âItâs not that I forgot about you guys, I think about you all the time, itâs just thereâs no way I can reach out to you now, you know? Canât exactly send a postcard.â I insisted, spreading the feed out to the chickens.
My grandfather just chuckled, kindness always in his eyes, his mouth a permanent grin, âI know Adam, Iâm not blaming youânot trying to guilt trip you or anything.â He said and took the empty feed jug from me, then just looked at me and sighed, âStill, I worry about you son.â
I sighed too, âI know Gramps, but what would you have me do?â
Gramps chuckled again, âWould it kill you to visit at least once, let us know youâre still alive?â
I laughed then and pointed to the bomb in my neck, âActually, it very well might kill me if I try to sneak on back to Earth.â
My grandfather and I shared a hearty laugh, âWell, nothing for it then.â He put his arm around me and started leading me back towards the house, âCome on, letâs see what your Gram is making for dinner.â
I looked up at the old farmhouse, âWhat about Evie, is she cooking with Gram?â
My grandfather looked confused, âEvie? Whoâs Evie?â
I turned to Gramps to ask if he was messing around, but I was alone once more, and then suddenly I was fallingâthe farm was falling away from me, the sun and the sky, falling into an endless abyss, blackness all around me.
I was returning to the void.
***
I bolted upright as though Iâd been electrocuted, and I couldnât suppress the primal scream I unleashed as I frantically waved my hands through the air as though to fight against invisible enemies.
âFuck, fuck fuckâholy shit no, no no
no
!â
âSir, sir please calm down!â A voice announced over an intercom, âYouâre safe.â
I shut my eyes tight and covered my ears, bracing for the impact of falling into the void again.
âI wonât go backâjust fucking kill me!â I screamed.
âSir, youâve exited void space, youâre fine now.â The voice insisted.
Do I dare risk it? It could be a trick, an old memoryâa nightmare.
I decided to open one of my eyes to see if I was actually safe.
âWhat the hell?â I barely whispered.
I appeared to be in some medical bay, all white and pristine, clearly futuristic, so I was definitely still out in space. I was laying on some cot wearing my same clothes I had from before; dark jeans with my studded belt, black gravity boots that came up just below my knees with my jeans tucked inside (they looked super cool, but also they were comfortable and helped stabilize me while walking around since the artificial gravity on
Krook Hook
was shoddy at times), a regular black t-shirt with the red Nintendo logo and my blue hoodie, with my red and black armored space vest over it. Only reason I wore the vest was because I thought it made me look badass, told Eve I felt like Han Solo. Overall, the outfit definitely made me look like some ragtag space mercenary.
I looked around the rest of the bay and saw it was surprisingly spacious, with almost a dozen beds around me in a line, all filled up with people I recognized.
There was Zyno in his classic blue jumpsuit, Bryx with a dark tank top and black tactical pants, Willa in a grey sports bra-like top and tactical pants (she was weirdly sexy even though she was big and monstrous, a surprising mix of thick muscle and full curves, very amazonian), Roote was shirtless with his rocky/rhino skin exposed while wearing some black and gold armored pants and boots, and then Durgo was wearing the only armor Iâd ever seen him wear, though with that weird, bulky insect body of his I didnât imagine his people had much flair for fashion.
Everyone else was still unconscious, some monitors behind them mustâve been hooked up to wirelessly show their vital signs. I checked myself to find I had some strange sticker the size of a credit card attached to my chest, I yanked it off and the monitor behind me blacked out immediately.
I looked around the room to see there were lots of sterile cabinets and cases, everything meticulously organized, but weirdly white and haunting, with bright overhead lights that were starting to give me a headache.
I realized one reason everything seemed so white was due to the walls, they were all fogged out to prevent us from seeing outsideâa two-way mirror effect I would imagine, and even the door was fogged out in the same way.
âWe had one more, smaller guy, blue with a bulbous head.â I said to the room.
There was a brief pause in the voiceâs response, âYes, heâs on the far bed to your right.â
I looked over to see a black and grey zipper bag the size of a person on the bed, rather than the person I was expecting.
âHeâŠdidnât make it.â The voice said somberly.
I hopped off the bed, a little unsteady at first, but after bracing myself for a few moments I felt strong enough to make the walk over to the far side of the room.
