Volume 4: Beta-09, Chapter 4.4

I have no idea how long I was out, but when I woke up I was in bed, naked, being snuggled by a nude Eve—now back to her regular size, still wildly curvy and a foot shorter than me.

I felt absolutely drained while my body felt heavy in a surprisingly pleasant way. I wasn’t exhausted so much as I felt empty—lighter maybe, as though I’d somehow expelled toxins and negativity from my body. I felt brand new—like a young healthy boy again.

My voice wouldn’t come to me, so I just kind of groaned to let Eve know I was awake.

Eve woke right up and smiled brilliantly, her eyes blazing with adoration, “Good morning sleepyhead.” She trilled excitedly, then leaned forward to give me a tender kiss.

I wanted to ask what the hell happened, but my head was too heavy to work my mouth right.

Eve just giggled and then sighed happily, “Oh don’t worry, I just finally got to spoil you exactly how I always wanted.”

Since my mouth wasn’t really working I tried to make my thoughts plain so Eve would understand my questions; what the fuck was in that breastmilk?

Eve trilled another cute giggle, “Did you like it? I concocted it just for you; it was a combination of the most relaxing scents and flavors with some added chemicals like an anxiety inhibiting elixir, some muscle relaxers, a central nervous system depressant, a dose of an aphrodisiac, and a sprinkling of a mixture of opioids.”

“

Opioids

!?” I croaked, finally finding my voice again.

Eve held my gaze levelly, “Adam, do you trust me?”

It was crazy to think how far Eve could go with her alchemical concoctions—able to create any medicine or toxin in her blood. But

obviously

I trusted she wouldn’t be reckless with my body—wouldn’t endanger me with any crazy chemicals.

I let out a tired sigh, “Of course, Evie. I’m sorry.”

Eve rolled her eyes, “No reason to be sorry, silly.” She smirked, “I suppose it

was

rather outrageous how I dosed you up like that. But not to worry, it was all temporary.”

I shook my head slowly, laughing at how crazy Eve was and how much I loved it. “So seriously, what was all that? I never knew you had any kind of mommy-mistress kink.”

Eve shrugged, “I have every kind of kink—or want to try them all at least. I told you I wanted to get weird with you; when we have forever to spend together, there really won’t be limits to what all I’m willing to try.”

I nodded along, “Yeah, but you got

really

into it. I mean you created

actual

breastmilk for me to drink to make it all real, and you increased your size, right? I didn’t hallucinate that?”

Eve trilled a little giggled and pressed herself against me, wrapping her arms around my neck, “Of course darling, I couldn’t really play the mommy-mistress when you’re bigger than me, right? I needed to make myself the right size in comparison.”

I shook my head slowly, “Absolutely wild you have basically unlimited power, and you use it to fulfill your kinks.”

Eve quirked up an eyebrow, “And what else should I be using my unlimited power for? As far as I’m concerned having fun with you is the most important use of my powers.”

I rolled my eyes, “I don’t know if I should be worried you’re so reckless or flattered a godly being wants to use her godly powers on me like that.”

“Flattered, obviously.” Eve smiled mischievously, “Question is did you

enjoy

this use of my powers?”

Thinking over what all we did and said, after the fact it was a little embarrassing. I turned away from Eve, “Well I mean it felt good…”

Eve held her finger against my chin and forced me to look back at her, her smile quite teasing now, “No way mister bully, I’m not letting you off the hook that easily.”

I let out a defeated sigh, “Yes, it was amazing, alright? I never felt so vulnerable and safe at the same time, all while being aroused and pleasured beyond my wildest dreams.”

Eve smiled victoriously, but then she quickly turned serious, “Adam, you know you never have to feel embarrassed with me, right? Anything you want to do or try, whether it’s sexual or romantic, adventurous or mundane, anything and everything, tell me all your dreams and desires, your doubts and fears, I’ll always accept you.”

I smiled softly at her and leaned forward to kiss her on the forehead, “I know, thanks sweet-thing. I love you.”

