It was a voice that sounded pretty convinced for someone whoâd been hesitating over their words.
â-Youâre mistaken.â
I answered clearly.
There was nothing to weigh or dance around. Because it was true.
âIf it at least made sense, Iâd listen.â
I tried for a split second to choose my words, then gave up fast.
-Youâre saying Iâm mistaken.
âYes.â
-You know it too, donât you, Jehyun. Honestly... youâre not someone people can easily mistake. Even if your name isnât, like, insanely unique, itâs distinct enough, and your build stands out too.
âYeah, but I really didnât do it, so what am I supposed to do about that?â
At this point I might as well say, you shouldâve grabbed Ryu Taejun and tossed him in the middle of a Cheonmyeonggyo templeâthen at least I wouldnât feel wronged. It was so ridiculous I kept letting out these empty laughs.
âDo you have any other evidence? âThey testified your nameââthatâs bullshit. What, did I use a credit card in my own name there or something?â
-.......
âSure, my build isnât exactly common, but itâs not like Iâm some freakishly huge guy like you, Taeyoung. If you spin the roulette, youâll get at least one guy who looks similar.â
-...There is other evidence.
âOh.... What is it?â
So was the reason he hadnât been answering my calls this whole time because heâd been looking for Ryu Taejun on his own?
âOr did he start ignoring me completely at some point just because he was suspicious?â
If that were the case, though, contact with Ryu Taeyoung had already been cut off even before I had Joo Seowon reach out. Still, with his only family member disappearing, he probably didnât have the headspace to joke around over petty stuff. On top of that, Ryu Taeyoung was a guy with pretty heavy responsibilities in the Special Response Team.
Maybe that was whyâbecause he was that kind of guyâhe couldnât dig deeper into some trap investigation and instead came to me like this.
âPoor bastard.â
His job was probably fucked in every way already, and on top of that his little brother was a total deadweight, so it felt like heâd have a mountain of cleanup to deal with. Feeling a bit of pity, I waited for him to speak.
Just as the silence was stretching long, Ryu Taeyoungâs voice came again.
-My brotherâs location was found. About two weeks ago.
âCongratulations.â
-...I saw a photo of you with him. At the docks.
âAh.â
So it wasnât something to congratulate. From the start, heâd been holding one clear piece of evidence and tossing out the small stuff first.
âThe docks.â
If he put it like that, it was hard not to have something come to mind. Two weeks ago, the place weâd gathered because we were going to Jinsando had been a dock Cheonmyeonggyo used. I tapped the table lightly and thought for a moment.
âShould I just say it?â
I hadnât expected this and had just spent all that time denying it in detail, but the second I confirmed he had something solid, it felt like no matter what I said now, itâd sound suspicious. It was a headache.
âHeâll probably be convinced by every shitty little âpiece of evidenceâ now.â
I clicked my tongue inwardly and measured the situation fast.
There wasnât anything else he could pin on me. If Ryu Taeyoung decided on his own to force some weird evidence together and paint me as a fucking bastard, I couldnât stop himâbut as things stood, reality was still better than whatever was in his head.
Sure, admitting some of the truth would create noise in our relationship compared to playing dumb, but right now I wasnât exactly desperate about Ryu Taeyoung. I never really had been, in the first place.
There was a time Iâd thought about being proactive to keep the connection open, but by the time months of no contact had passed, that desire had been gone for a while already.
-Jehyun.
âYeah.â
Like he was reminding me the silence had gotten long, Ryu Taeyoung called my name again.
-If you want, I can send you the photo too.
âYeah.... I donât really want to see it.â
I cut him off slowly and looked out the window again. Listening to this kind of sidelined, low-priority story was getting boring now. My own problems were urgentâso someone elseâs family situation... why would I bother?
And honestly, sure, right now he was the kind of guy with a lot of attachment, so he was sad his family disappeared, but after some time passed, his deadweight brother being gone might actually be better for him.
As I listened to someone elseâs boring family drama, I stared up at the sky, which had gotten subtly brighter. The sun would be coming up soon, which meant it was time to wrap up this call and head home.
âWhat should I do?â
Once I lost interest, I stopped thinking about it.
If telling the truth wouldnât cost me anything, it was better to just tell it. Either way, with how things looked right now, it felt like it would carry the least risk.
