âDo you think heâs actually capable of apologizing sincerely?â
After a long silence, Yun finally opened his mouth.
âFor starters, I canât do something like that.â
âYou donât have a conscience, sunbaenim.â
I couldnât hold back and shot back immediately.
âThat guy at least has one.â
Yun snorted.
He folded his arms and turned his gaze toward Yoow. Naturally my head followed. Deltei holding on to Yoow, and Kairos blocking Yoow with an arm.
Kairos tilted his head slightly in greeting toward Yun.
Yun didnât return the gesture.
As always....
âYou really like those guys that much?â
â...What?â
I blinked at the unexpected question.
âWhy are you suddenlyââ
âYou want to go this far to give the bastard who stamped your abdomen a âchance,â is that it?â
The kin all visibly flinched at the word stamped.
I gave a bitter smile.
âItâs not easy to forget everything we went through together.â
âAnd the pain of getting abducted the night before your promotion exam and brandedâthat you forgot?â
â...Are you angry about that too?â
Yun, who had been studying Yoow carefully, turned his head and looked at me.
âOf course I am.â
Oh.
My eyes widened.
Oh....
âYou cared about me that much?â
Yun made a face like, What kind of question is that.
âThen what do you think the reason was for me stopping for two full minutes?â
â...Just... as a human being... you know... naturally...â
The way I was talking made me feel stupid.
âCourtesy... two minutes is short... supervisorâjunior relationship... like... seniorâjunior bonds...â
âAre you going to keep talking?â
â...No.â
I answered instantly.
Then I looked at Yun with eyes full of emotion.
âIâm seriously touched.â
And I was being sincere.
âI had no idea you cared about me this much.â
âYouâre more oblivious than I thought.â
This is the first time Iâve ever been told something like that.
No matter how I looked at it, it wasnât that I lacked awarenessâthis person was just too... unusual. But I didnât bother saying that out loud.
Instead I just beamed at my supervisor.
âSo since you care about me, does that mean youâll accept his apology?â
âBecause I care about you, shouldnât I be smashing that bastardâs head in?â
âIf he refuses to reflect until the end, Iâll let you break him. But not the head. Heâs got too much valuable information in there.â
â...Fine then.â
Shockingly, Yun agreed without resistance.
âIâll return it exactly as you received it. Two brands on the abdomen, one stab with a knife. As for his attempted murder of Yehyeonâsince youâre pleading, Iâll overlook it.â
...Heâs serious.
And considering Yunâs usual personality, this was him being lenient for my sake. If I argued any further, Iâd lose everything.
Donât respond. Change the subject.
I pressed my lips into a straight line before forcing up one corner.
âSo, youâre giving me some time for now, right?â
Yun nodded without hesitation.
I let out a reflexive sigh of reliefâthen he folded his arms and added,
âBut keep this in mind. No matter how messed up I get, I would never go so far as to brand your abdomen.â
The kin stiffened again.
I pretended not to notice, and Yunâs smirk grew sharper.
âYehyeon, too. And Sordi, that guy youâre so fond of. And Choi Ami.â
âPeople break in different ways.â
Yun snorted.
âI donât know if that kind of violence should ever be considered âwithin acceptable limits.ââ
âCan you even recognize where the limits of violence are?â
âIt depends on how long the recovery period is, doesnât it.â
âAh.â
âAnd your little lackeysâdespite knowing the circumstances, they want to just leave him alone?â
âI stopped them.â
Yunâs scoff deepened.
It was a laugh that said, Stop them? And that counts as leaving him alone?
I smiled bitterly. It wasnât that I didnât understand what he meant. And I was grateful that he, of all people, was acting this way.
What bothered me was the kin watching this exchangeâthey were the ones who would be hurt by it.
They were only following my choice. None of this was their fault.
To wrap things up quickly, I stepped closer to Yun.
âThank you for being considerate. You were discharged less than a day agoâletâs go home. Iâll drive.â
Yun didnât bother refusing.
I led him out and sent a quick signal to the kin with my eyes. Iâll come backâwait a bit and Iâll finish dealing with this.
Thankfully, they all understood.
We stepped outside, crunching through the thin layer of snow.
Near Igorâs half-destroyed house sat a jet-black Lamborghini, calmly waiting.
I activated my insurance with my phone and slipped into the driverâs seat.
As I got in, a heavy sigh escaped me before I could stop it. Yun, getting into the passenger seat, let out a low laugh.
âYou really live like an idiot.â
I hit the accelerator and replied,
âI canât seem to fix it.â
A quiet snort followedâas if he agreed completely.
I gave a faint smile as I drove to the cottage across the road.
After dropping Yun off, I took my own car and returned to Igorâs house.
There, instead of cursing as usual, I found Yoow shrinking backâclamping his mouth shut every time I got close.
Kairos offering Igor a proposal to live together for a while.
And Deltei, wiping tears with the back of her hand the moment she saw me, mumbling apologies for reasons unknown.
***
I wrapped up the catastrophically ruined âdischarge eventâ as best as I could and went home.
Then I received the notification of the Eldersâ meeting location.
The horrendous meeting day arrived. I dragged myself up with deep sighs and changed clothes.
I put on the single suit I owned, fastened the gifted watch, and got into the car.
I spent the entire drive sighing.
Even the location was ridiculous.
[Private Property]
âWho are you?â
The moment I approached the private property, the guards stopped me.
âBadger? Black Badger?â
âYes. I was invited to the meeting here at 5 p.m.â
âYour name?â
âHildebert Taleb.â
âNo, I meanâthe name of the person who invited you.â
Oh.