Eve’s eyes danced with amusement and adoration, “And I love you, mommy’s good boy.”

I held up a hand to stop her, “Let’s not get too indulgent with that, alright? If we’re playing around with our kinks, I get it. Otherwise let’s keep things…normal?” I reasoned, though of course we were both

far

from normal.

Eve smiled that playful smile of hers, “Of course, but we’ll see how you feel when we turn things around and I start calling you daddy.”

My eyebrows shot up, “

Daddy

?”

Eve’s smile widened, “Was I a good girl daddy? Do I get my reward now daddy?” She said in that seductive, innocent voice of hers.

Well, I was definitely as weird as Eve with that one, because I was already getting fired up with the way she was talking to me.

Eve trilled an excited giggle, “Or how about

Master

? Do you want to be my Master, Adam? You want to abuse your cute little slave, make me your whore? I’ll worship and please Master’s cock, I promise I will.” She said eagerly, wiggling her ass in the bed excitedly.

“Okay,

clearly

we need to start playing around with some more kinks and fetishes.” I admitted.

Eve fully laughed at that, jumping on me excitedly as though she were a little kid, “And what have I been saying all this time? Finally, you listen to me.”

I shrugged, “Hey, you’re the one who fell in love with a dumb, simple human; you’ve gotta take the good with the bad.”

Eve’s smile turned warm, and I could see her eyes glowed with that deep, unfathomably love for me, “Oh Adam, with you, it’s always good—even the bad.”

***

Following along with our friends’ advice, Eve and I stayed out of everyone’s way while the researchers were hashing out their grievances with the military. We weren’t sure what all was happening on that front, but after just a few hours,

The Radiance

opened a warp channel and entered void space, our new destination unknown to us.

In the meantime, Eve and I were happy to relax in our quarters and fool around; we didn’t get too serious into kinks now, kind of just ended up having fun with it, acting silly and flirty and playful while trying to ignore our possible impending doom.

One sad discovery came to light when we wanted to lounge around and we realized everything we’d packed for the Holistia Nebula mission had been left on

Leisure-53

and was probably destroyed, which meant my old Earth laptop was gone forever. I had tons of games and mods installed, plus all my art, my music, my screenplay—so many of my creations lost to the vacuum of space. Eve asked if I wanted her to head back out and look for it, and at first I thought she was joking, but no, she told me she absolutely had the power to return to the Holistia Nebula on her own and would look for our stuff if I wanted. I will always love her for the offer, but it would be beyond risky now for her to leave

The Radiance

with everything going on; I knew Eve was impossibly fast, but there was no way she would be able to leave and come back before mission command noticed she was gone. Instead, we grieved for our lost belongings, and I hoped I would be able to return to Earth someday in order to retrieve my backup hard drive to reclaim all my creative works—and to see my grandparents again, obviously.

They didn’t often cross my mind mostly because I still felt guilty over how I basically destroyed their lives, but every time I thought of Earth I thought of my grandparents, and then the vicious cycle of guilt would start all over again.

Still, even without the laptop Eve and I could lounge around just fine; the aliens aboard

The Radiance

rigged up a device that held pretty much all Earth media, and Zyno and his friends created some crazy emulator device that would let us play any Earth video games too. So while it was sad we didn’t have my laptop, we still had unlimited access to Earth entertainment.

We started binging Breaking Bad, and it was moments like this when Eve truly showed herself human, getting invested in the characters and the story. Strangely enough she almost seemed to care more for the fictional people compared to how dismissive she was over everyone else around her; she always said I was the only person who mattered to her, and she would kill anyone and everyone for my sake or the sake of our future together. Yet sometimes I doubted those claims (wishful thinking maybe), and when I saw how invested she got in our shows, it made me see her as even more human, made me see how wildly emotional and expressive she could be. Made me love her even more.

Of course, that brief window of happiness wasn’t meant to last as the doomsday clock ticked forward, and we received a summons for a debriefing with mission command halfway through the second day we travelled through void space.

I let out a long, weary sigh as I looked at the notification on my communicator.

