Taking a deep look at Xu Changâan, who was feeling guilty, Li Zhibai gently rubbed her temple with her fingers.
Tongjun, oh Tongjun.
Even Xu Changâan could see through her little thoughts, and she actually managed to persuade him to stand by her side.
To be able to persuade Xu Changâan to whisper in her ear, it can only be said that Tongjun indeed has some skills.
"The reason?" Li Zhibai stared at Xu Changâan.
How could Xu Changâan not realize that he had been exposed? He smiled awkwardly but still didnât speak.
He was concerned about Li Zhibai and Zhu Pingniangâs relationship because he had seen Li Zhibai enjoy the rain alone before and felt... the teacher might be a bit lonely, so he thought she needed someone close.
Zhu Pingniang seemed good enough.
But how could he explain it with such a reason?
A mere student overstepping to care about Li Zhibai, does she even need his concern?
Just asking for trouble.
So he couldnât open his mouth at all.
"...You."
Seeing Xu Changâanâs guilty appearance, Li Zhibai understood everything, and a strange sensation gradually spread in her heart... Probably, as the lady known as the Hidden Immortal, she hadnât felt what it was like to be cared for in such meaningless matters in a long time.
Changâan lost his manners.
But the anger she should feel was completely absent, even... there was a hint of comfort.
Indeed.
Li Zhibai thought to herself that she had completely lost the mindset of a âteacherâ in front of Changâan, and perhaps, she really had a bit of a motherâs temperament, so... the matter of becoming his teacher should be put on the agenda, rather than the slipping image of a teacher.
In the mundane world, they say once a teacher, always a parent.
This saying still holds true, and even Li Zhibai had to admit that although sheâs a woman, the way she treated Xu Changâan before was more like a strict father than a nurturing mother.
Her strict seriousness, is it the image of a father?
In contrast, someone who jokes with Changâan, cares about his mood, seems carefree yet is meticulous to the extreme like Tongjun... is more like a mother, right?
So itâs understandable why the child would be closer to the mother and speak in favor of Zhu Tongjun.
Thinking this, Li Zhibai suddenly froze.
Somethingâs not right.
Why is it that when she and Xu Changâan meet, theyâre not discussing his issues, but hers?
Such a thing was absolutely impossible in the past.
You know, Xu Changâan had been her student for so long, and if it werenât for Yun Qianâs appearance, he wouldnât even know her name, just her deeds.
From this, it can be seen that in the past, their conversations would only revolve around Xu Changâan.
But now...
Li Zhibai suddenly found herself becoming the center of the conversation.
What does this change signify?
Does it mean she has become more approachableâ
Or is it that she too has become a woman who wants to be cared for and valued by others?
From never needing to be worried about, to needing it... Li Zhibai for a moment didnât understand if itâs her becoming weaker, or if Changâan has grown up.
Perhaps she has fallen and wasnât as invincible as she thought.
Sigh.
"...?"
Hearing Li Zhibaiâs inexplicable sigh, Xu Changâan was slightly stunned.
"Teacher? Whatâs wrong."
"Itâs nothing." After calming down, Li Zhibai asked unhurriedly: "So... what was bothering you earlier, Ms. Yunâs talent?"
"Havenât you already figured it out?" Xu Changâanâs eyes twitched slightly.
His little thoughts were laid bare by Li Zhibai as if there was no need to hide anything at all.
"I guess you are worried that her inspiration will be like yours, unable to absorb the Heaven and Earth Spiritual Qi, stuck at Open Source, neither advancing nor retreating." Li Zhibai said, then asked: "Is that correct?"
"Absolutely correct." Xu Changâan nodded: "The inspiration for speed of absorbing Spiritual Power isnât everything, but... you know my past experiences."
He doesnât want Yun Qian to go through the pain he once enduredâalthough Yun Qian might not care about her cultivation speed at all.
Yet often, itâs because Yun Qian doesnât care that Xu Changâan values it all the more.
