She and that little girl of her own must be different.
To be precise, she and her two daughters must be different.
The second daughter, LuāEr, is the type who listens to the gossip of the girls; her mind is full of lust, all about men, and everything with men is lustful.
As for the eldest daughter, Qinling...
She is even worse than LuāEr.
At least LuāErās target is outsiders, whereas Qinlingās mind is full of thoughts of lust with her, even doing inconceivable things like using medicine on her.
In short, Zhu Pingniang, who raised these two daughters... feels helpless.
Why would such a woman of pure heart and few desires raise such daughters?
They say being near to good influences you positively, being close to bad influences you negatively...
Thus, Zhu Pingniang sometimes questions life.
Could it be that because she is inherently a lustful woman, she raised her daughters that way?
Because of her lust, she couldnāt see those so-called mysterious visions of Yun Qian, as her eyes fell on Yun Qianās slender waist and tall figure?
Impossible.
It is definitely the daughters who are devious, not her problem.
This is the one point Zhu Pingniang is absolutely unwilling to compromise on.
If she were to ever fall into comparison with LuāEr, Zhu Pingniang would feel she has truly lived in vain all these years.
Supposedly, although she is the āremnantsā of the Hehuan Sect, her sister also inherited the legacy of Gu Qianchengās mother, becoming the current Sect Leader of the Hehuan Sect... but Zhu Pingniang is truly not a woman who indulges excessively.
Neither was she when she was Zhu Tongjun.
Now, she might seem slightly indecent, but in truth, what she does the most in the brothel is holding an account book and calculating accounts, very clean.
Regarding purity of heart, Zhu Pingniang believes she canāt do better than this.
Unable to see the visions seen by the women on Muyu Peak from Yun Qian, itās nothing like she dared not look at Yun Qian back then...
Maybe, as she thought, itās simply because of her realm.
After all, having reached her realm, Yun Qian is not an Immortal but merely sheltered, and it isnāt strange to see through her.
"At least..." Zhu Pingniang covered her face in silence for a while, then put her hand down and said seriously under Wen Liās bewildered gaze, "I am definitely not lustful."
On this point, she absolutely does not want to compromise.
Otherwise, she would not dare imagine her sister knowing that she actually had feelings for the younger generation... that would be heart-wrenching.
"...?" Wen Li stared for a good while.
She looked somewhat lost at Zhu Pingniang.
Is the sect aunt...?
Saying what?
What lust?????
Wasnāt she talking about her junior sisterās vision and junior brother?
Wen Li blinked much faster.
She originally wanted to ask what special qualities junior brother had to attract the seniorsā attention, after all, since Xu Changāan became open source, the sectās attitude towards him became noticeably ambiguous...
Wen Li was very curious, but asked her master, who did not disclose to her.
After all, according to her masterās intent, she hoped Wen Li would keep further away from junior brother as possible.
But how is that possible?
Wen Li knew very well that she still needs the reflection of junior brotherās sword heart.
Looking at Zhu Pingniang, Wen Li wisely chose not to ask.
"In any case, just pretend you didnāt hear about the inability to see the vision of Yun Qian." Zhu Pingniang smacked her lips, "Otherwise, why should they could see but I couldnāt."
"Itās all up to you." Wen Li shook her head gently, somewhat helpless.
Itās not a big deal, whatās the point of being troubled by it.
"I... certainly donāt want to be the special one." Zhu Pingniang tilted her head and said seriously, "If Changāan knew that in othersā eyes Yun Qian is special, yet in mine she is ordinary, what would he think of me?"
"What would he think of... you?" Wen Li looked at her strangely.
"Silly." Zhu Pingniang hissed, "Changāan would think I deliberately look down on Yun Qian, deliberately belittle her; thatās why I canāt find her worthy, wouldnāt he? I definitely donāt want to be seen like that by him."
"Sect Aunt."
"Hmm?"
"Is that how you think Junior Brother is?" Wen Li asked seriously.
"..." Zhu Pingniang averted her gaze, dared not look into Wen Liās eyes, and said sullenly, "Of course not... but... itās always better to avoid trouble anyway."
She pointed in Xu Changāanās direction and said, "Look, Changāan cares about Yun Qian so much, knowing Yun Qian is special in everyoneās eyes, heād definitely be happy... at this point, why should I ruin Changāanās mood with my exception, right?"
Wen Li couldnāt quite understand, just gently shaking her head, "Junior Brother, in your heart, what kind of temperament does he have?"
Always so strange.
"Whatever temperament he has, I quite like it." Zhu Pingniang spread her hands.
Wen Li: "..."
"Why are you looking at me?" Zhu Pingniang took a deep breath and then said, "Ah Li, you say if a woman feels no desire for a man, it absolutely canāt be called lust or the kind of love between men and women... right."
Wen Li twitched the corner of her eye imperceptibly at this.
How would she understand this?
But she probably understood Zhu Pingniangās meaning.
The sect aunt is saying when she looks at Junior Brother... she feels nothing?
Sect Aunt is Sect Aunt, ordinary women wouldnāt have the face to say such things.
So Wen Li nodded gently, "It should be like that."
"Right." Zhu Pingniang gently pressed down on her black long skirt and said with some emotion, "Ever since Changāan became open source... itās as if heās changed into another person, the girls have fallen for him quite a bit, but I, the elder sister, just donāt have any feeling."