Kishiar didnât say anything. But Kiole could clearly feel that he was listening to him. Just knowing that the man was truly paying attention somehow made the tight tension in his chest loosen a little.
Kiole licked his dry lips, the result of all his nervousness, and continued speaking.
âIf I had to say whether I liked that change or not... I think I did. No, I did. Yes.â
Sometimes, while speaking, the vague feelings or thoughts you had become more certain. That was what this moment was for Kiole.
It wasnât just âI think it was good.â It was definitely better. Because the changed version of himself felt much more like a true knight than the person heâd been before.
The thrill of that momentâwhen heâd stood up with convicts behind him and blocked the whipâstill burned clearly in his memory. Maybe it was because the physical pain had faded so quickly. But the more time passed, the more that moment seemed to shine in his mind.
âI see. That was an impressive answer. I understand your change a little better now.â
At last, Kishiar nodded and replied.
Was that enough of an answer? Kiole let out a quiet sigh of relief.
Heâd been so focused on answering that his speech had completely lost the polished tone of a noble. Heâd thought even if it doesnât make sense, thereâs nothing I can do, but it had worked out. He was grateful.
âDo you rememberâback during the harvest festival party, when you came to find me and delivered Yuderâs message?â
Kishiar suddenly changed the subject. Strangely enough, it was the same moment Kiole had just recalled earlier.
âYes, I remember.â
âDo you remember me telling you then that Iâd repay that debt someday?â
...Did he? Kiole had been so tense back then, trying to relay the message without drawing attention. He was still reeling from the shock of helping Yuder Aileâbecause of the oathâand had been overwhelmed dealing with his third brotherâs scolding afterward. He couldnât clearly recall what Kishiar had said as he left.
âIâm sorry. I donât really remember that part...â
âI think now is the right time to repay that debt.â
Kishiar chuckled, unfazed.
âYouâve decided to walk this path on your own, so youâll need help. While youâre pursuing your goal, think about itâand tell me what kind of help youâd like from me. If itâs something I can do, Iâll do anything.â
â...What?â
âIâm saying this now because I think youâd actually accept my help. Help is only meaningful when the other person is willing to receive it. Otherwise, no matter how much you want to offer it, you canât.â
It was a stunning offer. And yet, hearing it so suddenly made his mind go completely blank. Kishiar seemed to have expected that, and gave Kiole space to think.
âTh-thank you for the generous words, but... when you say âanything,â the scope is so wide I donât even know where to start...â
âHm. Then how about I give a few examples? Say... if you wanted to inherit the title of Duke Diarca without anyone knowingââ
âNo! Absolutely not!â
Kiole cut him off with a jolt, practically shuddering. Kishiar blinked in surprise and tilted his head.
âTruly?â
âYes!â
âHaha. I actually already heard thatâs what you told Yuder. Still, I couldnât think of a better extreme example to show you the extent of what I can do.â
Wellâif nothing else, the Duke of Peletaâs sincerity came across crystal clear! So clear it nearly gave him a heart attack!
Kishiar winked and raised one finger.
âThen let me give you some examples you might genuinely like. First, I can go with you when you meet His Majesty, and help you achieve your goal. His Majesty isnât someone who gives special treatment just because Iâm family, but he does respect my judgment and my way with words. Iâd be a real asset.â
âHuh...â
Meeting the Emperorâan encounter that made his knees tremble just thinking about itâwith the Duke of Peleta at his side? From the start, heâd be acknowledged by the Emperorâs inner circle. The pressure would be incomparably lighter.
âIsnât that like bringing the answer sheet with me?â
As Kiole swallowed hard and shifted his gaze, Kishiar gave a short laugh and raised a second finger.
âSecond. I can ensure your personal safety. The Cavalry is a place your family canât touch. You could stay there for a while, comfortably. Itâs located within the same grounds as the Imperial Guard, so it has the advantage of making it easy to contact people from that circleâor outsiders.â
...This too was incredibly tempting.
No matter how badly Kironne la Diarca might want to find him, could even he dig through the Cavalryâs stronghold? Besides, Kiole had already been inside it once and knew firsthand that the facilities were much better than expected.
