As always, Yuder Aile wore his black uniform and coat, hood pulled over his head. He moved with a relaxed gait as he sat down on the chair. If anyone else had moved at that pace, it mightâve seemed sluggishâbut with the cold air radiating off Yuder, the motion felt more like a predator stalking its prey.
The moment their pitch-black eyes met, Kiole forgot the fleeting mix of fear, relief, and resentment he'd just felt.
âSo. Did you get it?â
â...Get what?â
âYou said you wanted the truth. Did you get your answer?â
Right. Now that he thought about it, hadnât it been right after that conversation that heâd been thrown into this ridiculous path as a labor convict? Only then did Kiole snap back to his senses and yell with a face full of pent-up injustice.
âAnd for that, you just threw me into prison?! Do you have any idea what I went through because of you?!â
âWhat exactly did you go through?â
Yuder asked, unfazed. Images of the ordeal heâd endured flashed rapidly through Kioleâs mind. So much had happened, and yet trying to put it into words, he couldnât summarize a single thing. Kiole had never been particularly articulate, and now his tongue simply refused to work. After huffing and puffing for a while, all he could manage was:
âI-I went through so... so much...â
Why was it so hard to explain? Heâd imagined countless times how heâd confront Yuder and demand answers for everything heâd suffered. Yet in reality, he couldnât get a single proper word out.
âWhy the hell canât I speak?!â
As Kiole clenched his fists in frustration, Yuderâs lips curledâso faintly the other wouldnât notice.
âI heard everything about how youâve been. You struggled more than I expected.â
Kiole lifted his head.
âDebran spoke very highly of you. It was surprising. Said you took a beating for the prisoners you worked with.â
â......â
âWhy did you do that?â
The directness of the question once again emptied his mind. Kiole opened and closed his mouth several times. Anyone else might have gotten irritated, but strangely, Yuder didnât rush him. Despite being someone who openly hated wasting time, he silently waitedâand Kiole, not realizing what that silence meant, fumbled to recount the thoughts heâd had before falling asleep earlier.
â...It, it just... I moved on instinct. It felt like I had to. Because I was the only knight there. The only one who knew how to use a sword... If someone else had gotten hit, they wouldnât have dodged like I could have. So, I just did it. It felt like the right thing to do. Thatâs not wrong, right?!â
âItâs not wrong.â
âExactly! So, like... I just saved them! Like you guysâthe Cavalry! ...Even if it didnât go that well.â
The last part trailed off without him realizing it. He suddenly remembered that rather than heroically stopping the assailant, he had just been beaten relentlessly with a whip.
Objectively, claiming heâd saved others like the Cavalry did... felt a little far-fetched.
âWhy do you think it didnât go well? Because you didnât beat that noble?â
â......â
âBut thanks to you taking the blows, not a single prisoner got hurt. For someone with your level of skill, thatâs an incredible success.â
...Huh? Was thatâwas that a compliment?
Kiole blinked in surprise, and Yuder coolly added,
âOf course, the biggest reason for that success is that noble bastard was too emotional and brainless. He couldâve used your attack as an excuse to kill you on the spot for assaulting a noble, or denied everything in front of Debran and gotten away with it. But he didnât.â
You survived because your opponent was stupid.
It was trueâbut somehow, it still felt like a veiled insult. Kiole lowered his head again. Of course. It wasnât a compliment.
âThey say you got caught because you hesitated when others tried to stop you. In a fight, thatâs no different than sticking your neck out and asking to be killed. You should be glad youâre alive.â
Kiole knew Yuder wasnât exaggerating. He really couldâve died.
â...Heâs right. I was just lucky.â
It had been his first time in a fight like that. His body didnât move the way he wanted, and he fumbled through the whole thing. The more he thought about it, the more ways he realized he couldâve done better.
âIf I face someone like that again, Iâll do it better next time...â
Hearing Kioleâs mutter, Yuder blinked as if heâd heard something completely unexpected.
âYou think thereâll be a next time?â
â...Oh, right. You said the labor sentence is over now.â
Stillâ
Kiole hesitated before speaking again.
