It wasnât even enough to call it a shower. I stood under cold water, trying to force my dazed head to think calmly.
âLetâs go home.â
Objectively, nothing was really fucked, but I kept feeling like the situation was bad.
It felt like itâd be better to lay things out a little more clearly and hear what I should do next, objectively.
âShould I tell Joo Seowon to do my thinking for me?â
I drifted through some pointless thoughts, then turned off the water and came out. No matter what, Iâd been rolling around in a Dungeon the whole time, and Iâd just had sex, but my body was still overflowing with heat and energy past a normal level.
Compared to that, Do Yehyunâmaybe because he was adapting fine for someone whose Rank had suddenly gone upâalready had drowsiness mixed into his eyes.
âWanna sleep?â
âAre you okay?â
âNo.â
His expression instantly turned worried. I snickered briefly, turned off the air conditioner, and lay back down on the bed.
â...Iâm worried.â
âYeah. Should I call 119?â
âCan I heal you?â
âI dunno.... Mm, no.â
I wasnât hurt in the first place, so there wasnât anything to talk aboutâhealing or otherwise. When I answered like I was joking, Do Yehyunâs face darkened even more.
I pretended not to notice and closed my eyes, but I could feel him looking at me from the side. I covered his eyes roughly with my hand and said,
âGo to sleep.â
â.......â
For a guy Iâd basically forced to lie down, he mustâve been tired, because Do Yehyun fell asleep pretty fast. After confirming he was out, I kept my eyes shut and tossed around for a long time anyway.
***
All through dawn, I kept drifting off and waking up over and over. Iâd check my phone thinking a decent amount of time had passed, only to see that barely anything had.
After repeating that dozens of times, I finally managed to fall asleep.
I got up the moment my alarm went off, but I didnât feel great. Yesterday it was just that my body was hotânow the situation had slid further downhill into actually running a fever.
Without waking Do Yehyun, I sat in a chair and checked my phone for messages.
After pushing aside all the useless stuff I couldnât deal with right now, one text caught my eye.
If you check this message, please reply whenever itâs convenient for you.
Time doesnât matter.
The content wasnât anything special, but the name of the person whoâd sent it was one I hadnât seen in a long time.
âWhy is Ryu Taeyoung...?â
After months of no contact, him reaching out first at this timing felt too coincidental. Or it couldâve been intentional on their end.
I checked the time. 5:53 a.m.
Obviously not a great time to call a government worker, but I didnât hesitate and dialed.
âYou said time doesnât matter, didnât you?â
After a long while, the call connected, and a familiar voice came through.
-...Jehyun.
âLong time no see.â
-Mm. First... thank you for calling. I didnât expect a reply this fast....
Ryu Taeyoung trailed off. He didnât expect a reply this fast, huh.
I answered slowly.
âI didnât expect Iâd be calling you at this hour either, Taeyoung.â
-.......
âYou said time doesnât matter.â
-Ah, yes. Thatâs right.
Even though it was early, Ryu Taeyoungâs voice didnât sound particularly groggy.
âYou werenât just waking up now, right?â
-Iâve been up for about an hour... a little over. I usually wake up pretty early.
âYeah, I wake up early too... I guess so.â
-Are you up right now?
âYeah, well.â
Even while answering offhand, I could tell Ryu Taeyoung was hesitating. To begin with, he wasnât even trying to hide it.
I waited a very short moment, then went straight to the point.
âWhat is it?â
-Ah.
âJust say it comfortably.â
A guy whoâd been out of contact for months wouldnât be calling at dawn just to ask how Iâd been, without any business.
When I waited, his reason came out slower than Iâd expected.
-Back when we ate together before, I briefly mentioned my younger brother... do you remember?
âYes.â
-.......
âOf course.â
Timing this neat wasnât a coincidence. I furrowed my brow slightly and slowly rubbed above my eyebrow.
-Actually, my younger brother recently....
â.......â
-...went missing. To be exact, itâs probably closer to... running away.
âDid you report it to the police?â
Even as I asked, I thought my sincerity had dropped to basically zero.
The reason Ryu Taejun went missing was obvious. He was the one whoâd thrown a fit insisting â NĐŸvĐ”lÎčght â (Read the full story) he was going to compete in those Cheonmyeonggyo matches, so of course he couldnât stand living with Ryu Taeyoung, who wouldnât just let him do that.
Hadnât he even run his mouth himself about how his brother didnât understand himâcomfortable, bullshit nonsense like that. Nothing surprising about it.