âThird. This oneâs something I almost never offer anyone...â
Kishiar paused dramatically, then lowered his voice.
âIf you ask me to teach you the swordâas a SwordmasterâIâll make a special exception.â
â...!!!â
Kioleâs mind, which had been drifting like a tiny boat in a storm, suddenly halted in total shock.
âThe sword? ...Heâd actually teach me?â
âR-really?!â
âYes. If thatâs what you want in return for the debt.â
Kishiar answered cheerfully. For a moment, the temptation hit Kiole like a wave. But a sliver of reasonâand the survival instinct heâd honed by dealing with Yuder Aileâset off a loud internal alarm.
âWait. This is way too generous. Why would he go this far for me?â
All Kiole had done was pass on a message from Yuder Aile. He hadnât saved Kishiarâs life during some grand disaster, hadnât avenged his enemies, and it wasnât a task commanded by the Emperor or anyone else of high rank.
Even the idea of helping him inherit the Diarca title had been shockingâbut in some ways, that would at least help the royal family weaken the power of the nobility. That made a certain political sense.
But offering to teach the swordâpersonallyâfrom someone who had reached the level of a Swordmaster? And to someone he hadnât even chosen as a disciple? That, to a knight-obsessed Kiole, was more overwhelming than anything.
â...Just so I knowâwhen you say youâll teach me, what level of instruction are we talking about? Even just how many times... if you could tell me that...â
One lesson? Ten?
Even a single session would be immensely valuable. Back when heâd first started learning under General Gino, he hadnât understood a word of what was saidâhe was too inexperienced. But now, he was confident heâd grasp much more.
Kishiar looked at Kiole silently for a moment. Just a brief glance, yet it felt like heâd seen straight through everything Kiole was hiding. A chill ran down his spine.
And honestly, that wasnât far from the truth.
âThe number of lessons doesnât matter. What matters is the learnerâs potential, effort, and how much theyâre capable of understanding and keeping up.â
âThen...â
âI donât offer instruction to raise someoneâs levelâI offer guidance. Itâs up to the learner to walk the path I show.â
Kiole didnât quite understand what that meant. But one thing was clear: it wouldnât be just a fixed number of lessons.
âAll right, thatâs three examples to start. If you want something else, thatâs fine tooâas long as itâs within my power. I may not look it, but Iâm quite capable. Not braggingâjust a fact. So think about it freely.â
Kiole swallowed hard and sucked in a breath. All three offers... were too perfectly suited to what he needed right now. Was it really okay to accept something like this? What if it looked appetizing but turned out to be poison? Or... what if it was another test? His head was spinning.
Even Kishiarâs calm face began to look like a beautiful poison.
âYou seem nervous. Was the offer not to your liking? Or is there something else thatâs bothering you?â
Kiole, still clutching the reins, cautiously asked,
âI... Iâm sorry, but I just donât understand why youâd give me such a generous offer... It just seems too much for what I did that day...â
âAh. That.â
Kishiar let out a breath and cast his gaze far ahead. There, Yuder was quietly riding his horse. As if sensing the glance, Yuder turned slightly, and Kishiar smiled with his eyes.
Was it just his imagination, or did that smile look like the shy grin of a boy whoâd caught the attention of someone he liked?
âWait... come to think of it, at that party... those two...â
The memory of them â§ NĐŸvĐ”Iight â§ (Original source) dancing together in formal dress flashed in his mindâalong with those scandalous rumors heâd tried to forget.
When Yuder nodded faintly and turned his head away, Kishiarâs smile quietly faded.
âTo tell you the truth... you didnât just help one person in danger that day. You may have saved an entire future that could have gone terribly wrong.â
...Huh? Me?...
âOf course, you wonât understand what I mean. But just because you donât understand something doesnât mean itâs not true.â
â...I... see?â
âDay by day, Iâm reminded just how enormous a debt I owe for what you did then. No treasure in the world could replace the opportunity and time I gained that day.â
And he meant it. That much was clear. Kiole couldnât make sense of it at all. But Kishiar offered no further explanation.
âIf Iâm right, we should be nearing our destination. The path leading to the base of the mountainâthe one with the cave. Isnât it that way?â