Chapter 1595: Leaving
A long time later, I patted Murong Mingyue on the shoulder again and said, "Alright, thatās enough⦠Sister Yi is still waiting for us to deliver her medicine, you know. The doctor said that she has to receive her treatment in 5 hours, and 3 hours have already passedā¦"[1]
One hand on the handbrake, a red-eyed Murong Mingyue pulled away from me and said, "Mn!"
When the Lamborghiniās engine roared, I suddenly noticed that the windshield was cracked here and there. I couldnāt help but blurt out, "Sis, you were driving over from Suzhou, right? Did you ram through the traffic barrier[2] to get to this lane? Youāre crazyā¦"
Murong Mingyue shot me a look. "What could I do? Your call had cut short without warning, and Iād heard enough unnatural noises to know that something mustāve happened to you on the road. My only choice was to ram through the traffic barrier once I found you. Thank goodness there werenāt many cars on the road, or I wouldāve been in a really bad spot. I had a few close brushes just now, and it was really scary to say the leastā¦"
I curled my lips. "Well, prepare to say goodbye to your driverās license!"
"Itāll be fine, I know people in the traffic departmentā¦"
"What the hellā¦"
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We returned to the workshop looking as wet as fish. Beiming Xue ran up to us immediately and asked, "Are you okay, big bro? Why are you so drenched? Thereās also a bruise on your foreheadā¦"
I shook my head and shot her a reassuring smile. "Itās nothing. It was just a minor car accidentā¦"
"What about your X12?"
"Itās totaled. Itās fine, Iāll just get a Ferrari nowā¦"
"..."
I returned to He Yiās room and took out the medicine in my pockets. Thank goodness it hadnāt been damaged during the car accident. The rest of the prescription had already been delivered to the doctorsā hands, so they immediately began the treatment process after I had given them the Nordfran powder.
He Yi couldnāt see that we were drenched. She asked, "Is Lu Chen okay, Mingyue?"
Murong Mingyue didnāt want her to worry, so she answered, "Yes, he was just delayed by the rain. Heās right here with me, isn't he?"
"Thatās good. My heartbeat was racing for no reason just now. I thought it was a bad premonitionā¦"
"Clearly, itās just your overactive imagination playing tricks on you!"
"Yes, it isā¦"
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At some point during the night, the downpour finally stopped and revealed a bright, round moon in the sky. It looked so white and pure it was as if it had been cleansed by the rain.
I was sitting next to He Yi and keeping her company.
"Take your shoes off and climb into the bed with me, will you?" He Yi asked suddenly.
I did as she asked and slipped my legs under the blanket. She immediately hugged me and pressed her face against my neck. Her warm breath was both ticklish and comfortable at the same time.
My emotions were a jumbled mess. I didnāt know how much longer I could enjoy this moment of tranquility.
"I need to tell you something, Sister Yi," I said after a very long time.
She looked up. "Yes? What is it?"
"Iām going to head overseas to treat my sickness. I wonāt be coming back until Iām fully healed." My arms were shaking a little when I lied to her face. I had promised that I would never lie to her for as long as I lived, but in the end, I wasnāt able to keep that oath.
Surprise colored He Yiās features before she replied softly, "Is that so? Iāll come with you. I want to stay by your sideā¦"
I caressed her soft, long hair and said, "No. You need to rest until your eyes are fully healed. Just stay in Suzhou and wait for me to return."
She stayed silent for a moment before looking at me. "I know youāre lying, but Iām still going to believe you because I love youā¦"
I trembled all over and nearly broke into tears.
I hugged her tightly and kissed her on the lips. He Yi returned my affections just as strongly. Two hours later, I finally gathered enough resolve to take my leave.
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Standing beside He Yiās bed, I bent down to kiss her once more in the lips before saying with a smile, "Be a good girl and wait for me to come home, okay? I promise you I will come back no matter what. I will definitely keep this promiseā¦"
He Yi bit her lower lip as she stared at me. Maybe it was because she couldnāt see me clearly, but she said quietly, "I will. If you donāt, I will still wait for you to return home."