It looked like any body bag you might find on Earth, though made of some fancy space-age material. There was some clasp up top fancier than a regular zipper, and I pulled it down to reveal Doctor Hennorâs dead body.
âOh shitâŠâ I whispered.
His death clearly wasnât peaceful, face frozen in terror, mouth opened so wide his jaw probably dislocated, eyes burst out with dried blood trailing out of every orifice. He wasnât fully stiff yet, extremities still a little floppy, so he probably only died a couple hours ago.
A couple of hours since we escaped from the void.
I offered a quick prayer to whoever might be listening, then closed the bag back up.
âWhere are we?â I asked the room.
âThe deep space freighter
Jessipie-90
.â
I nodded along and turned towards the door, âWe were responding to your distress beacon, but our exit gate destabilized and we barely escaped void space in our lifepod.â I waved a hand around vaguely, âLost the vessel we were going to use to tow you guys out of the system.â
âWe figured thatâs what happened, so now weâre all stranded together I guess.â The voice said, sounding almost amused.
I sighed and walked over to the frosted door, trying to ignore the migraine that was drilling into my brain, âYou wanna let me out of here then, see if we canât get a message out to our guild?â
There was another pause in the voiceâs response, âIâm afraid I canât do that just yet.â
I bit down a harsh response, trying to keep my patience, âAnd why not?â
âMultiple reasons, the simplest of which you never gave us Imperial clearance codes to be allowed aboard our vessel.â
I grinded my teeth together, âI guess we should be grateful.â
âWell, we did save your life.â The voice offered mildly.
I sighed again, barely keeping it from turning into a frustrated groan, âCan I at least see who Iâm talking to? Turn off the fucking frost on all these windows?â
There was another pause, and I swear I was going to freak out if the voice just ignored me, but then the frosted windows on the doors cleared so I could see an alien standing right behind them.
It was a reptilian alien like Seashâa glizreks, although this one looked younger, less grizzledâless
mean
. He was a male, his scales pale green, with bright feathery plumage on his head like a mohawk. He was wearing a simple black jumpsuit uniform with a bulky grey vest with a hundred pockets. He was definitely smaller than Seash, almost skinny even. His eyes were bright blue, and while I thought he looked young, behind his eyes he was clearly beyond exhausted.
âMy nameâs Gadow, captain of
Jessipie-90
.â He said respectfully, bowing his head slightly.
I held up a hand, âHey, Iâm Adam, guild mercenary from the now destroyed
Krook Hook
rescue vessel.â
Gadow was studying me carefully while we talked, âWhat guild do you belong to?â
âLazaron.â I answered easily.
Gadow looked off to the side, and while I couldnât see anyone else, it was obvious there were more people nearby, and they were surely going to check the records of the Lazaron Mercenary Guild to see if we were legit.
Of course, mercenary guilds kept shitty records at best, having a revolving door of members constantly bouncing between guilds, flirting the line between living an honest life or a crooked one. It was the simplest thing in the world for our agents to fudge their records to make our official guild profiles a few years older than they wereâprobably a common occurrence with regular mercenaries even so theyâd be able to bid for better contracts with the increased seniority.
I quirked up an eyebrow, âI assume you have someone vetting us now?â
Gadow flashed me an awkward smirk, revealing a shiny row of small white fangs, âSorry, but if you had any idea what weâve been dealing with, youâd understand we need to take every possible precaution.â
Well, I knew they had a deadly Predazoan on board, but I certainly couldnât reveal that kind of information. Instead, I needed to work with what I was
supposed
to know.
âYour distress beacon said thereâd been some deaths amongst the crew, even some disappearances; have some of your people been having mental breakdowns due to being stranded?â I inquired.
Gadow laughed and shook his head, âOf course not, friend. Remember, weâre a deep space freighter; weâre used to being stranded and isolated for years at a time.â His smile fell away quickly, âNo, the disappearances canât be explained by anything we understand.â
I was about to ask if it was deaths or just disappearances when Bryx suddenly started screaming from his bed. I looked over to see him start swinging wildly as though trying to fight, causing him to fall off the cot.
I rushed over towards Bryx on the ground, âBryx, Bryx!â I shouted, jumping back to dodge his blind haymaker.