Quietly, I tossed the conclusion at Ryu Taeyoung, who was waiting for my answer.
âI... met Taejun.â
-You met him.
âYeah.â
-Where....
âYou said you had the photo, didnât you? I saw him at the docks. The docks that lead into Cheonmyeonggyoâs base.â
After I said it, there werenât any words from the other end.
âHeâs probably thinking something shitty on his own again.â
To drag him out of his delusion, I added more.
âOf course, I donât have any bad blood with Ryu Taejun.â
-...What?
âOr do I?â
After meeting him, I did develop a little. Still, it wasnât some extreme hatred that made me want to kill him, and it was the kind of small irritation I could just ignore and throw away, so it felt fine to gloss over.
âTo be precise, Iâm not interested. If I had to pick between the two of you, I was more interested in you, Taeyoung. Because you... saved me? Twice. And you even bought me food.â
-.......
âAnd what you said just now isnât true either. You kind of crushed the actual point and skipped over it, but if you only look at the conclusion, youâre asking why I dragged Ryu # NĐŸvĐ”light # Taejun into some cult den, arenât you.â
-But you said you definitely met him. When was the last timeâno, then was that the last time?
âYeah. But the orderâs kind of backwards.â
-.......
âItâs not that Taejun met me and then went into Cheonmyeonggyo. Itâs closer to me meeting Taejun because I was trying to enter Cheonmyeonggyoâs base. Taejun was already hooked on that cult from the start.â
The bad blood part had a little lie mixed in, but the last line didnât have a single lie in it. Iâd never sincerely egged him on. In the first place, wasnât it because his brother had fallen into Cheonmyeonggyo that Ryu Taeyoung came to me for that pointless advice about his worries?
âThinking about it, this is fucking absurd.â
So did Ryu Taeyoung contact me because he thought I was some deranged believer whoâd shoved his brother into a cultâs stronghold?
âDo I look like a Cheonmyeonggyo believer to you?â
-Of course... I thought you werenât.
â.......â
-...But canât I also not rule out the possibility that I judged someone wrong?
Mm. Yeah, that was plenty possible. Starting with the fact that he was still burning money trying to find Ryu Taejun.
In a slightly drained-sounding tone, Ryu Taeyoung started rattling off a stream of nonsense.
-I havenât seen you many times, Jehyun, but I thought you were a good person. You do have... aggressive speech, but you canât judge someone just by that. And you cooperated actively with the investigation, and back when we ate together then....
â.......â
-Are you okay?
Ryu Taeyoung half-assed wrapped up his words in the middle and asked something else.
Of course he wasnât asking about my state or condition.
âHe was fine until the end.â
-The end...?
âEither way, he went into Cheonmyeonggyoâs base.â
After hearing the clear answer, Ryu Taeyoung went quiet for a moment, then finally asked the question he hadnât asked at allâmaybe the one he was most curious about.
-Then why the hell did you... go to Cheonmyeonggyoâs base?
âYeah, good question.â
-Jehyun.
âI got religious for a bit.â
-.......
That was the only thing I could say that cut out the before and after. I twitched my eyebrow and added,
âNot anymore.â
Well, I did meet a âgodâ and understand some truth, and separate from my body condition, my mana had increased too... so couldnât you say I had a bit of faith for a while?
Smiling faintly, I held the phone a little farther away.
âCheonmyeonggyoâs a mess on the inside right now... if you go in around this time, you can get some pretty good results.â
-What do you mean itâs a mess inside....
âIâll contact you again next time.â
-Wait....
Before it could drag on longer, I ended the call and dropped my phone onto the table with a thud.
âHuh.â
I was planning to go again and meet Jin Haedo one more time anyway, so if I was going to use Ryu Taeyoung, I could use him then. And right now, there was something even more important than that.
âDid you sleep well?â
At my question, Do Yehyun nodded slowly. Without getting up, I leaned back against the chair and quietly looked at him.
âHowâs your condition?â
âIâm fine.â
Other than his voice being a little rougher than yesterday, he didnât look like his condition was bad. The marks left here and there on his body had also returned to normal pretty fast.
âYeah?â
â.......â
âThen should we go home now.â
Yeah. Now it was time to go home and face the things I needed to deal with.