“What are you thinking darling?” Eve asked me, adjusting herself to fully sit in my lap on the couch, facing me and wrapping her arms around my neck.

I tilted my head to the side, “Can’t you just read my mind like normal?”

Eve gave me a small smile and shook her head, “No, and the more turbulent your emotions the harder it is to decipher anything; sometimes your thoughts are so plain I can hear them as though you were speaking, while other times it sounds like the buzzing of a thousand whispers—impossible to make anything out.”

I quirked up an eyebrow, “What, so I could hide my thoughts from you if I tried, drown you out with a bunch of noise and errant thoughts?”

Eve looked surprised by that, “Wait, you mean you

haven’t

been doing that?”

Now I was surprised, “Doing what?”

Eve chuckled and shook her head, “My silly, darling boy; sometimes I worry about that mess of a mind of yours.”

I glared at her, “Are you calling me dumb?”

Eve’s face turned serious, and she shook her head quickly, “No not at all, I honestly believed a lot of times you were trying to keep me out of your mind by keeping it busy, like how you would tease me a lot to stop reading your mind.” She shrugged, “Hearing your turbulent thoughts are just like that naturally is a little surprising I suppose—concerning maybe.”

I let out a quick sigh, “Does that mean I’m a complex person or just totally fucked in the head?”

Eve giggled at that, “A little of both I’m afraid, sorry darling.”

I waved around the room, “And the people around us—the aliens, their minds don’t work like that?”

Eve shook her head and smiled, “Not at all, must be something unique to humans—or unique to you I suppose.”

I rolled my eyes at that, “Lucky me.”

Eve gave me a cute pout and nipped my nose, “Hey, don’t disparage yourself like that; I love how beautiful and messy your mind is.”

I sighed again, sounding a little whiny to myself now, “Too bad my messy mind gets us into these kinds of messes.”

Eve’s pout increased, “What is it you’re always saying about borrowing trouble? Stop it.”

I quirked up an eyebrow at that, “And suddenly you’re miss optimistic?”

Eve sighed, “Better that than get all doom and gloom over everything.” She smiled mischievously, “Would you like mommy to make you feel better before the meeting?”

I quickly stood up and lifted Eve off my lap, “Definitely not, we can’t afford to be late to this meeting, and considering last time I straight-up passed out, that’s not a play we should get into right now.”

Eve settled before me and shrugged, “Well we have an hour to kill, how about a regular blowjob?”

I let out a weary sigh, as though pained greatly, “I

suppose

I can allow you to do that, if it’ll make you feel better.”

Eve scoffed at me, holding back a smile while her eyes danced with amusement, “Heaven forbid I should force you into anything unpleasant!”

I gave her an over-exaggerated shrug, “The sacrifices I make for you—the burdens I bear.”

Eve gave me another cute pout and crossed her arms and turned away in a huff, “Fine, if it’s such a burden, maybe I won’t this time.”

“No no, if you insist.”

Eve turned back to me with a mischievous smirk, “Make me.”

I grinned too, “Oh ho, we’re gonna play that kind of game?”

Eve stuck her tongue out at me, “Either make me or have fun going to the meeting with blue balls.”

I crossed my arms and tapped at my chin, wondering the best way to convince Eve to give me a blowjob. She obviously wanted to do it, so I could probably get away with a simple ‘

please’

—give her the puppy-eyed stare. But that wouldn’t be much fun, no, she was getting all into roleplays and kinks lately, so I should probably play along with that.

I pushed Eve to the floor roughly and forced her on her knees, holding her down with a fistful of her hair, “You are going to suck my cock, lick my balls, and swallow my cum like a good little girl, and you’re going to enjoy it, understand me?” I said in the most commanding tone I could muster.

Apparently, I hit the mark as a subtle pink flush rose on Eve’s cheeks, and she looked up at me with eyes blazing with desire. She gave me a small nod and swallowed as though nervous.

“Yes sir—yes Master.” She corrected herself quickly, then got to work servicing me like a good little slut—holy shit, I absolutely

adored

her.