âThe Swordmaster of the North Wind? What even is that supposed to mean?â
He knew that the Duke of Peleta and his adjutant were secretly Swordmasters. But it was the first time heâd heard of a title like Swordmaster of the North Wind. Of course, that made senseâhis recent life hadnât exactly left him free enough to pick up on the latest rumors.
Even if Kiole had been living as usual without any incidents, it still wouldâve been too early for him to know about the nickname that had just begun spreading through the capital. Kishiar, however, grinned shamelessly and patted him on the shoulder.
âAh. So you havenât heard yet. I suppose youâve been too busy. Thatâs fair. But make sure you remember it from now on. Itâs an honorable title, earned after slashing dozens of winged monsters out of the sky with aura up in the North.â
âYour Grace.â
As Kiole, half-dazed, was being swept away by Kishiarâs glib words, Nathan Zuckerman, who hadnât said a word until now, called out to his lord in a curt voice.
âIf you intend to move without drawing attention, we shouldnât delay here any longer.â
âOh? Has it gotten that late already?â
Kishiar tilted his head with a note of regret.
âWell, weâve got timeâwe can keep talking as we go. If Iâm to explain the legendary feats of the Swordmaster of the North Wind, I canât leave out the sharpshooter who shot down the Enemy of the Sun.â
âThe sharpshooter who shot down the Enemy of the Sun? And who the hell is that...?â
âOh, you look curious. And that would beââ
âCommander.â
Yuder Aile, who had already passed through the door, called out coolly. The unspoken message was clear: cut the chatter. Kishiar, with a smile far sweeter than before, began walking.
âMm. Letâs get going.â
Their movements were so natural that Kiole missed his chance to protest. By the time he came to his senses, he was already on horseback, riding out through the west gate of the capital.
â...Wait. Hold on. Are we seriously going like thisâjust the four of us?!â
It wouldâve been awkward enough traveling alone with Yuder Aile. But to add the Duke of Peleta and his adjutant? That lineup was so bizarre, he wouldnât believe it even in a dream.
Kiole shifted uncomfortably in his saddle, like he was sitting on a cushion full of needles, sneaking glances at those around him. In truth, it was Kishiar who made him more uneasy than Yuder didâand for a completely opposite reason.
Kiole had known Kishiar la Orr, the Duke of Peleta, since the time he was still called the Second Prince. When they were younger, theyâd briefly trained in swordsmanship under the same master, and even after Kishiar returned from Peleta, theyâd occasionally crossed paths at noble gatherings.
Up until the moment Kishiar announced the founding of the Cavalry, Kiole had believed he knew him fairly well. As his father had said, Kishiar was a man of light words and actions. Wine, people to party with, entertaining pastimesâthose three things summed him up perfectly.
In fact, when Kiole first heard that Kishiar had returned to the capital, heâd secretly felt a bit of anticipation. He remembered the young prince whoâd once shown an uncanny talent with the sword. But the grown duke acted like heâd never held a blade in his life. He carried himself with noble poise, sure, but that was it.
A bit disappointing, yesâbut still, Kiole had taken pride in the fact that heâd once trained under the same sword master as a duke of royal blood.
That was all.
Or so heâd thought. He hadnât doubted it at all.
But now, to learn he was a Swordmaster all along?
The Kishiar that emerged after that revelation felt like an entirely different person from the one Kiole had known. Or... had it actually started long before that?
A memory from the harvest festival last year surfaced in Kioleâs mind.
When Yuder Aile had suddenly started behaving strangely and asked Kiole to inform his commander due to his poor condition, thereâd been a flash in the dukeâs eyes in that momentâ
That look... had belonged to someone utterly unlike the man Kiole thought he knew.
And even now, he felt the same way.
The man laughing casually and chatting with Yuder Aile didnât feel like the same person. The Kishiar of old used to smile more flamboyantly, always seeming like he might disappear at any moment, drunk and careless. Even when his body was present, his mind seemed halfway elsewhereâthose red eyes used to invite mockery for that very reason. But now... now those eyes were steady, warm, and piercingly clear.
âMaybe... maybe the version I used to know was the fake. And this is the real him...?â
That was a thought he never couldâve entertained before nearly being killed by his own brother. But now, after starting to see the hidden truths behind what his father and his family had done, he could finally begin to grasp the idea that the royals might not be anything like what he was taught to believe.
If the Emperor his father described as âdetached from realityâ turned out to be the complete opposite...
Then the Duke of Peleta might also be nothing like how his father had described him.
A frivolous, fickle, foolish manâpowerless, with nothing but a hollow royal title.
No one looking at the current Kishiar would ever think such things.
But what about his father?
âFather... and my elder brother, and the rest of them...â
Even after the Emperorâs recovery and the Cavalryâs rise to prominence, they still talked as if nothing had changed. As if simply saying so would make it true.
But the changes Kiole had seen firsthand were enormous.
Too much had already changed to pretend it wasnât there.
And even now, in this very moment, things were still changing...
Kiole stared at the back of Kishiar la Orr, now a man he could no longer understand at all, and then lowered his gaze. Not knowing who he really was anymore... that scared him.
âI heard you wanted to see His Majesty after locating the secret vault.â
Just then, someone spoke to him. When Kiole lifted his head, Kishiarâwho had been riding alongside Yuder Aileâwas suddenly riding next to him. Kioleâs eyes trembled hard. He was now alone with the person heâd just been thinking was the most difficult to face.
â...Ah. Yes. Yes, I did.â
âHmm? You used to speak quite comfortably with me, didnât you? No need to be so stiff. Hah. Surely youâre not uncomfortable around me?â
âAhân-no! Not at all! Why would I be, Your Graceââ
In truth, he was. But of course he had to deny it.
Kishiar smiled gently.
âWell, even if you were, it wouldnât be strange. I havenât exactly treated you comfortably myself, have I?â
âI... suppose not.â
After all, his father had stood in direct opposition to the royal family. It was only natural. But it was the first time someone from the royal side had ever brought it up so frankly.
âIâve heard youâve gone through a lot of changes recently. Personally, I find it quite intriguing. I started wondering how far the son of Duke Diarca might be able to change.â
âUh...â
âI admire those who overcome pain to change. Change never comes without suffering.â
â...â
Kishiar looked Kiole straight in the eye and asked,
âHow about you? Do you like change?â
Kiole instinctively looked around. Yuder Aile was still riding ahead, talking with Nathan Zuckerman. This conversationâthis one was happening solely between him and Kishiar.
What the hell was he supposed to say to that? He wished someone could tell him, but he also knewâcoldlyâthat no one could.
He had said he wanted to meet the Emperor. So it made sense that he would first be speaking with the Emperorâs closest confidant and direct kin, the Duke of Peleta. If he couldnât even respond here, then what good would meeting the Emperor do?
Kiole clenched the reins in his hand until it felt like theyâd break. Then, hesitantly, he opened his mouth.
âI... I never really thought about that kind of thing before.â
âHmm.â
âEven now... the question feels too difficult. Iâm not sure I really understand what you mean.â
But...
â...Since returning from the South... Iâve started wanting to become a real knight. One I wouldnât be ashamed of. If thatâs considered change... then yes, I suppose I have changed. Probably.â