"You think more and more deeply than I imagined." Li Zhibai glanced at the plum blossom embroidered on her sleeve and spoke: "Is this the duty of a steward?"
"The steward doesnât handle these things." Xu Changâan said.
"I thought so too." Li Zhibai responded.
Changâan is not raising a young lady but rather raising a daughter; heâd probably even worry when thereâs a crease on Yun Qianâs clothes.
"Teacher, the steward doesnât handle these." Xu Changâan slightly tilted his head, his eyes brushing over the clouds in front of the bright moon, speaking seriously: "Itâs a husbandâs concern... You tell me, how can someone as unruly as me not be careful and detailed, to live up to her affection?"
A useless, rule-breaking steward, if he canât do his best and lets Yun Qian down, heâd best jump into the sea and start over.
"Husband..." Li Zhibai, seeing the young man speak such words before her, felt he had matured a lot.
However, Li Zhibai tapped Xu Changâanâs head with her hand calmly, saying: "Such words, saying them to me is useless."
Thatâs why Xu Changâan is found lacking.
He speaks romantic words to Yun Qian; he lacks the courage in front of Yun Qian but is uninhibited in front of me, the teacher.
Oh.
Li Zhibai quickly realized that Xu Changâan is uninhibited in front of her because he... isnât shy at all and doesnât care about face.
"After all, youâve long lost face with me." Li Zhibai waved her hand lightly, and then a ruler appeared out of thin air.
Li Zhibai tossed the ruler to Xu Changâan, and after he caught it, he looked at Li Zhibai.
Xu Changâan thought that the teacher still saved him some face.
Yes.
Xu Changâanâs previous words somewhat treated Li Zhibai as an âemotional trash can,â just as he would listen to othersâ troubles, Xu Changâan also needed someone to confide in, and Yun Qian... there were many matters he didnât want her to worry about.
So he needed the teacher to untie the knots.
However, throwing his negative emotions at the teacher is somewhat disrespectful, but Li Zhibai wouldnât really get angry, so... she let Xu Changâan do it himself.
Xu Changâan gripped the ruler and hit his palm hard, then returned the ruler to Li Zhibai.
As he watched Li Zhibai retract the ruler, he thought that the teacher was indeed a gentle person.
The students have grown up; itâs not appropriate to reprimand them anymore.
Face must be saved.
"Do you know why I let you reflect?" Li Zhibai looked at him.
"I know." Xu Changâan stretched out three fingers.
Presumptuously caring for Li Zhibai, deserved a hit.
Supporting Zhu Pingniang, deserved a hit.
Complaining to the teacher, deserved a hit.
"Thereâs one more." Li Zhibaiâs glance shifted slightly, and then as if guided by an invisible thread, Xu Changâan raised another finger, adding another mistake.
Li Zhibai looked at him: "What do you mean by, people like you who are unruly, most deserve a hit."
Her student is the best student in the world.
So, this self-deprecating mistake is, in Li Zhibaiâs heart, the only fault that makes her care.
Xu Changâan: "..."
He looked into Li Zhibaiâs eyes, and after a long time, he smiled, clenching his fingers into a fist.
The teacher is right.
He said he was unruly; wasnât he just implying that the teacher didnât teach well, which truly deserved a hit?
"But itâs also my fault." Li Zhibai suddenly spoke, making Xu Changâanâs eyes twitch, and he immediately replied: "Thatâs not reasonable."
Li Zhibai thought if she, as a teacher, could have given Changâan confidence earlier, he wouldnât always think about problems from such a humble, Inner Disciple perspective.
Her student.
Even a bit of arrogance wouldnât be harmful.
Compared to self-deprecation, arrogance is a blessing.
"If thereâs anything, I will handle it for you." Li Zhibai swept her sleeve, letting the plum blossom on the sleeve brush past Xu Changâanâs collar: "Thatâs what a teacher should do, you understand?"
"If thereâs anything you want to say, just say it, Iâm listening." Li Zhibai was prepared to listen, ready to hear her studentâs grievances.
"Itâs just some matters about my young lady." Xu Changâan sighed.