I watched Juliana cool herself off in the soft breeze, stretching her arms before tugging her tank top straight.
Then she bent, picked up her leather jacket from where sheād tossed it earlier, and slung it over her shoulder while muttering something about needing a proper bath.
She looked both refreshed and tired from the practice.
And her face had already fallen back into its usual calm, polished, unbothered, and unreadable expression.
While mumbling about getting back to the camp together, she stepped meā
Or, well,
tried
to step past me.
Because I moved a foot in front of her and said something so unironically, stupidly unbelievable that it surprised even me, "Teach me."
The beat of silence that followed was so loud it felt like the trees flinched.
Juliana stopped mid-step.
Slowly,
excruciatingly
slowly, she turned her head toward me.
Her face carried the exact expression of someone who had just been ambushed by a particularly stupid request.
"
...Teach
you?" she repeated.
I nodded like it was the most normal thing I couldāve asked for. "Yes."
"Teach you...
what
?" she blinked once. "And please donāt say swordsmanship."
"Swordsmanship," I immediately followed with the most innocent smile I could put on.
Another silence followed.
This one was somehow even longer.
Juliana stared at me like she was waiting for the punchline.
Unfortunately for my poor
Shadow
, I wasnāt making a joke.
I was being unapologetically serious.
So I stared back at her like I genuinely believed I was being reasonable.
Both of us held our stances like two idiots locked in a contest of mutual delusion.
Finally, she breathed out through her nose. "Young Master."
I batted my lashes at her. "Juli."
"You can barely hold your axe without threatening your own allies!"
"What? Thatās just not true!"
"You almost killed Vince when we were in the shadowed region!?"
"Okay, Vince stands in stupid places."
"He was standing right behind you!"
"Again, a stupid place to stand while Iām just out of a battle and my nerves are on edge! Besides, donāt act like you donāt want Vince dead so you can loot his supplies either!"
"Yes, but thatās not the point!"
She shut her eyes for a moment, clearly praying for patience she absolutely did not have. When she opened them again, her stare was flat enough to iron fabric.
"Okay. Why," she said slowly, "should I teach you? What makes you think you can learn anything from me?"
"Because I want to," I said simply, once again putting on my most innocent smile.
Her eyebrows twitched upward. It was a small, quick change in expression. But for Juliana, it was the equivalent of a full-blown gasp.
"You
want
to?" she echoed. "Thatās your reasoning?"
I scowled. "Hey, do you have any idea how rare it is for me to want things that arenāt either liquor, money, or women? That alone should tell you how serious I am!"
Juliana almost facepalmed. "Again! Thatās not the point!"
"Thatās
exactly
the point!" I sighed and stepped a little closer before lowering my voice. "Look, youāre the only one I know who possesses not just one but
three
dual-wielding sword techniques. So youāre the only one who can teach me. I had been meaning to ask you this for a long time, but I never got around."
She didnāt say anything for a few heartbeats, but this time the silence between us felt softer.
Then she shook her head. "You
know
what Iām trying to say. What makes you think you can learn anything from me... when I canāt trust you to never use what I teach you
against
me someday. When I canāt trust you to
never
stand against me?"
Her words were neither sharp nor angry.
If anything, they were just honest and quiet. They were calm and cruel and painfully reasonable.
I frowned at her, feigning utter confusion. "Why would I ever stand against you? Give me
one
reason Iāll ever be your enemy!"
She gave me a look. A very
specific
look.
The look that said she wanted to summarize several monthsā worth of my questionable decisions, impulsive choices, mad strategies, erratic mood swings, and everything else I do.
"Do you want the list alphabetically," she said evenly, "or chronologically?"
"Iāokay, rude." I threw my hands up in mock surrender. "But weāve already been over this. The very reason I didnāt, you know,
kill
you when I killed Rexerd was because I wanted you on my side. We also have taken an oath to not harm one another. And I have promised to help you take your revenge."
Juliana exhaled. "Sure, but then what? That oath is not eternal. And whatās your goal once Iāve accomplished mine. You say you want to dethrone some Monarchs, but why? You talked about... what was it? The Syndicate? Are you against them? Why? When I asked you all this, you said your reasons donāt concern me. But the problem is, Young Master, it does. I donāt know your true alliances. But I do know one thing... itās that if you ever need to raise your sword against me, youād do it. I know youād do it
without
hesitation. Tell me if Iām wrong."
I was quiet for a brief moment.
Truth be told, I wasnāt even offended. Or defensive.
I was just a little surprised that Juliana had ditched her mask and decided to talk to me so openly without beating around the bush like she usually does.
So I shrugged once again. "Okay. Yeah. Thatās fair."
She frowned mid-blink, as if she hadnāt expected me to agree. "...Fair?"
"Yes." I lifted a shoulder. "Youāre not wrong."
Her expression flattened. "Y-Youāre agreeing with me?"
"I am," I chuckled at her disbelief. "I mean, come on, Juli. Youāre smart. You know me. If the universe ever decides to throw us on opposite sides, weād both adapt. Youād stab me in the face. Iād stab you in the ribs. If we deny it, weād be fooling no one."
"So...?" she muttered.
"So, Iām not promising eternal loyalty," I said softly. "
But
I can promise you this: as long as weāre on the same side, Iāll
never
betray you."
Juliana kept holding my gaze, then smirked. "Very sweet, almost romantic, Young Master. But thereās nothing you can do or say to convince meā"
"And Iāll also promise you fifty Essence Stones a day for every day you teach me dual-wielding," I added immediately.
"āConsider me convinced!" she clapped her hands excitedly like a greedy car salesman. "We can start right now, if you want!"
What a fucking gold digger.