Did he still feel it wasnât enough? Or was there something he wanted to do while on top? As Kishiar watched, trying to guess his intent, Yuder settled comfortably into place, then spoke with his eyes closed.
â...Stop thinking. Just rest.â
â......â
âIt's not only me who needs rest... you need it too.â
Ah. So it wasnât either of those reasons.
Yuder had seen right through himâthat Kishiar had been clinging to the last thread of rationality, intent on comforting him to the end. So the reason he climbed on top now... was, in other words, to keep Kishiar from moving after heâd fallen asleep. Heâd taken it upon himself to play the role of a human paperweight.
He knew better than anyone that his own body was the most effective restraint to keep Kishiar la Orr in place.
Kishiar barely held back a smile threatening to burst from affection, and instead whispered casually,
âMhm. I know. But itâs a mess in here right now, and itâs not really ideal for sleeping. Iâll move you to my bedroomârest there for a bit while I clean this up.â
Yuder didnât answer. But the faint shift in the scent rising from his body spoke for him.
Rejection.
He didnât want Kishiar making excuses to move around more after saying theyâd rest together. A judgment befitting someone who knew exactly how much Kishiar could secretly accomplish in even the briefest span of time. He didnât care about the wet sheetsâhe just wanted them to sleep together right now.
Well then. Heâd have to give up.
Kishiar quickly abandoned the idea. He released â NĐŸvĐ”lŃgÒ»Ń â (Continue reading) all tension from his body and gently patted the back of the one lying on top of him. At the touch, Yuderâs scent softened again, as if understanding his intent. Kishiar knew exactly what to do to help Yuder feel at ease.
Though Yuder had never said it aloud, Kishiar knew he liked resting with his ear against Kishiarâs chest, listening to his heartbeat. No matter the situation, if he held Yuder close and let him hear that steady rhythm, heâd calm down remarkably fast.
This time was no exception. As Kishiar adjusted his position to pull him into a more comfortable embrace, Yuder nestled his head against his chestâand a long, steady breath flowed out from within.
The sound of a weary day ending.
The breathing of someone sinking into peaceful sleep.
A formless mist-like scent brushed softly over Kishiarâs hair and face before dispersing. But unlike usual, it wasnât drawn back into Yuderâs body. It remained in the air, gently rippling like waves.
â......â
Only then did Kishiar release the magic and force heâd used to seal the room. The Swordmasterâs perception confirmed that the Cavalryâs perimeter was undisturbedâno intruders, all quiet. Thoughts, as habitual as breathing, began to flood his mindâbut the single sigh Yuder exhaled chased them all away in an instant.
Kishiar let out a quiet laugh, then placed a soft kiss atop the sleeping oneâs head.
Just as Yuder found calm in his heartbeat, Kishiar could only truly erase all thought and rest within Yuderâs breath and warmth.
***
Yuder opened his eyes. Without checking the clock, he could estimate the time just by the light outside the window.
Perfectly on timeâthe hour he usually woke to prepare for morning training.
His body felt surprisingly light. There was a mild ache below the waist, but even that wasnât unpleasant. In fact, he felt rather refreshed.
âYouâre awake?â
As he assessed his condition, Kishiar spoke gently. He was still lying beneath Yuder, as if serving as his bed. Not uncomfortable in the slightestâin fact, he looked so at ease it was as if this were the most natural place to be. Yuder, briefly distracted by that face somehow even more beautiful upon waking, leaned into the fingers idly tousling his hair and gave a slight nod.
A smile bloomed on Kishiarâs face.
âI was going to ask whether you appreciated my efforts to help you rest, but seeing your face, I donât think I need an answer.â
â...Yes. Thanks to you, I rested well.â
At the honest reply, Kishiar chuckled softly. Since Yuder was still on top of him, the vibration of that laugh traveled directly through their touching skin, tickling him with a sweet sensation.
He hadnât even realized how tense heâd been until now. All the taut nerves within him loosened completely. His head felt clear, and his body filled with such gentle warmth that he felt full, even without eating. The rest had been so complete, so dreamless, that it almost seemed too good to be true.
âThen, as promised yesterday, I owe you a story. Shall I tell you now? Or after morning training?â
Yuder thought for a moment.
âIâll come back after training.â
Hearing about his grandfather was important. But not so urgent that he needed to rearrange his daily schedule. Now that his head was clear, he could finally understand the words Kishiar had spoken yesterday.
âAll right. Then Iâll see you later.â
Kishiar leaned in and kissed Yuderâs cheek.
Now that they were back in the capital, morning training with Ever had resumed.
With the insights sheâd gained in the South, Everâs control over her power had become noticeably more refined. She greeted Yuder with a much calmer and clearer smile than before.
âWelcome.â
The morning training Yuder did with Ever was entirely devoted to controlling the flow of energy. In the past, Ever had struggled to grasp the way Yuder manipulated his powerâbut now, she had grown confident enough to voice her own thoughts freely.
Sheâs not quite as strong as she was in the previous life yet... but her path of development has shifted. Itâs hard to say what effect that will have.
In his past life, Ever had been like an immovable pillarâfocused solely on maintaining consistent, unwavering power in any situation. That made her extremely reliable in crises. But being unshakable also meant she didnât change.
The current Ever, however, was exploring how to divide and adjust her powerâsometimes slower, sometimes fasterâdepending on the situation. Sheâd also started practicing combat techniques using terrain and throwing knives. And surprisingly, it suited her quite well. It was a side of her Yuder had never seen before.
The changes didnât stop there. In the past, they rarely talked beyond training. But now, the two of them often exchanged small conversations while working together. Neither was particularly talkative, but there was no discomfort.
âLast night, Hin and Pin snuck into the indoor training hall again. They were caught in the middle of a session. We already agreed they wouldnât train outside the designated hours, but... they keep doing it. Iâm worried theyâll get sick from overexerting themselves.â
Hearing the deputy commanderâs concerns about Hin and Pin brought back memories of encountering the siblings at Alikâs house. The moment they saw Yuder, theyâd boltedâand ever since, theyâd been like ghosts, skillfully avoiding his gaze. But it seemed theyâd still been training.
Come to think of it, Ever had also experienced failure in the South while pursuing the Sage, and had overcome it. Maybe she could see the twins from a different angle.
âThey were probably training at that hour to avoid me.â
âAvoid you? Why?â
âThey were helping Alik with a magic experiment. I caught them.â
âExperiment...? What kind of experiment? How did they even...?â
âAlikâs trying to create a magical artifact for Awakeners that allows teleportation. Apparently, they were assisting him.â
âOh my! Can something like that really be made?â
Ever was shocked.
âItâs still in the research phase, so we donât know if itâll succeed. That itself isnât a huge issue. But their attitude... Somethingâs been bothering them since we returned from the South.â
âBy attitude, you mean...â
âThey havenât said anything clearly, but... it seems to be related to Hosanra.â
Ever understood immediately, even without a detailed explanation.
âI did think theyâd gone unusually quiet since then... but to this extent...â
âIâd like to understand whatâs truly going through their heads before they go too far in the wrong direction. But it seems they really donât want to talk to me. Could I ask for your help?â
After a moment of thought, Ever nodded without hesitation.
âI think I understand where their hearts are. Iâll try talking to them.â