Man, this was exactly why I liked his character... almost as much as I hated it.
In the game, Michael started out as a petty yet good-natured, strong but naĂŻve, imperfect yet loyal-to-a-fault protagonist.
He had opinions, sure. He got annoyed and he sulked. He held grudges sometimes â no, he
grew
his grudges â but he also forgave just as easily.
He had many,
many
flaws. He was dishonest, even with the people closest to him. He was stubborn, and he got far too confident in his strength after gaining Xaldrethâs power.
He made mistakes. So, so many mistakes. But that was exactly what made him relatable to me.
Because what man was truly perfect? We all have our faults, and we spend our entire lives working through them.
We fuck up, and we learn.
That was exactly the kind of protagonist Michael Godswill was.
You could love him or hate him, but you
had
to admit that, at his core, he was simple in the way only genuinely good people were simple.
He wanted to help everyone.
He wanted to protect everyone.
He wanted to believe that if he tried hard enough, things would turn out right for everyone.
And over the course of the game, he grew. He learned little by little from each mistake and resolved never to repeat them.
So while he began as a naĂŻve fool, he quickly learned to read people after being punished for his shortcomings.
...Not unlike the time I reeled him into committing arson.
Hey, in my defense, that was pretty tame compared to how other characters manipulated him later in the game!
Ahem, anyway, like I was saying, I liked him because he learned. He adapted. He stopped being passive and started taking charge.
In simple words, he just got better at being the main lead he was supposed to be.
Just like now, for example, when he baited me into revealing far more than I should have known, without getting me to say a single word.
And it would be a complete lie to say I wasnât at least a little proud of him for that.
"Good job," I said, nodding in genuine appreciation.
Michael looked utterly confused, as if heâd expected me to deny it or dance around the subject a bit longer.
I didnât bother.
...Because, in all honesty, Iâd wanted to have this conversation with him anyway.
That was why Iâd been leaving breadcrumbs for him to follow.
Yeah. It was all intentional.
Obviously, I wasnât stupid enough to talk openly about things like Demon Princes and the Spirit King while hoping heâd never ask questions.
I had been deliberately disclosing information.
I didnât just slip up like a moron when I asked him to teach me Essence Channeling. No, I knew he was cautious. I knew he had never used that technique in front of me.
So, when I asked him to teach me, it was on purpose.
Now, I know what youâre thinking.
âBut Sam, why in the world would you do that?â
Because the moment the
Night Sanctuary
Massacre happened, when it finally dawned on me that Iâd made a colossal blunder... I realized something.
I couldnât keep pulling strings from the background anymore. I, too, needed to actively participate in the story if I wanted to change its ending.
And I couldnât do that alone.
My sisterâs words kept echoing in my ears.
"...In real war, itâs not about lone heroes. Itâs about armies. A king without an army is just a fool with a crown. And when the whole world is against you... youâll fall."
As much as I hated it, she was right. She had always been insightful like that. She had seen right through me and mercilessly exploited my weakness.
After thinking back on her words, I couldnât help but acknowledge how painfully stupid I was.
Soon enough, events would begin spiraling far beyond the reach of a single personâs control.
To bend them to my will, I needed proxies. I needed subordinates.
I needed... pawns.
Unfortunately, life wasnât a simple game of chess. This was also something I fully realized after the
Night Sanctuary
incident.
Because in real life, pawns had feelings. And feelings were variables.
I couldnât just move a pawn against its will. Even if I
did
, it wouldnât be efficient.
That was why I needed these pawns to
trust
me. Trust me enough to march into death at my command. Trust me enough to act without hesitation.
And that meant only one thing.
I couldnât treat them like pawns anymore.
I had to treat them like people.
Yeah. It disgusted me to even think of that.
What do you mean I had to offer basic human respect to everyone?
I had to treat them with inherent dignity, kindness, and consideration, recognizing their fundamental worth and autonomy?
What a load of crap!
But that was the irony of it all.
To build an army that would follow me into hell itself, I couldnât lie to them endlessly. I couldnât keep manipulating them from the shadows.
I couldnât reduce them to disposable pieces the way you do in a game of chess.
Because this wasnât a game anymore.
And Michael â frustrating, righteous, stubborn Michael â was the perfect proof of that.
He wasnât someone you could control for long.
Fear wouldnât work. Deception wouldnât work. Power wouldnât work either.
