I followed my father outside, ambling out of his throne room and onto the wide footpath winding through the magnificent garden.
The garden itself was breathtaking with perfectly trimmed hedges and lavish marble fountains, exotic flowers of impossible colors and towering trees that filtered the sunlight through their canopies in golden shafts, casting beautiful latticed patterns on the interlocking stones below.
The air was filled with various floral scents, some sweet and some fruity, creating an atmosphere that was as serene as any place could possibly be.
...Yet, I was on edge.
I hadnât had a one-on-one talk with this man since... forever?
Wait, that couldnât be right...
Narrowing my eyes, I tried my best to recall the last time Iâd had a proper conversation with him.
The memories came in bits and pieces.
I remembered some childhood lessons on war strategy that felt more like lectures from a stern instructor than a father.
Then there were the training sessions where he pushed me to my absolute limits without so much as a kind word.
He had given me occasional nods of approval when I did something exceptional. I used to cherish those.
But words?
Real, human words?
Like, father-son bonding?
I couldnât remember even a single instance.
...Well, of course I couldnât. That was the root of my jealousy and resentment toward Thalia, after all.
Argh!
I shook my head, refusing to dwell on those unpleasant thoughts.
Instead, I began glaring daggers at the back of my fatherâs head. "Unless youâre taking me to see my companions, Iâd like to stop this sightseeingâ"
"That boy," my father interrupted smoothly. "The one with the sharp face and chestnut eyes. Ray Warner, I believe he told us his name was. You do know his real identity, donât you?"
...Ah, fuck.
Ray was the bastard son of Arminius Kurtz Absberg, one of the two Eastern Dukes. On any other day, that shouldnât have been a problem.
But now that a war was drawing near, my father knew Duke Arminius was more likely to side with the South than the West.
Basically, Rayâs father was a potential enemy.
"Holding him hostage wonât get you anywhere," I still tried to reason, keeping my voice steady and confident. "Heâs a bastard. His father doesnât care about him. You should know what that feels like, right? Not caring about your child."
My father ignored the jab and continued walking with his hands clasped behind his back.
The thin rays of afternoon sunlight caught the edges of his hair, lighting up the strands into a soft shade of molten gold and creating a halo-like effect around his head.
"And what of the Zynx girl?" he mused after a pause. "She is certainly not someone I can let go easily. Her father is desperate to recover her after she ran away from home to join Apex."
My frown deepened into a grimace.
What angle was he playing here? Clearly he was setting up a negotiation, but what was he even negotiating?
"Thatâs fair. But what exactly could Duke Zynx offer you that you donât already have?" I asked rhetorically.
As was his habit when confronted with queries he didnât want to answer, my father simply evaded the question and pressed his own point like he had already been doing.
"That seer broke up with you, didnât she? She and her father went back on the agreement our family had made," he said. "That wasnât a particularly nice thing to do. I was prepared to let her die. And then thereâs the boy she left you
for
. The commoner who beat you. I looked into his background, and his sudden transformation was... suspicious."
I was clenching my jaw hard by this point. "Fatherâ"
"Finally, we should discuss your
Shadow
. Sheâs clever, and she knows it," he huffed. "What she
doesnât
know is when to stop pushing her limits. After I specifically banished you from the family, she redirected your assets before they were frozen. That is larceny in all but name."
"Father!" I raised my voice to the extent that even I was surprised by its sudden intensity.
Sure, I never liked my father. But he was truly starting to grate on me now.
"Just get to the point!" I said. "Thereâs obviously something you want. Do you think I donât know you couldâve killed them all if you really wanted to? But since youâre beating around the bush, you
clearly
havenât. So just tell me... what is it that you want from me?"
My father was quiet for an uncomfortably long amount of time after that. For a second, I thought he was going to ignore me again.
...But he didnât.
Instead, he stopped right in his tracks and turned to fully face me... leaving me utterly speechless in response.
Because there was a solemnity in his expression that made him look serious in a way he rarely ever was.
"Do you know where the
Iron Height
is?" he asked.
Huh?
What did that have to do with anything?
"Uh... sure," I replied tentatively. "I mean, not
exactly
. But theyâre somewhere in the Eastern Ocean, right?"
