With my mouth tightly shut, I got into the warlockâs car.
As soon as the door closed, I heard the lock click.
I couldnât bring myself to meet Kairosâs orange-colored eyes and cast my gaze out the window instead.
âThat time.â
Regardless of whether I reacted, Kairos began speaking.
âDid the Emperor know about this?â
âWell. I never told him separately. But considering who he is, even if he did know, it wouldnât be surprising....â
âKyle and Rei didnât know you were going in that often, right?â
âHow would they know. Kyle had resentment toward me until the end, and Reiâhis entire family was almost executed.â
âWhat about Chancellor Jacques or Sir Kysis?â
My throat closed up at the familiar names.
I stared meaninglessly at the underground parking lot passing by.
It really should be time for the longing to fade, but those old names still carved small scratches inside me whenever I heard them.
My answer came out locked.
âThey wouldnât have known. It was a chaotic era.â
âYou.â
There was faint anger in Kairosâs voice.
âYou have a tendency to take on everything alone.â
I lowered the elbow I had resting on the window frame and cautiously glanced at him.
âAre you angry?â
âDo you need to ask?â
...Great.
My heart shrank at the cold reply. I was far more afraid of people like this getting angry than when Colton or Yun got angry.
Kairos silently drove with a furrowed brow, then let out a deep sigh.
âI doubt nagging will make you realize your mistake.â
âTheyâre all things long past, so I didnât bother saying anything. The inhalation rejection never healed even after more than a hundred years.â
I muttered, then added timidly:
âAnd you know, youâre... not particularly fond of people, right?â
For the first time since we got in the car, Kairos looked at me.
He blinked those sun-like eyes.
âMe?â
âYes. No, I donât mean youâre immoral, or socially inept. But havenât you always {Nâ˘oâ˘vâ˘eâ˘lâ˘iâ˘gâ˘hâ˘t} liked other living beings more than people?â
Of course, Kairos always had good manners. He instinctively knew how to attract peopleâs interest and read what they wanted.
And he used that ability to save countless citizens of the Empire.
But now and then, there were moments when he didnât seem very human. I never shared that impression with anyone else, but it was something I felt.
Kairos asked, faint surprise in his voice:
âIs it noticeable?â
âAt least to me. You love all living things, so you feel compassion toward people too, but among all living creatures, people are the ones you seem least interested in.â
âI canât deny it. Though I donât see what that has to do with the topic.â
Not letting it go easily, huh.
I gave a bitter smile.
âItâs an excuse. I brought it up so I could say thatâs why I didnât bother telling you.â
âThat hurts my feelings. You are the exception to that rule.â
Why.
And since when? In the old days, he certainly didnât treat me as that special.
I blinked twice and let out a hollow laugh.
âSo Iâm being treated like a Creature, then?â
Kairos gave a bright smile but didnât answer.
It had been a jokeâwas it true?
I was inwardly flustered when the red-haired warlock returned to the original topic.
âDo Igor, Deltei, and Yoow know about this?â
âIgor doesnât. The others know.â
âSo the scholar knew, and still let you transfer energy?â
âHe didnât know I went in that often. Every time I went to transfer, he looked pretty displeased.â
âI should tell Igor.â
âDonât.â
I said quickly.
Kairos didnât even blink.
âIf I donât tell him, how is he supposed to assist you?â
âYou know I rarely inhale unless itâs a life-or-death situation.â
âAs long as the spatial-transference issue isnât resolved, such situations will happen more often. This time it seems a Usurper showed upâthereâs no guarantee that wonât happen again.â
âThere arenât many Creatures like a Usurper. And Igor isnât even a Badger. He doesnât need to assist me.â
âIf I relay that to Igor, his reaction should be noteworthy.â
âKairos!â
I raised my voice, then barely grabbed hold of my rationality.
I pressed my forehead to calm myself, trying not to shout again.
âIf anything happens to my body, Iâll tell you immediately. So donât tell Igor.â
âAlright.â
The quick answer sounded suspiciously like this was the answer he wanted.
âYou promised, Captain.â
â.......â
Why do I feel like I just got maneuvered.
Itâs not like the warlock asked for anything unreasonable.
But I really didnât expect him to get this angry.
He never used to be like this. I wondered how he changed so much as I watched the road slide by behind us.
We were on our way to Igorâs house.
Igorâs place was a bit far from headquarters. The reason he hadnât come out to pick me up was apparently because he didnât have a suitable car. He used to have one but sold it. Because he had no money.
