kachian? Unlikely. If Yuder grew enough to realize the truth, heâd pierce through the walls that protected him and step out into the world. Kishiar had likely bought time while harboring that hope.
Of course... the bait he dangled to do that was himself.
Back when he had nothingâno title, no honorâYuder had built up fame as Yudrain Aile, faced down political enemies, and learned how power moved. At that point, leaving the Empire wouldnât have been difficult. By then, the Cavalry had become indispensable to the Empire. The utility of Awakeners had spread across the continent, and the climate of blind persecution had faded.
Even if Emperor Kachian had tried to stop himâwhat could he do? Yuder couldâve gone anywhere, done anything.
But he didnât choose any of that.
No one told him to stay, yet he clung to the Cavalry until his death. He had no real hunger for wealth or honor, and yetâjust one thing. He wanted to preserve what the man heâd killed had left behind.
So he became the Empireâs human weapon. Kachianâs dog.
That was probably the moment everything Kishiar had hoped for began to go awry.
A special piece can move wherever it wants and attack from anywhere. With luck, it might even take down both of the kingâs pieces. And a substitute piece, standing in for a fallen king, could perform attacks only available to the king.
But what happens if that pieceâmeant to move freelyârefuses to act?
Then itâs just a piece on the board. No better than a dead one.
âI think... if a piece didnât move, then thatâs the fault of the piece. Thatâs how I see it.â
â......â
Kishiarâs lips twitched beneath Yuderâs hand, as though he wanted to speak. Understanding the gesture, Yuder finally removed his hand.
Those flushed lips, still warm from the lingering heat, parted slowly.
â...Do you know the origin of the special and substitute pieces?â
âNo.â
It was an unexpected question, but Yuder wasnât surprised. Kishiar had always been like this.
âThe concepts existed long ago, but the names and rules varied by region. The one who unified the terminology and formalized the rules... was the Grand Chancellor Parnassisis.â
Information on that name flashed through Yuderâs mind.
âThe man who said, âNo tool explains life better than a strategy gameâ?â
âYes. A brilliant politician and a master strategistâbut privately, he lived a life filled with misfortune. His lover, Shelanaria, was assassinated by political rivals. The only one who recognized his talents, Emperor Secrite, was gravely wounded in battle and fell into a coma for seven years. With no empress to step in, Parnassisis had to manage the Empire alone during that time.â
âSounds like... quite the unlucky man.â
âBut Shelanaria left behind intel and evidence to protect him even as she died. And the Emperor, once he woke, expressed deep gratitude to the Chancellor who had safeguarded both him and the Empire.â
He didnât die, kept his honor, and was rewarded. In the end, it could be said all had turned out well. When the Emperor offered him a reward, Parnassisis declined everythingâasking instead for help in spreading strategy games more widely.
âAs part of that effort, he unified the rules of strategy games and gave singular names to the pieces that had gone by many. Among them...â
âWere the special piece and substitute piece.â
âYes. There were others, but those two were most significant.â
Kishiar let a small smile rise to his lips.
âThe rules and abilities he set for the special piece... were modeled after Shelanaria. To honor the one whoâd thrown herself into enemy territory, fought with courage, and died when her identity was discovered. And the substitute pieceâcan you guess?â
A piece that could temporarily stand in for a fallen king.
That would beâ
âParnassisis himself.â
âCorrect. A bastard born of nobility, yet risen to Chancellor on merit alone. The man who served in the Emperorâs place during those seven dangerous years, never wavering in his loyalty. He was the substitute piece, through and through.â
Most wouldâve succumbed to ambition, acting as if they were Emperor. But Parnassisis remained steadfast, guiding the Empire wisely even in perilâand because of that, he earned the title of a true Chancellor.
â......â
While Yuder sank into thought, Kishiar finally continued.
âThe reason I told you this is because... thatâs the very reason those two pieces can exist in one.â
As Yuder had said earlier, there were no rules against one piece being both special and substitute. It was rare and extremely difficultâbut not impossible. If successful, it would result in a wildly powerful pieceâone so unbalanced that most assumed it was simply too hard to use.
But Kishiar shook his head.
âParnassisis knew full well that combining those two roles could create a piece that would break all the rules. And he allowed it. He wrote the conditions in painstaking detail. In his autobiography, he recorded it like thisââ
Kishiarâs quiet voice echoed softly in Yuderâs ears.
âWhen we were together, we could do anything. But now, our paths have partedâthis world and the next. All we have left is this little board, and a {Nâ˘oâ˘vâ˘eâ˘lâ˘iâ˘gâ˘hâ˘t} moment of eternity to meet again.â
A moment of eternity, for lovers split between life and death to reunite. The contradiction of that phrase embedded itself in Yuderâs mind. He repeated it silently under his breath.
Kishiar exhaled slowly and rested his forehead against Yuderâs.
âThe fact that I know this story means... that the âmeâ who placed his hopes in you also knew it. Even if I never showed it on the surface... doesnât that make me a shameless man?â
â......â