So, this definitely isnât lust.
Rather, compared to Xu Changâan, she seems more like she wants to get close to Ah Bai.
Her desire has always been fixed on Li Zhibai, no one can shake her mind.
Wen Li looked at the faint curtain of rain outside the window, then turned to meet Zhu Pingniangâs gaze: "Master, what exactly do you want to say? I donât understand."
"Nothing, just want to set an example for you." Zhu Pingniang suddenly laughed: "Ah Li, because there is no desire to push him down, itâs definitely not called liking between a man and a woman, at most itâs appreciation... So, what about you?"
Does Wen Li have desires for Xu Changâan?
Didnât she say she couldnât see clearly her feelings for Xu Changâan?
Zhu Pingniang then helps Wen Li dispel the confusion with her own experience.
Using this method to define it can also be said to be simple and crude.
If itâs liking between a man and a woman, Wen Li would certainly want to be close to him, share a bed, and be tender with himâjust like Qinling towards her, and her towards Li Zhibai.
If you like someone, you naturally want to be tender.
If Wen Li doesnât have such desires, then itâs a pure feeling between Senior Sister and Junior Brother.
"Come on, tell me what you think." Zhu Pingniang laughed like a fox.
She placed this question in front of Wen Li, ripping off all disguises, waiting for her answer.
"..." Wen Li was silent.
Maybe she had never thought that there was such a simple method.
She lowered her head, looking at her dress, her fingers unconsciously brushing the soft green hair slowly growing around her ear, her eyes somewhat rippled.
Does she... have desires for Junior Brother?
"..."
Unlike the complexity in Wen Liâs heart, the wicked woman Zhu Pingniang relaxed against the chair.
Grasping.
Because Zhu Pingniang confirms she has no such thoughts for the junior, sheâs quite relaxed.
Only for Wen Li.
Faced with such direct and extreme questions... normal girls wouldnât respond, right?
But Wen Li is different.
Because knowing Wen Li would never lie, she would certainly respond truthfully, so Zhu Pingniang became a wicked woman once.
Her eyes sparkled.
Would Wen Li want to get close to Xu Changâan?
"How are your thoughts?" Seeing Wen Li remain silent, Zhu Pingniang urged while squinting: "Actually, even if you do, itâs not shameful... After all, as a young girl youâre just beginning to have such feelings, Changâan is so attractive... itâs the most natural thing to be moved."
Attractive...?
Wen Li lifted her head and said: "Master, about Junior Brother looking more attractive after open source, I didnât notice immediately. It was only after hearing Junior Sisters discuss his newfound attractiveness that I became aware."
"What do you mean?" Zhu Pingniang did not understand what Wen Li wanted to convey.
Wen Li didnât explain.
Because she simply doesnât care whether Xu Changâan is good-looking or not.
Even if he remains ordinary, in her heart, itâs still the same.
Appearance is not important at all, so she didnât immediately notice Xu Changâanâs change in appearance, or perhaps... she noticed but found no need to mention it.
In this respect, Wen Li is very similar to Yun Qian.
When Xu Changâan first opened source, all the girls wondered if he had put on makeup, chasing him to ask.
But Yun Qian, who was with him day and night, didnât mention it at all.
Thatâs how it is.
Wen Li slightly raised her chin.
She cares about Junior Brother, but definitely not as Master said, because Junior Brother is handsome.
So-called lust is a womanâs preference and indulgence in the appearance and physique of the opposite sex, as well as a pursuit of beauty, training the ladies of Muyu Peak in aesthetics.
Because of lust, because wanting to pursue beautiful appearances, one is moved, develops desires, and thoughts of tenderness.
Wen Li lightly shook her head.
Since she didnât even pay attention or care about Xu Changâan becoming attractive, how could she have any desires for him?
Simply put, Wen Li believes one is lustful, and wants to be tender because they crave the otherâs physique.
She doesnât crave Junior Brotherâs looks, naturally having no desires.
At least...
Wen Liâs fingers subtly clenched together.
