The name landed in the courtyard like a stone through glass.
Not loud.
Just final.
Min-jung stood with her bound wrists pressing into the small of her back and her blindfold still in place and the name āMin-jungā hanging in the warm red-tinted air spoken in her motherās voice and she did what any person did when their entire understanding of the last six months rearranged itself in one second.
She went completely silent.
Then:
"What," she said.
Not a question. Not yet. Just the word, stripped of everything, holding the place where a question would eventually stand once her brain finished the reboot it had just initiated.
"What is my motherā" She stopped. Started again. "Why is she ā what is she doing here?"
Nobody answered.
"Sheās not supposed to be here." Her voice was climbing. Not loud ā she didnāt have loud available right now, she had shaking, she had the specific vocal tremor of someone whose composure was a structure being load-tested from the inside. "She doesnāt ā I donāt understand, I havenāt seen her in years, the last time I saw her she wasā"
She stopped.
The last image her brain kept of home was not an image sheād chosen to keep. The kitchen floor. Her motherās arm against the cabinet edge. Her fatherās voice, which had never needed to be loud to be the worst sound in a room.
Min-jung had left.
She had packed what fit in a bag in under ten minutes and she had left and she had not gone back and she had spent considerable effort over considerable time convincing herself that leaving was the only thing she could have done and that her mother was ā that her mother would beā
āFine.ā
The word had never been true and she had kept using it.
"Why is she here?" Min-jung said again. Louder now. The composure structure failing fast. "What are all these women ā who are all theseā"
"Min-jung." Ravenās voice. Level. Cutting across the rising pitch of hers without effort.
She turned toward him through the blindfold with the unerring accuracy of someone whose body had decided he was the fixed point in the room regardless of what her brain thought about that.
"Sheās been with me for some time," he said. Simple. Informational.
"With you," she repeated.
"Yes."
"With you likeā" She gestured with her chin at the surrounding women, a motion that encompassed the full scope of āwith youā as it applied in this context. "Like all of āthem.ā"
A pause.
Not a denial.
The pause of someone who had no investment in softening true things.
Min-jungās face did several things in sequence.
Then it went very still.
āThink,ā she told herself. āThink. You are a person who draws things. You understand sequences. You understand that images have an order and that the order tells a story. Think.ā
The sequence assembled itself without her permission.
The apartment. His apartment, which heād invited her to often enough that sheād stopped finding it unusual. The door sheād been told not to open. The sounds from behind it ā the specific sounds that her twenty-three-year-old brain had categorized as āhis other activitiesā and filed without examining.
Except the one time she had examined.
Except the times ā plural, she was now realizing, plural and accumulating ā when heād brought a woman home with her face covered.
A woman with a thick build. Dark hair with silver threading through it. A voice that sheād heard in broken, strangled iterations because his hand had been over her mouth or his cock had been in it.
A voice she hadnāt recognized.
āHadnāt recognized.ā
Because you didnāt recognize your motherās voice when it was being pulled out of her in sounds that you had never heard your mother make.
Because you didnāt recognize your motherās body when it was face-down in sheets being mounted likeā
Min-jung made a sound.
Not words.
Just a sound.
"The videos," she said. Her voice had gone very quiet. "I madeā" She stopped. "I drew ā I sketchedā" The Drafter lineage worked with what the eye saw, with what the eye ācommitted toā, and she had committed to canvas the image of that thick body spread across his mattress, the curve of those hips, the weight of those breasts hanging as she arched ā had committed it to canvas āenthusiasticallyā because it was āgood materialā, because the proportions were interesting, becauseā
"No," she said.
Flatly. Plainly.
"No, no, no, noā"
Raven moved.
His hand found Hanaās chest without preamble ā his palm covering her left breast through the blouse and closing, the full weight of it compressing under his grip as his fingers found the nipple through two layers of fabric and āpinched.ā Hard. The kind of pinch that had a direction and an intention.
Hanaās head went back.
"āHNNGHāā"
The cry tore through the courtyard, high and sharp and completely unambiguous in its nature ā the cry of a woman whose body had been trained over weeks to respond to that specific contact with that specific intensity, her back arching with the motion, the blouse pulling tight across her chest as both breasts pressed forward with the arch, the untouched one jiggling with the movement.
Min-jung flinched.
Full body.
"Do you recognize that voice?" Raven said.
He wasnāt asking Min-jung.
He was telling her.
"Thatās the same woman," he said, his voice carrying the warm, deliberate clarity of someone unwrapping something that had been wrapped for too long, "that you let me bring home. The one whose body you sketched from three angles."
Min-jungās knees gave.
Not immediately. There was a second ā one full second ā where her legs debated the matter and came down on the side of failure, and she went down onto the flagstone with the weight of someone whose structural support had been removed rather than someone who had chosen to kneel.
She caught herself on her knees. Barely. Her hands still bound behind her, she swayed, her chin dropping, her dark hair falling forward around the blindfold.
"What isā" Her voice was barely above a breath. "What is happeningā"
His hand wrapped into her hair.
Not Hanaās.
Hers.
The fingers spread through the dark strands from behind, gathering, tightening at the root with the practiced authority of someone who had established this particular grip with this particular woman before.
She felt him shift.
She heard the soft rustle of the bathrobe.
She felt the warmth of him against her lips before she understood what was happening, and then the broad, blunt head of his cock was pressing against the seam of her mouth with the specific patience of something that was going to enter regardless and saw no reason to be dramatic about it.
"Open," he said.
"Iā"
His hips pressed forward.
Her lips parted.
The head pushed past them, thick and immediate, pressing her tongue flat, and she made a choked, surprised sound around him as her jaw stretched to accommodate the width.
āWhatāā
He pushed deeper.
Her throat found the ridge of him and contracted and she gagged ā a real gag, eyes rolling behind the blindfold, the involuntary response of a body encountering something it hadnāt budgeted for ā and her hands, still tied behind her, curled and pulled against the binding as tears formed at the corners of her eyes and leaked sideways under the cloth.
"Kkhwackkk.... Unghmmmghh...."