In the end, heâd turn on you.
So to avoid a scenario where he was your enemy, he had to
choose
to follow you.
That was why I needed him, and all the other main characters, to
choose
me.
I needed their undying fidelity.
So I began, "Do you remember when we fought, and I fell and slammed my head against a rock?"
Michael shifted in his place, going from mildly surprised by my praise to visibly restless... for reasons I didnât quite understand.
"Yeah, uhâ sorry," he said uneasily, then bit his tongue, like that red-faced response stunned even him.
...Yeah, why would he apologize for that?
What a fucking weirdo.
I gave him a look and continued. "Anyway. When I woke up in the hospital, I had some... revelations."
His brows furrowed. "Revelations...?"
"Yeah. As in visions."
"...V-Visions!?"
I nodded. "Flashes of a future still to pass. Of a life I hadnât yet lived. I watched things I was too powerless to stop. I witnessed events that transpired beyond my control. At last, I... saw the world end."
Michael blinked at me like he was staring at a madman. He stayed silent, until his frown hardened and his eyes narrowed. "Thatâs stupid. Your power isnât even related toâ"
"Remember when I told you Selene would teleport us out of
Night Sanctuary
before she did? Remember how I suspected the High Priest of Ishtara without any evidence?"
He froze. Then his eyes were blown wide.
I shrugged. "Yeah. I saw the destruction of Ishtara way before it happened. I tried to warn you all. I had no proof, but I
knew
the church was involved somehow. I didnât know about the Overload, my knowledge is very vague. But I
knew
Ishtara would burn if I didnât try."
I sighed softly. "So I tried. And it burned anyway."
I pressed a hand to my face, acting like the weight of it all was hard to bear. "I knew about the
Night Sanctuary
too. I tried to stop it, Michael. I really did. But I stopped nothing. Fate, it seems, has a way of snapping back into place."
I heard him lean forward uncomfortably beside me. My acting was impressive, if I did say so myself.
Finally, he murmured, "Wh-Why didnât youâ"
"Tell anyone? Say something? Asked for help?" I finished for him. "Who wouldâve believed me? Do
you
believe me?"
He stayed silent as his eyes darted to mine, searching for the sincerity behind my words.
The tension was palpable.
But he wasnât dismissive anymore. He was contemplating.
So I pressed just a little more. "I can even tell you about whatâs coming. The next big event will be the assassination of Willem and Alice, the royal twins. That will spark a massive rift between the Monarchs and trigger a world war. The Ascent Isles will fall. The Northern Safe Zone will be destroyed. Then I saw all the Demon Princes, even the one sealed inside your sword, descend upon the world. And at the end of it all... I saw the Spirit King waking up from his slumber. Once that False God is revived, everything will be destroyed.
Everything
."
I kept my narration intentionally ambiguous.
That way, from now on, I could justify any strange action Iâd take with this so-called mysterious knowledge without ever admitting more than I wanted to.
"Sam..." he said slowly. "If even half of that is true, thenâ"
"âthen it explains a lot," I cut in gently. "I know. So the real question is, do you believe me?"
I met his eyes.
He looked conflicted, jaw tight as he glanced away. The two Cards heâd been idly playing with until now stilled in his hands.
His hesitation was expected.
After all, Iâd just told him Iâd seen the end of the world and had been acting on that knowledge alone.
It sounded ridiculous, even to my own ears.
But what other explanation was there?
How else could I have known about the Demon Princes? How else could I have known about the techniques Michael hadnât even shown me?
And most importantly, how else could I have known about the Spirit King, when even the Monarchs barely knew about him?
Sure, my story had holes.
But I didnât need his full belief yet. All I needed was just a crack, and Iâd slowly work my way from there.
Come on,
I thought.
Say it. Say it. Sayâ
"Iâll believe you," he said at the end of that long pause, turning back to me, "when I see what youâre talking about happen with my own eyes."
Got him.
I sighed and put on my disappointed face. "Thatâs fair, I guess."
Hook, line, and sinker.
By the time this journey was over, Iâd make sure that my pawnsâ
No.
I corrected myself immediately.
My comrades.
Yeah, that felt weird on my tongue.
âwould never again have the luxury of doubting me.
And the first obstacle Iâd use them to crush would be that boggy pig.
Jake Mel Flazer.