What kind of life has he been living?
I made a mental note to ask him later and help him out if things were hard, when Kairos broke the silence again.
âWhat are you planning to do about Yoow?â
âOh.â
Relieved at the change in topic, I relaxed and answered.
âIâve thought of something. Listen.â
âGo ahead.â
âWeâre going to drink plum wine together. For real this time.â
Kairosâs eyes rolled toward me, then away.
âA drunken-truth strategy?â
âExactly. What do you think?â
âI doubt the scholar would drink in the first place.â
A reasonable point.
âAnd I donât want you drunk in front of him.â
âWhy. You think Yoow might stab me?â
âIs there a guarantee he wonât?â
True, there wasnât. I didnât think it would kill me, but apparently even that was unacceptable to him.
If I said âIâll be fine,â Iâd probably get scolded again. He still didnât seem fully over his anger.
But I had no alternative plan....
At the stoplight, Kairos turned his head toward the passenger seat.
âEmotional transference would be most effective.â
âHuh?â
I blinked and stared at him.
âWhat?â
âYou know, what you did to me.â
Heat rushed to my face.
I tried desperately to calm it as I looked at him.
âWhy bring that up? I told you it was an accident. I donât want to do it again.â
Kairos burst out laughing.
âA shame. It would work for sure. Your emotions were unforgettableâmore sincere and intense than anyone elseâs.â
âHey!â
I couldnât help shouting.
âThatâs harassment!â
âIs it? Does it work the other way? Youâre the one who transferred it.â
âIâm sorry, okay? So drop it. I wonât do that again. I only ever did it to you, and Iâm not doing it again. Not with Yoow either.â
Still chuckling, the warlock started driving again.
âAlright. Iâm pleased. I just mentioned it because itâs the most guaranteed solution.â
âWhy would that make you pleased.â
Grumbling, I leaned my cheek against the passenger window.
The cold pane cooled the heat still lingering in my face.
I sat quietly like that for a while, drained. Snow was falling, and the sunlight was clear. The snow melted the moment it touched the asphalt.
If I hadnât been pushed back by the Usurper and inhaled three or four times, I wouldnât have been found out.
I used to fight it on equal footing.
The fact that Iâd weakened enough for it not to recognize me scratched at my pride. Last time we traded strikes, it even asked my name. And Iâd held my own without inhalation.
And having to finish it with a bomb left a bad taste. If I had to fight it anyway, I wanted to end it with my sword.
Starting today, I need to train immediately.
As I steeled myself, my phone rang loudly.
âDel. Weâre on the way.â
[A crazy man barged in!!]
The Saintâs terrified voice echoed through the car.
[A handsome East Asian man!! Heâs facing off with Igor right now!!]
Yun.
Already.
I didnât even ask; I just ordered:
âKairos. Floor it.â
Instead of answering, Kairos stepped on the accelerator.
The red sports car shot forward along the snow-melted road.
***
Yun had said this once before. That next time, we should spar without weapon restrictions.
I never imagined it would happen like this.
Igorâs house was shoved deep into an uninhabited zone. Good thing, because while stopping Yun, we had practically blown half the house apart.
A house whose ceiling was gone, snow falling onto the wooden floor.
Standing in the middle of that house, I understood why Yun was considered the Badger with the greatest killing ability.
A marksman knew how to use anything as a weapon. Pots, cooking oil, the shower head, the toasterâthose everyday objects turned into lethal weapons in his hands. His use of terrain was stunning. The gas pipe burst, the hot-water pipe burst. Violent explosions erupted in places I couldnât have imagined, and I had to frantically smother the fires with my sword strikes.
Only after half the house collapsed did Yun calm down.
Only after I grabbed both his arms.
âSenior.â
Panting, I looked at Yunâs cold face.
âI didnât know you were this skilled. Youâre incredible.â
âWhatâs that?â
Held by me, the marksman tilted his chin toward Igor instead of answering.
âOne of your lackeys?â
âA former knight under my command.... And also the homeowner.â
âShould I slice off his neck?â
Igor growled, pointing the tip of his sword at Yunâs throat.
My subordinate was radiating murderous intent. Naturally so. When Kairos and I arrived, Igor was trading dozens of blows with Yun.
By then, a third of the house was already destroyed.
Igor had been one of my strongest knights. Their skills must have been close. Neither had suffered a major wound.
Deltei, terrified, was clutching the chained Yoow.
The scholarâs vicious eyes glared this way.
The tension in the air strangled the breath out of me.