"Mn. Donāt worry. I wonāt disappoint you!"
I gave her a pat on the shoulder to feign casualness and walked out of the room. The second I was out of the door though, a tear slid down my cheeks almost immediately. I leaned against the wall for a moment to muster myself. This may be the last time I saw He Yi. This may very well be our last day together. Do I really want to leave like this?
I turned around and stared at He Yiās unfocused eyes. Tears poured down my cheeks like an unending waterfall.
It was time to leave. No matter how much I hated to leave her side, my desire to stay could only be satiated if I overcame my tribulation.
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I turned around and walked out of the workshop. Murong Mingyue, Lian Xin, Beiming Xue and Xinran were already waiting at the gate. We had agreed that I would be leaving because He Yi could never truly rest as long as my presence reminded her of my condition. The fact that I was deteriorating faster than expected was a major reason I had chosen to leave as well. She might never recover from her eye disease if she had to deal with me getting ever so closer to death by her side.
"Big broā¦"
Beiming Xue suddenly burst into tears. "You must come home, big broā¦"
I gave her a hug and said, "Mn. I will do everything in my power to live for your and everyone elseās sakeā¦"
"We all love you, big bro!"
"I knowā¦"
I let go of Beiming Xue and went to hug Xinran next. She asked me with her eyes widened, "Where are you going, big brother?"
I answered, "A place far, far away from here."
"When will you be coming home?" Xinran asked again.
I replied, "Soon. Maybe a month, maybe sooner than thatā¦"
Xinran broke into tears immediately. "Donāt leave, big brother! What will I do without you?"
I held her tighter. "Youāll be good. Sorry, itās all my fault. While I am gone, sis will take care of you in my stead. I promise you I will do everything in my power to come home because I too wish to stay with you, watch you grow up, see you marry a good man and so onā¦"
She continued to cry in my arms.
"Little Xin?"
I turned around and went to hug Lian Xin next. "Cry if you want. Youāll feel better that wayā¦"
Her shoulders shook as she sobbed against my chest, "Iāve just come home a year ago or so, and youāre leaving me already? You said you would stay with us forever. Why are you breaking your promise?"
"I will come home. This, I promise!" I said with resolve before letting go of Lian Xin as well. Finally, I wrapped an arm around Murong Mingyueās waist and shot her a smile. "Iām leaving, sis. You want a goodbye kiss?"
Without a word, she wrapped her arms around my neck and pressed her lips against mine. After teasing me a little with her soft tongue, she let me go and said with rosy cheeks, "Thatās another one ticked off the checklist. Now I have no regretsā¦"
I smiled. "Alright, now that the hugs and French kisses are over, Iām going. Be safe and wait for me to come home, all of youā¦"
"Mn!"
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I got inside a brand new Buickāit was a company car Lin Yujia had assigned meāstepped on the gas pedal and left[3]. I dared not look back because I was afraid that I would lose all my resolve the second I did so.
After driving for about a kilometer or so, I stopped the car by the roadside and gave Lin Yixin a callā
"Yiyiā¦"
"Mn. Why havenāt you logged into the game?"
I exhaled once before replying, "Yiyi, my condition has worsened once more. The suppressant lost effect much sooner than expected."
"What? Come back as quickly as you can!"
"Sorry, but not this timeā¦"
Lin Yixin asked, "What are you planning?"
I said quietly, "The suppressants have always been nothing more but a stop-gap. They slow down the deterioration, but donāt change the fact that Iām going to die. According to Professor Liu, I will gradually lose my senses. I wonāt be able to see, hear, or even feel pain by the time virus is done ravaging my body. I donāt want you to see me like this. That is why Iām going to find a safe place and wait for⦠well⦠donāt worry though. Iām still going to send Uncle Ning a blood sample everyday. Iām not going to give up until the end. Yiyi, I love you. I donāt want you to see me ugly and weakened. Iām glad I have met you during the best moments of my life, and I donāt have any regretsā¦"
Lin Yixin finally could hold back her emotions and wept on the other side of the phone.
