Kishiar responded without pausing the hand that was polishing the blade.
âYes. I knew.â
â...I thought everything would be fine as long as no one died. If Iâd known it would turn out like this, maybe I shouldâve pushed them a little harder.â
âEven if you had, something like this wouldâve happened eventually.â
Yuder watched the slow strokes of the cloth across the swordâs edge.
âBecause I didnât trust others and wouldâve gone out alone anyway?â
âNo. Because of me.â
Yuderâs eyes widened slightly at the unexpected answer. Kishiar continued with a calm expression.
âThe reason the Cavalryâs work has been relatively safe until now is because I wanted it to be. I used the excuse that the system wasnât fully established yet to split the tougher assignments with the Peleta Knights.â
âThatâs...â
Now that he thought about it, it was true.
The Peleta Knights had always been close by. Up until the harvest festival, theyâd shared more than half the official tasks, even if unofficially. Even Nathan Zuckermanâwho technically wasnât part of the Cavalryâhad devoted the majority of his work to Cavalry affairs.
You could say it was because he was Kishiarâs aide, but it wasnât the norm.
Of course, the situation was a bit special. Kishiar was both the Cavalry Commander and the Duke of Peleta. He had full authority to mobilize his knights however he liked. And since most of the Cavalry were commoners who had never even held a weapon before, they couldnât be assigned missions until theyâd been sufficiently trained.
Anyone in Kishiarâs position wouldâve judged that using the more experienced Peleta Knights to cover gaps and support from behind while the Cavalry developed was the best choice. It wasnât wrong for him to use his resources and wealth to raise the Cavalry safely.
This was also a decision that had only been possible because things hadnât spiraled out of control like in Yuderâs past lifeâwhen Kishiarâs body had fallen apart and the situation had gone to hell.
Back then... who knows what was going on beneath the surface. But Iâm certain the Peleta Knights never openly walked through the Cavalryâs halls or participated in official joint missions.
Had they done so in his past life, the nobles wouldâve raised hell immediately. But now, with Emperor Keillusa still serving as a shield, Kishiar was free to act.
Kishiar, understanding the realization on Yuderâs face, nodded.
âIt was a choice to raise the Cavalry safely. Even if you had risked yourself more for their sake, the same outcome would have happened as long as I didnât change my fundamental approach.â
If you choose one thing, you must be prepared for the drawbacks that come with it. Kishiar had accepted that, even if the Cavalry grew arrogant or made mistakes, he wanted them to do so while being protectedâwhile growing stronger in safety, if possible.
âIn fact, â NĐŸvĐ”lŃgÒ»t â (Only on NĐŸvĐ”lŃgÒ»t) given the risk I expected, everyoneâs grown remarkably well, learning from their mistakes. Thatâs thanks to you. So you donât need to torment yourself over what-ifs.â
Just because it was a choice made with awareness didnât mean it wouldnât still hurt in the face of unexpected failure. Yuder thought back to the moment he had last faced Hosanraâwhen the man had attacked him with Yuderâs own aura. The pain that had pierced through from Kishiarâs side, so sharp it felt like a blade.
And later, as Kishiar carried his broken body on his backâhow the faint sadness had soaked through his shoulders.
Even so...
âYou donât regret it.â
âNo. Even if I had to make the choice again, Iâd do the same.â
Kishiar replied without hesitation.
âSo the responsibility lies with me. Iâm the one who led the members down this path. If I were to regret that now, it wouldnât make any sense.â
He lifted the now-perfectly polished blade and inspected it lightly. His gaze, cool and serene, reflected off the shimmering edge of the sword. Once, Yuder had thought Kishiar shone like the sunâbut now, he felt more like solid earth. Not untouchable light, but something strong and grounding.
Yuder remembered the promise Kishiar had once made.
He said heâd make it so that Yuder could believe any choice he made was the best one.
Now, that promise had been fulfilled.
He no longer wondered if another path mightâve been better. That kind of thinking would be a disservice to Kishiarâs conviction, to Ever and the others who were striving to improveâand to Yuder Aile himself, who chose to trust them.
The best choice didnât have to be one that always succeeded. Oddly enough, that realization lifted a weight off his chest.
With a lighter heart, Yuder nodded.
âYes. I wonât bring this up again.â
âThen shall we begin the real conversation?â
Kishiar slid the divine sword Orr back into its sheath.
âCome to think of itâwhy were you polishing your sword at this hour?â
âI usually do it in the early morning. I just didnât get the chance yesterday.â
That single sentence implied much more.
â...Because of me.â
âThere are more important things in life than polishing a sword. A divine sword should understand that much.â
Kishiar declared solemnlyâhis expression shamelessly recalling last nightâs lust. The sword gave off a faint hum of discontent.
âIt seems the sword disagrees.â
âUnlikely. It probably just resonated because I recalled a pleasant memory.â
â......â
âIâm serious. Iâve said beforeâthis sword isnât some legendary artifact with human-like will, no matter what others claim.â
Yuder vaguely remembered hearing something similar back in the Sarain Great Forest.
âEver since I first became its wielder, Iâve wonderedâwas this sword really made by a god? If it was, wouldnât it make more sense for holy priests overflowing with divine power and faith to be the ones it responded to?â
âWell... thatâs probably because the founding emperor was a knight...â
âThatâs what everyone says.â
But Kishiar had always been someone who questioned what others accepted without doubt.
âI used to think Iâd never get the answer in my lifetime... but the stories the apothecary brought recently gave me reason to speculate again.â
Did he mean the ancient tales stored in the hills of Gilandre?
âLearning that Swordmasters before the Great Cataclysm wielded power vastly different from oursâit made me reconsider what this sword might be.â
âIn what way?â
Kishiar set the divine sword Orr in its original place. His gaze toward the weapon, resting atop the mana-stone heater, was not one of reverenceâit was far more analytical.
âObjectively speaking, from a userâs perspective: Orr is an incredibly durable sword that reacts to its wielderâs energy and divine power, requiring a significant amount of aura to wield. And thatâs all.â
If a priest heard that, theyâd probably faint on the spot.
âItâs hard to say exactly what triggers what reactionâitâs not like we have much to compare it to. The only thing Iâve confirmed is that it responds strongest to the aura of someone it recognizes as its master. Thatâs unique, yes... but the apothecaryâs stories included weapons even more extraordinary than that, didnât they?â
â......â
âSo I wonder if this sword isnât something made by a god, but a leftover remnant from that era. Preserved because the founding emperor favored itâsurvived the Cataclysm when most other such relics disappeared or were destroyed.â
His red eyes scanned every detail of the sword.
âA lucky relic from before the Great Cataclysm, later dressed up as a legendary divine weapon for the sake of posterity... or maybe, like Luma, it was something someone from the past left behind for the future. That thought crossed my mind.â
Heâd said he was polishing his sword now because heâd missed doing it this morningâbut perhaps, more than that, heâd wanted to examine it in the light of day, to see if there was any proof of that theory.
Kishiar turned toward Yuder, his expression bright.
âWell then, shall we begin with this?â
He held out several sheets of paper.
At the top was a name: Cantinto.
âThatâs from an investigation into members of the Cantinto family currently living outside the capital.â