âWhile I was there... I heard stories. About why they were imprisoned. What crimes they committed.â
People who had been punished far too severely for what theyâd done. People who never even got a chance to properly argue the weight of their crimes. The underbelly of the capital, driven by their forced labor.
Those with nothing to their names couldnât escape, no matter how much they begged. No one listened. No one believed them.
Helping people like that wasnât even that difficultâbut those who didnât step forward, or worse, those who drove them further into debtâ
The ones who preached ânoble dutyâ with their mouths and did nothing with their hands.
Those who blocked and opposed the few who did try to fulfill that duty, just because it came from the Emperorâs policy.
His father and family, who had declared such people were the righteous ones.
Moments when the world Kiole la Diarca thought he knew was turned upside down.
Kiole recounted it all in fragments. Earlier, he hadnât known what to say. But now, after being humbled by Yuderâs cold truths, the words came easier.
Once he finished recounting his thoughts, Kiole exhaled deeply.
â...I used to believe everything my father said. I was proud to be a Diarca. But... not anymore.â
He couldnât put it into perfect words. But he was sure of one thingâthe feeling heâd had when he realized how wrong his father, his family, and the nobles who followed them really were.
Anger. Sorrow. Fear. A desperate desire to run away.
But even if he ran, where would he go?
He wouldnât even be here now if not for the Emperor, the Duke of Peleta, and Yuder Aile.
Kiole had never even known where his wages went, how money was handled or used. He was, for the first time, realizing just how clueless he truly was.
âSo, what do you want now?â
Yuder Aile asked. Kiole stared down at his clenched fists before forcing himself to answer.
âI... I want to live as someone who deserves to be called a Diarca. As a noble. As a knight... If thereâs a way to do that, Iâll take it.â
âHm. Even if that means getting whipped more and living even harder?â
â...Ugh. Y-Yeah!â
Heâd endured it once. Surely he could do it again. Kiole clenched his teeth and shut his eyes tight.
âActually, the fastest way to get what you want is already on the table.â
âWhat is it?â
âObtain the title of Duke.â
â......â
Kiole froze. He barely managed to shake his head.
âN-No thanks.â
âThen are you planning to help Kiorne la Diarca become Duke?â
âNo. Thatâs... not an option either.â
His eldest brother was no different from his father. He would kill Kiole to get what he wanted. He would never listen to Kioleâs thoughts or wishes.
âThen how do you plan to make your dream happen? Got another method?â
No. If he had one, he wouldnâtâ
Kiole glared resentfully at Yuder. Heâd always found his eyes terrifying and unreadableâand they still were. But this time, he suddenly realized something.
âWait a second...â
Yuder clearly knew another answer. And he was waiting to see if Kiole could figure it out.
For the first time, Kiole started thinking hard. He clung to Yuderâs past words, his own recent experiences, and the fleeting thoughts that had brushed through his mind.
âUgh... Ngh...!â
After nearly frying his brain, something finally bubbled to the surface.
Something Yuder had said recentlyâIf thinking is too hard, then follow someone who thinks for you.
A knight serves his liege.
The Imperial Guard had originally been formed to serve only the Emperor.
The current Emperorâwho had tried, again and again, to give chances to prisoners and wronged commoners, even if he often failed.
Kiole had never once thought of him as someone to follow. But there was no denying that the Emperor had already given him countless opportunities. If his policies could be revived, then perhaps even those still trapped in labor sentences could be given a second chance.
What kind of world had the Emperor tried to buildâbefore Kioleâs father and the nobles shut him down?
Did he still want to revive that vision?
For the first time, Kiole thought not of the vague, faraway "Emperor," but of the man Keillusa la Orr.
Before he could think more, the words slipped out of his mouth.
â...I want to meet His Majesty the Emperor.â
A strange gleam flashed in Yuder Aileâs eyes.
âThatâs your answer, then.â
âWait! But before that. The key my father gave meâI want to try using it first... H-Hey. Youââ
âFine. If youâre going to the Duke of Diarcaâs secret vault, Iâll escort you. You wonât have to worry about dying.â
Yuder replied as if he'd read exactly what Kiole had been about to ask.