It was kind of funny to pretend I didnât know anything and bring up calling the police to Ryu Taeyoung, the actual party involved.
Ryu Taeyoung fell silent for a moment, then slowly added,
-I... canât report it. The circumstances were like that, and in the first place, my younger brother was so firm about it... about becoming independent.
âIndependent... well, thatâs not bad. Heâs an adult, isnât he?â
-Yes, heâs the same age as you, Jehyun....
âOld enough to move out.â
-.......
When I answered calmly, silence came back from the other end. I leaned back in the chair and pulled the curtain aside a little. Maybe because it was winter, the sky was still dark, with no sign of sunrise.
-...Thatâs right. But after that, contact stopped....
âYeah.â
-I did some looking into it on my end, too. Something he said at the end stuck with me.
âWhat did he say, last?â
-Do you remember what I told you back then, Jehyun? That my younger brother had taken an interest in Cheonmyeonggyo.
âAh.... I remember.â
Even as I answered slowly, inside I was running through possibility after possibility. At this point, it was impossible not to get it.
I didnât know what direction heâd gotten his information from, but Ryu Taeyoung was suspecting me, one-sidedly. And the problem was, I really had approached firstâso his suspicion wasnât completely wrong.
âSo?â
-Cheonmyeonggyo... it lines up, from multiple angles, that he went into that cultâs temple.
âMm....â
But even so, what was I supposed to do for him?
âFuck, I even went into a Dungeon and busted my ass to save him.â
And in the first place, Ryu Taejun was the one whoâd gone there all excited. Iâd only dug into his personal infoâI hadnât interfered even a little in him taking his ass all the way to Jinsando.
âYeah?â
When I answered flatly, there was no reply again for a long time.
âReport it.â
-.......
It was obvious what he wanted to say.
I laughed quietly, adjusted my grip on the phone, and said,
âHave you been well?â
-Me?
âYeah.â
-Yes.
âDoesnât sound like youâve been well. Just from what I heard. You said your younger brother got sucked into a cult and went missing.â
-.......
Answering that everything was fine on top of that wouldâve been a joke and a half. When I pressed with a furrowed brow, Ryu Taeyoung barely managed to answer with some nonsense.
-Just... my condition wasnât bad. Iâve been well.
âYeah, sure.... Either way, itâs not like we were ever the type to keep in active contact, were we.â
-.......
âYou had zero contact the whole time, then suddenly you reach out and what you tell me is... your younger brother disappeared and you think Cheonmyeonggyoâs involved. If thatâs all, then... I donât really know what you want from me.â
-Thatâs....
âBy my common sense, there isnât really an answer. You donât seem like you want comfort, and youâre probably not asking me to investigate with you either....â
I paused and waited for Ryu Taeyoung to answer, but nothing came back. On the other end, I heard him breathing slowly for a moment, and then even that faded.
âWhy are you calling me, specifically? If you just tell me honestly.â
-...I hired a tracker Hunter privately, without using the police.
â.......â
Thatâs more surprising than I expected. Even if his younger brother went missing, Iâd assumed heâd follow legal procedure.
-It isnât illegal. I proceeded through entirely legal channels... and the police investigation is very slowed down right now.
âYeah.â
-So... we got testimony that my younger brother frequently went in and out of a specific shop, and we ended up checking CCTV around there. We heard that building is one Cheonmyeonggyo manages.
âMm.... So?â
Normally I wouldâve listened pretty earnestly while he laid out the process in detail, but the situation was the situation. I glanced toward the bed, then asked again.
âWhatâs the conclusion?â
-...And in the testimony from someone who worked in that building, there was a part about someone who came and went wearing a mask. Someone who also had frequent contact with my younger brother.
âYeah.â
-And that person....
âMe?â
-.......
Huh. Thatâs unexpected, too.
Wearing a mask and going in and out of somewhere. Other than Im Haekyungâs night market, Iâd never gone anywhere wearing a mask.
And it was true this was my first time meeting Ryu Taejun face-to-face, too.
I didnât know what kind of info you had to get to slip this badly, but it was complete bullshit. I answered without hesitating.
âWhatever you thought, it isnât me. Iâve never visited anywhere wearing a mask.â
But an unexpected response came back.
-I thought so too... so I checked the CCTV we obtained.
âYeah.â
-...And to me, the build and the overall feel looked a lot like you, Jehyun, so thatâs why I brought it up.
âThat canât be.â
-If youâd like, youâre welcome to confirm it yourself.â