"Yes," Father nodded. Then, he said something that completely baffled me. "I need you to go to
Iron Height
next month. Your brother Ezra is already there."
...I was floored.
Was he... asking me to go chill on a vacation after my recently long and depressing journey?
Okay, that was strangely paternal of him.
Though why would I want to spend my time off with
Ezra
of all people? And wait, did they even have a decent resort on
Iron Height
?
From what I knew, the entire island was just the calcified carcass of the largest
Unholy
Spirit Beast humanity had ever slain on Earth.
"Well, I appreciate the gesture, Father," I sighed, "but Iâd rather take a vacation somewhere exotic, not on the back of a giant dead monster."
My father was
visibly
stupefied. "What?"
"...W-What?" I staggered back, mirroring his confusion.
He kept staring at me through squinted eyes. Then, after a judgmental pause, he pinched the bridge of his nose.
"I am not sending you there on a vacation," he said slowly.
"Well, when you tell me to
go to a scenic island with my dear brother
, Iâm going to assume there are cocktails involved," I muttered.
He completely ignored me and went on. "There was a relic recently being smuggled through
Iron Height
. The smugglers were killed by beasts, but we were able to confirm that the item in question was something that belonged to our family three generations ago."
I frowned, ready to interject with a quip I canât quite remember now.
I canât remember because I stopped upon seeing a flash of sad desperation on my fatherâs face.
In all my years, I had
never
seen him look sad... except on one specific day every single year â the anniversary of my motherâs death.
It was
exactly
the same expression he would wear during her memorials that he was wearing now.
But before I could process the sight, the mask of detachment slid back into place on his face as usual.
"I need that relic. At
any
cost," he emphasized. "The problem is that
Iron Height
technically
falls under the territorial jurisdiction of the Ducal House of Wayforge. They covet that relic just as much as we do."
...Oh, come on!
I resisted the urge to drag a hand down my face.
Uncaring, my father continued speaking. "They are mobilizing their forces to secure the site. They claim they are conducting a containment operation, but I know they intend to seize the relic. Your brother is already there with an army, and small-scale skirmishes are already breaking out. We expect them to launch a full-on assault within the next few weeks, all while depicting us as the aggressors."
Yeah, well, no shit!
We
were
the ones aggressing on their territory!
"So, let me get this straight," I said, letting out a weary breath. "We are going to fight on two fronts â one war against a rival Ducal house and another against a Southern Prince? And you want me to go help my brother steal a relic in enemy territory? Is that what youâre saying?"
"Yes."
If I had two arms... and if I was stronger than him... I wouldâve strangled the man right there, consequences be damned.
But I managed to steady myself. "Why do you want me to go help Ezra, anyway? Heâs the strongest among us siblings. You mustâve also given him your best generals, your exalted knights, and every resource at your disposal that he wouldâve required. Then why does he even need me?"
The
Golden Duke
gave a slight, dismissive tilt of his broad shoulders. It was a gesture that couldâve translated to a shrug, like that was all the answer he deemed necessary to give me.
For some reason, the casualness of it irked me more than a verbal insult would have.
"Fine," I snapped. "Then why
me
specifically? Why send your
âfailureâ
of a son to an important war when Calliope and Tristan are right here? Send them."
He simply shook his head. "Tristanâs marriage is a political necessity. Iâll also need him in the South. Calliope is strong, but I donât trust her to make the decisions required to win at
all
costs. Besides, she will be invaluable to me when the Coalition eventually moves."
I waited a few seconds before pulling my lips into a thin line. "And your precious little perfect heiress? What about Thalia?"
The
great
Duke Arthur didnât look so great in that moment.
He didnât look like some out-of-comprehension, larger-than-life legendary figure that the stories centred around him had painted him out to be.
He just looked human.
A deeply
distressed
human.
"I cannot send her," he said finally.
"Yeah, I guessed that much," I scoffed, leaning in to press the point. "But why?"
His gaze didnât waver, though I could clearly see the cracks in his mask now.
The space between us seemed to grow heavy, as if the weight of the words alone was enough to crush the surrounding flowers.
"I canât send her there. If I do..." he whispered, "she is prophesied to die."