âFuck you! I said fuck you, you canât make me go back there, I wonâtââ Bryx stopped when he looked up at me, blinking his eyes several times as though trying to see if I was real, âAdam?â
I held my hand out and he took it, and I lifted him back to his feet, âDonât worry, weâre out of void space.â
He shivered when I said the word, then looked around the medical bay âWhere are we?â
I hooked a thumb towards the doorway with the clear glass, â
Jessipie-90
, weâre in their med-bay. They rescued us.â
He looked down at me, âHave you been up long?â
I shrugged, â20 minutes maybe.â
Durgo started screaming then, followed quickly by Roote. Bryx and I worked to calm the agents down, and before everyone was settled Willa woke up and started freaking out too.
I wondered briefly if Iâd woken up first thanks to my enhanced regeneration, or if it was something to do with my already unstable human mind adapting to the chaos of the void. Whatever the reason, all the hardened soldiers woke up one after the other, leaving just Zyno the simple researcher unconscious.
I got the others up to speed quickly, and we all gathered around the doorway to talk with the captain of
Jessipie-90
.
Durgo still had his tablet with him, belted on the hip of his armor, and even though it was clearly damaged, he was still able to turn on the display and show it to Gadow, âHere, the Imperial clearance codes; you can let us out now.â
Gadow waved over another person, this one also a glizreks, a light blue female, skinny like Gadow, but with slender feminine curves and breasts. She also had hair, unlike most male glizreks, long and lustrous, deep purple with dark blue streaks, starting at the top of her head before it tapered to the spine of her neck. She produced a tablet too and looked at Gadow and nodded.
âThe code checks out.â She confirmed, but didnât look that relieved.
Gadow smiled apologetically, âThatâs one problem solved, but I still donât know if we can release you yet, for the safety of my crew.â
âMeaning?â Bryx pressed.
I gestured towards Gadow, âThis about the deaths and disappearances? Which is it; are people dying or are they disappearing.â
Gadow exchanged a nervous glance with the woman next to him, then turned back to us and sighed, âItâs both, but even after someone has been killed, the body disappears afterwards too.â
Durgo crossed his arms over his bulky chest, âSomeoneâs hiding the bodies?â
The woman shook her head quickly, âStealing the bodies, hiding the evidence; we have no idea whatâs going on, but people are starting to panic.â
Roote pointed towards the woman, âAnd you areâŠ?â
Gadow puffed up his chest, almost looking defensive, âThis is my lieutenant, Fierra.â
Lieutenant Fierra put a hand on Gadowâs arm, as though to reign him in. Fierra looked young too, so if I had to guess, it was both of their first time in these commanding roles, and I would expect the two of them to get defensive over itâwould need to be careful not to offend them.
Roote held his hands up quickly, âI meant no offense.â
Durgo hissed out a sigh through his voice modulator, âListen, we came here to help you, and while we might not have our towing vessel, we damn sure wonât be able to help you locked up in here.â He insisted.
Gadow looked off to the side once more, clearly looking towards other people, then turned back to us, âI understand this must be frustrating, but I doubt you can even imagine what weâve been dealing with these last few cycles.â He pointed towards the cots behind us, âJust bear with us for a little while so we can figure out how best to proceed.â
Before anyone else could protest, the frost took over the glass on the door once more, blocking our view of
Jessipie-90âs
crew.
Willa grumbled, causing her tentacles to coil up her face and mouth, âNow what are we supposed to do?â
Durgo shrugged, then started walking over towards his cot, âNothing we can do for now. They might just be following Imperial quarantine protocols, or maybe theyâre going to have a vote to see if they should just jettison us back out to space.â He reasoned.
Bryx and the others followed along behind him, âConsidering the lifepodâs systems are more than likely fried, if they sent us back out in space it would be a death sentence.â
Roote shook his head, âThatâs if theyâre so inclined to give us our pod back.â
I sat down on my cot and looked over at the agent, âMeaning?â
Roote shrugged, âA desperate crew stranded in the middle of deep space, surviving through mysterious deaths and disappearances. It wouldnât be unreasonable to think theyâd kick us all off their vessel, keeping our pod to scrap or strip it for resources instead.â
My eyebrows shot up, âYou really think theyâd just kills us like that, send us all out into the vacuum of space?â
Durgoâs voice modulator crackled deeply, and it took me a few moments to realize he was laughingâthe first time Iâd ever heard him do that, it was quite an unpleasant sound.
âIâve seen far less desperate people act far more cruelly. If weâre lucky, theyâll at least kill us swiftly.â