For a moment I couldnât decide what to say, so I blinked slowly.
If I gave a codename, they wouldnât understand.
But was I supposed to say their real names? Unlike before, I wasnât involved in any political operations here on Earth anymore. It was harder to make the right call.
Shouldnât they have told me this sort of thing in advance?
As my silence dragged on, the guardsâ faces grew irritated.
HOOONK!
The car behind mine pressed its horn.
I turned on my hazard lights and prepared to pull aside the moment they signaled, then answered,
âErich Erhart?â
The guard replied flatly,
âNo one by that name lives here.â
What?
Who handled this?
I grimaced faintly.
â...Yekaterina.â
âSheâs not here either.â
âWiseman.â
If this didnât work, Iâd just go home.
âColton Wiseman.â
The guardsâ expressions changed instantly.
Looks like that name got me in.
I turned my gaze forward with mild annoyanceâonly for the guard to lean down and whisper,
âHe doesnât live here anymore either.â
What?
I snapped my head toward him with an incredulous stare, and the guards startled, taking a step back.
Coltonâs name still carried that much weight, it seemed.
Even thinking that, I couldnât stop the breath of hollow laughter slipping out.
I looked up at the guards.
âFirst, let the car behind me go through. Iâll call the person directly.â
Did Jaeyeon screw things up again?
âAnd once I get confirmationâlet meââ
âHey!â
BANG!
A car door slammed. An irritated shout followed.
The guards and I turned our heads at the same time.
I blinked and stuck my head out the window.
âWhat are you dragging around for?!â
The owner of the voice was stomping toward us.
âWhat the hell are you doing?!â
âSorry, sir! Weâll let you through right away!â
âYou know how busy I amââ
A man in his late forties, # NĐŸvĐ”light # looking like steam was about to blow out of his ears, approached with a furious stride.
The moment he made eye contact with me, he suddenly stopped talking.
...What?
Is he one of the Elders? I widened my eyes a little, studying his face.
AnywayâI should apologize.
âSorry. Iâll move my car right away.â
The man narrowed his eyes.
â...Wait. Arenât you that guy?â
â...Sir?â
âThat Badger from the broadcast!â
A finger jabbed toward my face.
âThe kid who saved that high schooler!â
Ah. So thatâs why he recognized me.
I nodded politelyâthen, out of nowhere, he grabbed my door handle and yanked.
What the...?
Confused, I still got out of the car obediently.
âIs something wrong?â
A photo? An autograph?
âIf you want a picture, we canââ
SMACK!
My head snapped left.
The guards gasped in horror.
I blinked slowly, eyes closing and opening once.
I stood there frozen, soundless. Too absurd to even move.
Wait.
He knows Iâm a Badgerâand he just punched me?
With that pathetic level of skill?
With that featherweight fist...?
I was so baffled I couldnât even move my head back for a moment.
The only reason my head did turn was because I let it rotate to avoid breaking his hand.
If I hadnât gone with the motion, his knuckles would have shattered.
Regardless, the manâclearly suffering from severe anger issuesâbegan to shriek.
âBrat! Think youâre hot shit just because you got a little famous?!â
âSir! Please calm down! Weâll open the gate right now!â
âPeople like you need to learn humility! You thought you could get in here because you bought a nice car? Thought the guards would bow and pass you right through?!â
âSir! The gate is open! You can go in now!â
âYou thought showing your face would be enough? Thought every Center Core citizen would recognize you?!â
âSir!â
âKnow your place!â
HOOOONK.
A short horn.
âIs that what youâre doing?â
A brief question followed.
Still stunned from the manâs fluffy punching, I instinctively turned toward the voice.
And there he was.
Colton, staring at me with eyes cold enough to crystallize breath.
Emotionless as everâbut this time unmistakably wearing an expression of disbelief.
â...Hey!â
I couldnât hold back a little hop of shock.
âYou!â
âHeeek!â
The guards screamed louder than before.
The unfit middle-aged man froze where he stood.
I ignored him completely and strode toward Coltonâs car.
âWhat kind of half-assed job is this?!â
Colton lifted a browâwordlessly asking, Whatâs the problem?
I explained the situation with irritation and frustration.
And without acknowledging Jaeyeon laughing beside him, I snapped,
âYou shouldâve given them my plate number beforehand!â
âYou didnât get the message I sent? To say the name of the fourth Elder?â
âIf Iâd gotten it, would I be standing here like this? I didnât get anything from your subordinate!â
âI sent it myself.â
â...What?â
Seriously?
I scrambled through my phone in a panic.
There they wereâunread messages.
Sent by Colton yesterday.
...Oh.
I hadnât checked them because I didnât want to read anything from him, and had put them off. I had no idea that information was inside.
Feeling sheepish, I rubbed my forehead.
Then I met the eyes of the friend who turned away with a scoff.
â...Sorry. I never imagined you sent it personally.â
âTry reading what people send you, will you?â
Colton replied like it was nothing, then tilted his headâordering me to get in and move.
The window rolled up as his car began to pull forward.
I apologized through the rising glass, flustered, but Colton ignored meâmuttering to himself,
âYou did the same thing right before you disappeared. Some habits never change.â
Ah.
My eyes snapped open at the quiet murmur.
Memories rushed in.
Right before I disappeared.
Right before all contact was cut.
The very last person I had exchanged messages with.
And the person whose messages I had ignored simply because I was too irritated or too busy.
How could I have forgotten that?
I watched his car grow smaller in the distance, feeling hollow.
Come to think of itâ
Colton Wiseman was the last person who knew anything about my final whereabouts.