I needed to stabilize this.
Still holding down the sociopath who might explode any moment, I issued an order.
âIgor. Stand down.â
Without a word, Igor sheathed his sword.
Though he didnât stop sending a beastlike glare.
Ignoring the burning stare from behind me, I met Yunâs eyes.
âSenior.â
Instead of replying, Yun raised one eyebrow.
âUh... may I let go of your arms?â
âOf course. Let them go.â
âAfter I let go, would you listen to me for a moment?â
âListening isnât hard.â
Donât fall for it.
This meant he could listen to my words even while beating Yoow senseless and kidnapping him. It did not mean he intended to quietly obey anything I said. Yun was exactly that kind of man.
Unable to release his iron arms, I smiled faintly.
âPlease give me two minutes.â
At my plea, Yunâs gaze sharpened.
He stayed silent for less than a minute.
Then, just as Igor muttered a low curse, Yun concluded dryly:
âFine.â
Thank goodness.
âIâll stay still for two minutes. Do whatever you want.â
âThat disrespectful brat, talking likeââ
âDonât move, Igor. Kairos. Go stand by Yoow.â
âSure.â
I stopped Igor from stepping forward and ordered Kairos.
The warlock immediately walked to Deltei and Yoow.
Kairos positioned himself as Yoowâs guard. With someone that skilled watching him, Yoow wouldnât escape easily.
After confirming the situation, I turned back to Yun.
Black hair whipping in the snowstorm.
A crisp shirt that somehow hadnât torn in the chaos. Clean-cut features set in the winter sunlight.
I took all of it in.
A man graciously holding back his boiling kill instinct for two minutes.
Facing him squarely, I adjusted my sword sheath.
Then bowed deeply at the waist.
âIâm sorry. My subordinateâs mistakeâI apologize on his behalf.â
âCaptain!â
âHildebert!â
Igor and Yoow shouted at the same time.
Deltei sucked in a sharp breath.
Kairos did not react. The house fell into a silence born of shock. Among all these different reactions from my kin, I did not straighten my bowed back.
I didnât move or speak, simply waiting for the man before me.
Yun didnât move for a long time.
Only when Igor muttered, âWhat are you doing,â did Yun speak.
âStraighten up.â
I straightened.
âWhy are you apologizing.â
âBecause it was my subordinateâs mistake. Itâs my responsibility too.â
âCaptain.â
Igor growled behind me.
âWhy does someone like you bow to that low-quality human.â
âHildebert!â
Yoowâs furious roar split the cold air.
âYou should know your place!â
Kairos stretched out an arm to stop Yoow from rushing forward.
But Yoow grabbed Kairosâs arm, veins bulging as he yelled.
âHow easily does the back of the man our kin follow bend like that?â
âYoow, calm down.â
âEven if you lost the duel, you shouldnât have bowed. At the very least, you should have bowed where your subordinates couldnât see!â
Deltei tried to stop him, but Yoow kept screaming.
âYou are our leader!â
The clattering of chains.
âAnd yet how can youâbefore a humanâ!â
âYoow.â
I cut him off.
Turning my head, I whispered as I looked at him.
âYou shouldnât have harmed the innocent.â
If he had stabbed my heart, I wouldnât be doing this.
âYou should have aimed your hatred at the right target.â
âIââ
âEven if you branded my skin with a mark, you should never have touched the innocent. How is it shameful to bow before the family of a victim? This is the consequence of your sin.â
Yoow froze. Igorâs fiery stare softened, and Deltei lowered her gaze, covering her mouth.
But I couldnât respond to any of it.
The fury rising in me cooled everything with its chill.
âItâs your full, undivided sin. Do you think I ever wanted to be this angry at you? I wanted to kneel in front of you comfortably and apologize.â
â...Commander.â
âKeep your mouth shut.â
I cut him off and turned toward Yun.
âYou donât even deserve to lift your head in front of this man.â
Yun was the victimâs family.
Yoow was the perpetrator.
So it was right to snap Yoowâs knees if needed and make him bow before Yun. To press his forehead to the floor and beg for his sin to be forgiven.
But old bonds pulled my arm inward without end.
I couldnât give up the chance to let Yoow offer a sincere apology.
Even though I knew this was a deeply selfish desire.
Even though I knew how cruel a request this was to Yun....
âIâm truly sorry.â
Unable to surrender it, I bowed deeply to Yun again.
âPlease grant my subordinate a chance to atone.â
Yun stood in front of me for a long time, saying nothing.