At least before Zhu Pingniang brought this up, she never thought about what being tender with Junior Brother would be like.
"Master, Iâve never thought about the things youâre talking about." Wen Li sincerely said.
"Ah?" Zhu Pingniang looked at Wen Liâs serious look, disappointed, the evil hobby of collecting juniorâs black history slowly dissipating.
"Ah Li, arenât you a woman? Changâan is so attractive, wouldnât you be moved?"
"Compared to appearance, Junior Brother has more things worth caring about." Wen Liâs clenched fingers slowly relaxed, she lowered her eyes: "Master, you underestimate Junior Brother."
"Alright then, Iâm just a superficial woman." Zhu Pingniang shrugged, then pondered.
So...
Wen Li never thought about getting close to Xu Changâan.
So, this feeling isnât the shallow affection of a young girl being lured by a handsome man.
Even more troublesome, to completely disengage Wen Li from this.
"Master, if I havenât thought about getting close to Junior Brother, does it mean... my feelings for him are those between Senior Sister and Junior Brother?" Wen Li suddenly asked.
Zhu Pingniang was taken aback, covering her face.
Listen.
This is something a normal woman can say.
"Normally, yes, at least I donât believe in things stopping there. Liking is liking, there should be desires." Zhu Pingniang blinked, implying: "Look at Yun Qian... sheâs clean, but even she still has desires."
When she checked Yun Qianâs pulse, she felt it...
This seemingly icy woman, had just been teased not long ago.
This is indeed the most normal thing.
"If a woman doesnât want to be close and tender with the person she likes, how can this be called liking?" Zhu Pingniang pointed at Wen Liâs face: "So, now you can subtract a portion of your conflicted feelings."
Saying this, Zhu Pingniang also breathed a sigh of relief.
A major trouble is gone.
Wen Liâs feelings for Xu Changâan are not romantic ones, which is good.
The rest can be Senior Sister affection, or elderâs concern, or even ownerâs care for Li Hua... all easier to handle than romantic feelings.
At least, the grand Senior of Muyu Peak wouldnât need to worry about possibly disrupting Yun Qianâs emotions.
Congratulations, congratulations.
"Hmm." Listening to Zhu Pingniang, Wen Li nodded.
Because she never thought about getting close to Junior Brother, she can confirm itâs not a womanâs affection for a manâ
Is it?
Wen Liâs bright eyes avoided Zhu Pingniangâs gaze, resting on the person-high mirror in the room.
Indeed.
She wouldnât be enchanted by Junior Brotherâs appearance, maybe itâs because, before the change, she herself dressed as a man was an equally stunning male.
But now itâs different.
She can see from the mirror her own appearance, different from the past, a... woman full of feminine charm, like a flower ready to be picked.
Wen Li did not lie.
She said she never thought about it before, and indeed she never did.
But itâs not because she lacks desires, itâs simply a mental blind spot, immersed in her cultivation, Wen Li never had a chance to think about being tender with a man.
However... now after Zhu Pingniang mentioned it, she did have a moment of thought about such desire, her mind briefly in chaos, unable to continue.
Therefore, actually, romantic feelings canât be completely ruled out yet.
Wen Li lifted her head, her expression normal.
She concealed this matter from Zhu Pingniang.
Not really lying, just simply not wanting this somewhat peculiar senior to know her thoughts.
Otherwise, always feels it would bring trouble to Junior Brother.
Indeed, Junior Sister wouldnât be jealous, but in some matters, as Senior Sister, she cannot let these small thoughts affect Xu Changâan and Yun Qianâs relationship.
This is something that absolutely cannot be done.
No matter what kind of affection it is, she uses it to hone her Sword Heart, unrelated to the feelings themselves.
"Master." Wen Li looked at Zhu Pingniang: "Since you know so much about these things, have you ever had desires?"
"Yes." Zhu Pingniang didnât hesitate, speaking frankly: "Ah Bai, I have feelings for her."
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Outside the door, Li Zhibaiâs hand paused while attempting to push it open.
"...?"