Thankfully, before I could dwell on that dreadful topic for too long, Michael spoke up.
"So," he said, tossing a twig into the flames, "anyone else still seeing dead Cadets from the
Night Sanctuary
whenever they close their eyes, or is that just me?"
Vince grunted. "Just you."
"That was too fast," Michael said, narrowing his eyes. "You didnât even think about it."
"Didnât need to," Vince dismissively waved a hand. "What youâre describing is survivorâs guilt. And itâs overrated. Been there, done that."
Michael tilted his head at that. "Iâve been wondering this for a while now â what kind of life did you even live, Vince? You sound like youâve struggled a lot... yet somehow, you still sound well-off."
"Well-off?" Vince scoffed like he was offended. "Bitch, Iâm filthy rich. Richer than half the lowborn nobles out there. And before you ask, yes, Iâm self-made."
"Self-made?" Michael repeated skeptically.
Vince squinted. "What, you donât believe me?"
While those two bickered, Ray was still panning his camera across the campfire like he was filming a wildlife documentary.
"Day eight or nine, I think?" he said dramatically. "The survivors of Noctveil Wilds attempt social interaction to distract themselves from the creeping existential dread."
Meanwhile, the argument continued.
"No, itâs not that I donât believe you," Michael shook his head. "Itâs just that being self-made at our age is... impressive."
Vince gave a proud laugh. "Hah! Youâve no idea of whatâs impressive, my friend. I once sold a man his own house, and a bride her own groom. I could sell wings to a bird and roots to a tree.
Thatâs
impressive."
Wow. That was some line.
Michael looked moved for a second as well... before sighing. "And here I am, so broke I canât even afford a mattress."
The camp fell silent for a moment. Vince frowned. Ray blinked.
Even Juliana, sitting a bit farther away from all of us, wrinkled her nose like sheâd just heard something ridiculously unbelievable.
"What?" Ray shouted, baffled. "Arenât you one of the Top Ten Cadets in our batch? Most amenities are free â or
nearly
free â for us top rankers!"
Right. Because of his goofy personality, it was sometimes easy to forget that Ray was ranked right below me â the number two among the first-years.
Before Michael could reply, Kang huffed from beside Alexia. His voice was muffled by how comfortably he was lying down. "Thatâs because Michael donates everything he gets to orphanages and charities."
Michael rubbed the back of his neck, looking a little embarrassed. "I just... feel bad having so much when some people donât have
anything
."
"Wow," Vince said flatly. "Youâre like a walking sermon on humility. Must be exhausting."
Michael chuckled. "Youâd be surprised."
Ray zoomed the camera in on him, lowering his voice to a whisper. "Look closely, chat. This is a true noble hero â kind, handsome, and broke. An endangered species, really."
Michael gave him a deadpan look. "Keep that up, and youâll be the first species to go extinct."
Ray turned the camera slightly toward himself, smirking into the lens. "See? Even the kind ones have a dark side."
"Youâre both idiots," Vince rolled his eyes. "But seriously, Michael, stop guilt-tripping yourself over helpless strangers and build some wealth already. If it makes your holy ass uncomfortable, think of it this way â right now you have
less
money to give back to the community. But if you had
more
money, you could give back
more
."
And
that
is
exactly
how every righteous civil worker spirals into corruption.
Michael smiled softly at Vinceâs logic. It was the kind of smile that said this is stupid... but somehow it makes sense.
"Right," he said dryly. "So what youâre suggesting is that I should become filthy rich so I can donate even more?"
Vince nodded solemnly. "Exactly. Itâs called the
circle of greed
."
"Donât you mean
generosity
?"
He shrugged. "Same thing. Just depends on whoâs writing the press release when you get arrested for tax fraud."
Michael laughed. "But I donât even know
how
to get rich."
Alexia threw her hands up, scandalized. "What?! What do you mean
you donât know
?! Iâve told you a gazillion times, Michael! Invest, hold for the long term, and reap profit! Iâll even share
my own
portfolio with you!"
"And if you canât even do that," I added, "then just invest in gold."
Vince shot me a pointed look. "Hey, stop promoting your family business. Everyone knows the Theosbanes have a monopoly on gold."
I gasped like I was hurt by the
baseless
accusation. "
Monopoly
? What nonsense! We only own, like, ninety percent of the total gold market. Thatâs
barely
a monopoly. And if thatâs your logic, then you shouldnât invest anywhere at all. Because the Luxara Stock Exchange determines the global market trends. Which means we technically dictate the entire economy."
Vince kept staring at me for a long moment, then buried his face in his hands and sobbed. "I know! Gods, your familyâs wealth
disgusts
me!"
I chuckled.
Meanwhile, Lily had quietly taken out some of the cooked serpent meat and started handing pieces around, laughing along with us.
"Thanks," I said, accepting a piece.
It wasnât half bad â chewy, smoky, and with a faint aftertaste of burnt venom.
A delicacy, indeed.
For a while, as we all ate, the only sounds heard were the crackle of the fire and the distant chirping of enormous insects in the jungle beyond.
It
shouldâve
been peaceful.
And it
was
, in its own way.
But it was also the kind of peace that felt too fragile, like it would break any second.