I hung up the call and took out the SIM card. I snapped it in half and tossed it into the rubbish bin.
I restarted the engine and drove to the gaming base next. It wasnāt long before I saw Gui Guzi standing on the pavement with a solemn expression on his face.
He climbed into the front passenger seat after I stopped the car.
"Did you get everything?" I asked.
The man nodded. "Yeah. I promise I wonāt tell anyone about your location. Not even Brother Thirteen, Mamate or Beiming will get me to talk. Where do you want to go, Boss Broken Halberd?ā
I thought for a moment before answering, "Letās go to Hangzhou, Zhejiangā¦"
"Okay."
"Can you drive? Iām afraid I will suddenly lose strength."
"Yeah, sure!"
After we swapped seats, the car engine roared, disappearing into the darkness of the night. We entered the highway and left Suzhou in almost no time at all. I took a moment to check out my bag. My bank cards, gaming helmet, suppressants[4] and a batch of vials were all there. I should have everything I needed to survive until the final moment, no matter where I went.
We arrived at Hangzhou at almost midnight. We continued to travel north from there.
"Take a right turn and get off the highway, Little Gui. Itās time to find a town somewhereā¦"
"Yeahā¦"
Few cars were driving so late into the night. I read the road signs as we traveled along a moderately wide roadā
Right TurnāGucheng Lināan
Left TurnāYang Guo Cun
Straight AheadāLittle Cabbage Memorial Hall, Yuhang Old Town
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I pointed to the front and said, "Letās go to Yuhang Old Town, Little Gui."
He nodded. "Right away!"
At midnight sharp, we parked our car in front of a house in Yuhang Old Town. It had a small courtyard with a fir tree in it. My bag on my back, I stepped out of the car and knocked on the door.
A minute or two later, a middle-aged man who looked to be around 50 years old opened the door and asked me with a puzzled expression, "Do you need anything, young man?"
I replied humbly, "Uncle, Iām a traveler from Suzhou, and I would like to rent a room and stay in your house for a bit. Is that okay? Donāt mind my companion, he wonāt be staying with me. All I ask is that you feed me everyday. Iāll pay you 5,000 RMB to stay in your house for a month."
He looked puzzled. "But why would you�"
I smiled. "I just want a change of air."
"Well⦠okay. My son is working in another state, and he wonāt be returning for at least another year. You can stay in his room!"
"Thank you so much, uncleā¦"
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At midnight, I sat in an unfamiliar environment and stared at the many stars above my head. I let out a shuddering breath.
Outside the window, Gui Guzi said, "Iām going now, Boss Broken Halberd. T-take care⦠Iāll come visit you every afternoonā¦"
I nodded. "Yeah. Book a room in the urban area and stay there for the night. Itās not safe to drive so late[5]."
"I knowā¦"
The Buick vanished, and I continued to sit there feeling as if I had lost something.
Suddenly, my body heated up, and the tearing pain that I had grown all too familiar with assaulted my senses once more.
1. T/N: on a related note, did you guys know how fucking dangerous it is to park your car on the highway? You didnāt even park it in front of wreckage so the crazy drivers will hit it first ā
2. T/N: it can also be the road-block that prevents the cars from entering the highway because of heavy rain as mentioned in the previous chapter, but Lu Chen specifically mentioned that she drove over from the opposite side so it can only mean one thing ā
3. T/N: then he crashed 3 seconds into the drive and died because WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL DRIVING? YOU CRASHED LITERALLY HOURS AGO BECAUSE YOUR ILLNESS KICKED IN AT THE WORST POSSIBLE TIME! ā
4. T/N: thank fuck, for a moment I thought he was so stupid that he didnāt even take the suppressants ā
5. T/N: if only youāll take your own advice, or any common sense at all really ā
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