And very soon, Lily
did
break it. "Does anyone... miss the Academy?"
Everyone looked up.
Ray snickered. "Miss what exactly? The daily exhaustion, weekly assignments, horrifying lectures, or morning dorm coffee that tasted worse than what Iâd feed to my dogs?"
"Yeah," Lily said with a small smile. "That."
Michael leaned back, staring into the flickering fire. "I kinda do, actually. Back in high school, I didnât have any friends. So these past few months at the Academy... with so many people growing closer to me... I liked it."
Kang snorted. "You know theyâre only trying to make connections since youâre in the Top Ten, right?"
Michael nodded. "I know. And thatâs fine. I donât expect anything from them in return. It just... feels nice to be included by your peers for once, instead of being shunned."
Ray rubbed his chin thoughtfully. "Wait, didnât you and Samael go to the same high school? I thought you two were friends."
"Hah!" I barked out a laugh. "Friends? No, I
bullied
him."
Ray looked like he heard me wrong. "Waitâ seriously?"
"Yeah, he did," Michael heaved a resigned sigh.
"Huh?" Ray let out a half-suppressed laugh. "Guess youâve always been the Tyrant."
In the brief silence that followed, I furrowed my brows in confusion.
When no one elaborated, I finally asked, "What?"
That one word got their attention.
Everyone â even Kang, even Juliana, whoâd been pretending not to listen â turned to look at me with identical looks of dawning realization.
"Oh..." Alexia was the first to catch on. "You donât know."
"I donât know
what
?" I asked slowly.
Everyone exchanged uneasy glances among themselves.
At last, Vince decided to answer me. "Thatâs your nickname back at the Academy â the
Tyrant
."
I was stunned, utterly speechless for I donât remember how long.
Then I turned to Michael. He gave me a helpless nod, looking unsure whether to laugh or comfort me.
I clenched my fist in the air like I was strangling someone. "The
Tyrant
? Thatâs the best they could come up with for me? Who did I tyrannize, huh? Iâve been on my absolute best behavior ever since I joined the Academy!"
They shared a collective look that said:
That... was his best behavior?
Alexia began counting on her fingers calmly. "You beat down ten of the Top Twenty Cadets. Then gave a humiliating speech while they were carried out on stretchers. Then restricted mission access to anyone below a certain rank."
Vince joined in. "Oh, and donât forget the time you burned down a dorm."
I sat upright. "
Allegedly
! The Cadet Council still hasnât given an official statement on who did it!"
"And that," Ray said, zooming his camera in on me like he was getting a confession, "is why people think youâve got the Council in your pocket. Basically, they think you bribed the Academy."
"
Bribed
?" I repeated, incredulous.
Michael scratched his cheek, avoiding eye contact. "Yeah... someone even wrote an article about it in the Academy newspaper. But then that person
mysteriously
got kicked out of the media club. People think you were behind it."
I dragged a hand down my face. "I donât even leave my room to get food! I make Juli bring me something! You think Iâd have the motivation to run a conspiracy?"
Juliana nodded from the edge of the firelight. "Thatâs true. He canât even run an errand properly."
I pointed at her. "Thank you! Not the best defense, but thank you!"
Alexia still didnât let go. "Okay, then what about the time you controlled the first-yearsâ cafeteria dessert menu for a week?"
I froze. "...Thatâs because their desserts were always so subpar!"
Juliana murmured without looking up, "You ordered the kitchen to replace the entire sugar supply."
"Well, yeah!" I exclaimed, as if it were the most reasonable thing in the world. "Because they were using low-quality sugar! Iâm sorry I care about the culinary wellbeing of my fellow Cadets!"
Ray chuckled. "See? Thatâs exactly why they call you the Tyrant. You act like a dictator who justifies every decision with moral superiority."
"Thatâs not tyranny," I said indignantly. "If anything, that sounds like
efficient leadership
."
"Uh-
huh
," Vince drawled. "Sure thing, Supreme Chancellor Samael."
Lily giggled aloud.
Michael also smiled. "Well, at least the nicknameâs not that bad. It couldâve been worse."
"Oh yeah?" I asked. "Like what?"
"Like...
âThe Golden Brat,â
" Vince suggested.
Everyone burst into hushed laughter. Even Julianaâs lips twitched â which, for her, was basically a full-blown laugh.
I didnât join in.
I leaned back, rolling my eyes as I gazed back up at the shattered sky through the branches, their laughter fading into a comfortable blur.
It all felt so... warm.
Maybe it was the fire.
Or maybe it was the rare peace after everything that had happened.
Either way, that was the first moment we all truly enjoyed there.
Then Vince, because he couldnât help himself, ruined it. "So, who do you think will die next?"
Everyone groaned.
"Seriously?" Michael threw a twig at him. "
Thatâs
your idea of small talk?"
"Iâm being practical!" Vince protested. "You gotta prepare for these things. Statistically, someoneâs luck is bound to run out soon."
"Statistically," Alexia said, "itâll be you."
He gaped. "...What?"
She smiled serenely. "You talk too much. In stories, characters like you either die right before or after the climax."
Ray immediately turned the camera toward him. "And there you have it, folks â foreshadowing."
Laughter broke out again. And this time, even I couldnât help but smirk.